Chapter 31

One month later

Noah’s dead and it’s finally sinking in. The time I heard the news, I was frantic, I thought it was a joke, a stupid one.

I waited, for the news to turn out into a hoax but it was very real. It was a nightmare that I couldn’t flee, even though I badly craved to.

I feel his absence every day, especially when I wake up and the feeling of being alone crawls back in, deep into my skin.

The day he proposed to me was the happiest, and somewhere in my heart, I felt that happiness doesn’t last forever but never in a million years did I imagine it would be this short-lived.

I had a feeling he would do something stupid the moment he left, he wasn’t alright and I was to blame. I said those hurtful things to him when he was at his lowest.

Somewhere in his heart, he felt he wouldn’t make it out alive so he chose this.

Noah committed suicide, as I was informed by the police. He drove his car straight into the river from the top of the brid