44. AN APOLOGY DATE.

"What's upsetting you?" Kristopher asked his best friend who was lost in deep thoughts.

"Something strange happened today when I and Blair were having sex..." he said then was quiet for a second then continued, "Something that has never happened before, Kris."

"Every time I closed my eyes, I kept on seeing Amelia's face and when I opened my eyes it was her instead of Blair," he added inhaling deeply.

"I-..." as Kris begins to speak, Chris interrupted by saying, "You know, you once told me that I'll end myself up in a mess. I did exactly what you said..."

"There's still time, brother. You can do this. She doesn't even know who you are," Kris suggested his best friend with a worried expression on his face.

"We are grown-ass men... together we can do it," he gave him an assuring look.

"Kristopher, I can run away from her life, I can even not meet her again but what about this beating organ in my chest? What about it, huh? Can it let me live in peace?