Author's POV:
A girl is crying hysterically while running. Terrified from the one chasing her. Reaching an isolated place she tripped on her steps when the person caught her and said while hugging her from behind securely so she can’t see his face "jaan where do you think you're going huh? You can't leave me. I have waited years for you. Now that I have captured you, I will get you whether you want or not" "leave me" she yelled panicking. But the boy turned her and claimed her lips before she could see his face to stop her from screaming...
"Get up Aadhya. Get up or you will be late for college." Aadhya's mom called her.
Aadhya got startled up and her dream broke as she woke up "I'm up mom" she answered wiping the sweat from her forehead. Taking a deep breath "It was just a dream" she chanted trying to calm herself.
Aadhya's POV
Ughh again the same dream... Why have I been getting the same dream since my childhood? Ahhh I'm already 19 and this dream just doesn’t seem to cease. Who is that man? Why he is calling me jaan? And why the hell can't I just forget this dream?
Hey there spare my blabbering. I am usually not this talkative it’s just occasionally but hey I am sorry for not giving my introduction. (Author rolls her eyes saying she just can’t stop her mouth from speaking bluffs)
Hello my name is Aadhya Sengupta. I'm 19 years old enthusiastic student who loves food, chit-chatting, hangouts and chocolates. I'm from Kolkata, pure Bengali. A proud Indian teenager who just passed school and now a collegian. Well about my physical appearance I'm not an ‘oh-wow’ beautiful girl rather a girl with whitish complexion having a pretty average face. I have medium length black hair and brown eyes.
I'm not skinny like a model but have appropriate proportions of flesh at right places making me rather full. But I don't care about it, I love myself. My mom was rather worried and told me many times to lose weight but hell with that. No matter how much I tried I always failed so I had stopped making attempts and rather am enjoying my life to fullest.
I don't even know how to do make up or don't have any proper dressing sense. I'm an introvert but not the type to remain silent but the type to keep my things to myself. But best thing I like about myself is that I am a writer on wattpad.
My mom's biggest tension is how she will marry me off.
I write stories but the truth is that I write about my dreams and then finish it in a perfect story. Except few of my close friends no one knows that I am a writer.
Well talking about my friends I have many friends thanks to my blabbering nature but my best friend is kshitija. I met her when I began writing. She’s also a writer like me.
Well the reason is we became friends is that she also has the same problem like me. She also dreamt some similar things from her childhood that she moulded them into novels. And just like that we became best friends.
Nothing is perfect in my life. My parents do not want me because I'm a girl. Like I care about that. I care about only one person but alas! He doesn't know about it or I don't think I will ever tell him that. I'm in love with him since I was 15 but he doesn't love me scratch that he see me as his sister. And why not after all I'm his sister's niece.
Yes he is my aunt's brother. They both are orphans. So after my uncle's marriage he came to live with us in our house. At first I always felt weird around him but then slowly I fell for him. But now he is going to marry the girl he loves. Oh I didn't tell his name. Stupid me.
His name is Akshar Banerjee and his fiancée is Asmita Chatterji.
I should envy that girl but she is so sweet that no one can envy her. She is also a poor soul. She got married at a very early age and became widow on her wedding day. I don't know much about her but she deserves Akshar.
Well in all this I am thinking about the man from my dreams. I don't know why but I feel he loves the girl very much and the girl I saw in my dreams is me. So basically it's me that he loves. I don't know if he is real or not but if I find him I'm going to reject him. Because I can't love anyone except Akshar.
I can't forget that eyes which held so much possessiveness, love and lust. I just can’t understand how anyone can ever love a girl like me.
Sometimes I wonder why I'm even alive when my own parents doesn’t want me. I should die but again my friend kshitija makes me believe that someone is waiting for me.
I tried to commit suicide because of this dreams but I failed miserably. The dreams makes me insane. My parents took me to doctors but they don't know why I'm getting this dreams again and again.
I still remember one particular day when I was on my way to school an old lady called me asking "beti tor boyos koto?" (How old are you?)
"amar boyos 17 keno ki hoi 6e?" (My age is 17 what happened?)
"ar besi somoi nei tor Kache.. Matro 2 bochor ache. Ja anondo korar kore ne. Akbar o toke Pele nijer Kache bondi kore rakhbe." (You don't have much time, only 2 years. Live your life happily till you can. Once he get you he will make you his prisoner. The day he gets you will be beginning of your doom. You can beg for all you want but all will you receive will be his madness.)
I was shocked when I snapped "dekhun aisob charun. Ami biswas kori na" (just leave. I don't believe any of your shit)
"koris na biswas. Somoi toke nije bole debe" (don't believe me now. Time will say everything)
Then I just left from there.
I remember the lady's word as it was just matter of yesterday. Because the time she told has come. Time to prove that all her words were false. Because no one will cage me because I'm not a girl to be caged.
"Aadhya are you coming or not?" my mom screamed from downstairs breaking my trail of thoughts.
"Sorry mom coming" I said and got ready.
Today is my first day of college I'm nervous as hell but I need to face it.
So after finishing my breakfast I left for college.
Chapter 2Aadhya's povIt’s my first day in college. After meeting my friends I went to attend my first class. The day passed pretty normal with nothing adventurous. In the evening I came back home.Seeing a message from kshitija I replied to her. But she is not online.Kshitija is the only person who can understand me. I remember the day when I first shared my story with readers.She was one of them. I don't know why I asked her to help in editing it but to my surprise she agreed to help. Our frequent communication followed and finally the day arrived when I shared the most disturbing part of my life. My dreams. I don't know why I shared it with her but I just did.Then when I heard her confess about the dreams she has been getting since childhood I was beyond shocked. We discussed it for God knows how long and we both became good friends thereafter.She is the one
Chapter 3Aadhya's povWhy the hell is this man here? I asked myself many times..Then Akshar introduced him to us.."he is my friend and business partner the great businessman veer Roy.""what??" I wanted to whisper but it came out loud"What happened Aadhya? Are you alright?" ask Asmita"yes I'm absolutely fine.. Actually I'm just surprised that Akshar's friend and business partner has come here..." I said"yes he is my best friend though he is 4 years older than me.. He is like my brother and his sister Ragini is like my sister..." Akshar saidThe picture above is Ragini's...How the hell can this man be Akshar's friend? I think he doesn't know about his"BEST FRIEND'S" character&n
Chapter 4Aadhya's poV"Aadhya you're looking so beautiful today. And why not? You should be…” Asmita said dreamily as if she’s on cloud nine and finished “after all it’s your wedding day."Yes it's my wedding today with Mr. Veer Roy....I don't know whether I should be happy that my parents are happy about this marriage thing or cry over my cruel fate?One slap can make a person's life hell. If one month ago someone had told me that I would marry, I would have laughed until my stomach hurt. But here I'm marrying the devil of my life."Aadhya, where are you lost? In veer's dreams?" Asmita elbowed me teasingly.Oh yeah in the dreams that are far worse than nightmares. My heart spat venomously at the thought and I badly wanted to wipe that irritating smile on her face but I m
Chapter 5Aadhya's pov"Aadhya you're going to marry veer and that's final.. You will not create any scene in front of him or his sister. After 1 week it's your engagement and after 1 month it's your marriage with him" my mom said like she is saying about today's food menu not my life"yes Aadhya you're 19 now and you know with your looks no one is going to marry you easily. And Veer eagerly wants to marry you.. So we fixed your wedding with him.." my dad saidI was feeling numb.. Void of any emotions.. They're talking about my marriage like it's a normal thing to discuss without my permission or knowledge.." Mom, dad, what am I to both of you? a daughter? Or a burden? Or a mistake? "I asked tears are threatening to pour out" you know what you're a burden on me from birth.. You're a mistake that I made 20
Chapter 6Author's povAadhya cut her wrist and then she fell on the floor with a loud thud..Her mom came to check on her after 30 minutes of their argument..But her mother's eyes widened in shock by watching her daughter in this state.. It's not like she cares for her but she is the most important person now in their life..They need her alive and safe.. She screamed for her husband and other members..They all came and got shocked by seeing Aadhya in that condition..Akshar sees the note she left and reads it aloud.. They all get shocked by hearing that she loves someone else..They take her to hospital ASAPThe doctor denied to treat her because its a suicide case but Akshar make him talk with someone.. Then the doctor was ready to treat her
Chapter 7Aadhya's povI'm waiting for the time that will come and make my life hell..Suddenly someone came to my room.. And I see my friend Rai has come to meet me.." Aadhya you know you can still elope from here. I will help you" she said..."and I told you I'm marrying him with my consent.. I don't want to elope." I said."cut the crap Aadhya were childhood friends what you think I don't know that you love Akshar vai and that's why you never call him vai.." she said make me shocked"please shut up you know na today Is his wedding also so don't make a fuss about it.." I said"OK do whatever you want to do but believe me you will regret your decision" she said"I know I will regret my decision" I thought in my mind
Chapter 8Aadhya's povMature content*******************"What do you mean by giving my virginity? I'm not going to do anything with you..."I said" wifey doesn't make it difficult for you.. Come here..."he saidWhen he saw I'm not going towards him he started to come near me"stay away from me don't you dare to come near to me" I said in fear"and why will I do that? You know that I'm your husband so I can do anything I want to do.. So be a perfect wife and serve me in my bed" he said coldly"you can't force me.. don't forget that it's you who force me to marry you... I don't love you or nor do you love me. Then why the hell did you marry me? You know very well that I love your friend Akshar " I said try to not cry
Chapter 9Little bit of intimacy in the chapAadhya's povNext morning when I woke up I was alone in bed.. He was gone to god knows where..But it's good that he is not here.. I don't know how to face him after yesterday night.. I lost my virginity to him.. It will be awkward to face him now but I need to do it anyway..I try to get up but I fall down because of the pain I'm feeling..Ouch! It hurt so much.. He took me for 6 times.. God from when he got this stamina?I need to get up and do my morning business..I get up with so much difficulty..I entered the washroom and saw myself in the mirror..Is this the girl who is watching me through the mirror is me? I can't recognise myself anymore..