Chapter 1

You might be a nun but I am not, I have, needs.

We have been dating for so long yet you don't want me to touch you.

Stupid bitch.

Tears spill from my eyes as his words ring back in my head like a cruel reminder.I, first met him months ago, He seemed Gentleman and charismatic turns out he was nothing but an asshole who vowed to girls, only to bed them.

I sip another glass of wine leaving a burning sting,his words left a burning ache in my heart.

You will get over it, Liliana.

He doesn't deserve your tears I repeat it in my head, again and again, to block out his voice .The music is deafening as the club is packed full of people. A thick fog of smoke filled the air illuminated by the flashing colours of light.

Everyone is having the time of their life laughing and dancing but I feel the complete opposite. Something feels missing making my heart heavy with silence.

"Choo" I sneeze.

Goosebumps raised on my arms as an uneasy feeling evoked in me sensing a man's stare on me "I should head home" I murmur wrapping my arms around myself.

I stood up from the bar stool only to take support from the counter to stand properly.A chuckle left my lips as I saw people with two heads. I, rub my forehead trying to fight the fog clouding my eyes.

"Are you okay"? a voice whispered in my ear

My eyes opened startled, I gasped seeing a man standing close too close for me to smell his cologne and feel the warmth radiating off him.

My eyes widen to see his face but it doesn't seem to work because it is blurred like a reflection of a face in the water. His index finger holds my chin up the contact spreading tingles to my skin.

"I am fine” I take a step back intending to walk away but before I could his hands wrap around my waist.

"I don't think so" His thumb caressed my face and wiped the dry tears on my face

"Let me help you."

"Huh, " I see his lips moving but the voice seems to dull with the loud music.

"Can you-?" I shrieked when he lifted me up in his arms holding me bridal style. He walked us out of the club with me clutching his white shirt tightly.

He feels so good and comfortable "You smell so nice," I said leaning more into his chest

"Do I?” he settles me on the car seat.

"It's a pity that handsome guys are jerks. "My lips pout as I lose contact with him.

A deep chuckle rumbles from his chest as he buckles his seatbelt. "Careful darling you are calling me a jerk for saving you. "

I can't resist staring at those lips and the way, he moves the steering with those fingers makes me things what else can these fingers do for me.

Stop it you are lusting after a stranger Liliana, a little voice speaks in my head but I push it back."I will call you whatever I want. " I said poking my finger at his cheek

He looks at me with a challenge in his eyes before they move back to the road.I don’t know how long I keep staring at him because I find myself in his arms as my familiar room comes into my vision.

"Don't look at me like that. "He groans

"Like what?" I murmur as I lean in to kiss his cheek

My lips sucked on his skin as my fingers traces the buttons on his chest "You have no idea what you are doing.”

He nips my ear before whispering "You will get what you want but not like this not when you are so drunk."

His hands move, to my waist caressing the skin gently "I want you to remember every second of it, every one of my caresses and every one of the screams leaving this, lips."

As soon as I feel the soft bed beneath me my eyes start to close even when I, try to keep them open everything blurs including him starting to fade away.

I feel his touch on me like a soft peck and his voice like a gentle caress soothing me “Enjoy the sleep darling before I haunt them.”