Lira (POV)
The celebration was for us. Or that’s what I was told, anyway.
The bonfire outside roared high enough to kiss the moon, flames flickering like tongues licking at the stars. Tables buckled under the weight of roasted venison, blistered fruit dripping with honeyed spice, and wine so strong the scent alone could make your head spin.
Laughter cracked the air like thunder. Werewolves in human form danced, drank, and touched like nothing could touch them.
It was supposed to be our night. A night for the Alpha and his mate to confirm the mate bond. Me.
There should’ve been blood vows under the moonlight, a ritual of binding, power offered and received, something to comprehensively deepen our bond besides what the initial meeting and marking with teeth do. Instead, there was him inside someone else, and me feeling it through the bond.
But I was late, not on purpose. Draven had me patrolling the outer sectors that day—his twisted version of a gift. I was his “warrior queen,” he said. Giving me a knife and leash was a compromise, and it made me forget the cage underneath it all.
I’d come back bloodied from a skirmish at the border, my hands stained and aching. I’d stopped to wash the blood off before entering the hall. But it wasn’t iron I smelled when I got close. It was lilac. Sugar. And something far more rotten.
I stepped into the hall, and the heat hit me like a wave. The fire crackled high in the center, and the air shimmered with heat and pack pheromones, but that wasn’t what stopped me in my tracks.
It was the pull in my chest, a sharp tug followed by another. It was right where the bond between mates lived—threaded like barbed wire through my sternum.
Something was wrong; my legs locked, and my vision swam. For a split second, I couldn’t tell if I was standing in the great hall or trapped in a stranger’s body. A low sound—half groan, half growl—spilled through the bond and into me, but it wasn’t mine. It was his.
Then the heat hit. Between my thighs. High and sharp and not mine. I staggered a step, knees threatening to give. My breath caught. He was fucking her. And I was feeling it through the bond, through us.
I didn’t know whether to scream or vomit.
My fists curled, nails splitting skin. Pain meant nothing. I pressed my blood-slicked palm to my sternum as if I could claw it out. Rip it from my chest before it could kill something in me.
That was the moment I knew, but instead of turning around, I turned the corner into his private room.
My eyes locked on them. And everything stopped.
Draven stood behind her, shirt discarded, pants shoved low on his hips. His hands were on her body like he knew it by instinct. One gripping her throat. The other wrapped tight around her waist, holding her in place as he slammed into her, over and over, with a rhythm that spoke of ownership. His cock driving so deep into her that the table beneath her trembled from the impact.
She was bent over it, palms spread flat for balance, hair tangled from his fists. Her head tilted back in abandon, mouth open in a moan that made my jaw lock. Her moans weren’t soft—they were ecstatic, loud enough to echo, to mock—the kind of sounds a mate makes when they know the bond isn’t theirs, but they’re winning anyway.
Draven’s jaw was clenched, his neck taut, and his eyes half-lidded in a look I’d once mistaken for love. The bond mark on his throat gleamed with sweat—my mark. Mine. And yet, he wore it while fucking someone else like I didn’t exist.
His thrusts grew harder. Rougher. His hips slapped into her ass with brutal force, the slap-slick sound of their bodies meeting, again and again, ringing in my ears like thunder. And I felt every second of it.
The way her body clenched around him. The way he groaned when he bottomed out. The sick, sticky heat blooming between my legs that wasn’t mine but wanted me to want it anyway. My wolf recoiled. Whimpered. Confused—because where did the pleasure end and the betrayal begin?
Lira (POV)A memory surged up fast, uninvited.The Pit. Blood everywhere. The Prisoner, staggering beside me, hand pressed to his side. Voice raw from screaming.They took her. She didn’t want to go. She was mine. Mine.I had ignored it at the time. I was bleeding, half-mad with spiral burn. I had wanted someone to blame. And I had chosen her.I had told myself she smiled when Draven touched her.I had told myself she wanted it.But standing here now, watching her wilt under nothing but quiet, I saw it.She hadn’t wanted any of it. She had only been too soft to fight.“He told me you were ripped from him,” I said, voice low.Her brows pinched. “He said it was better this way. That I wasn’t made for the other one. That I’d break if I stayed.”“And did you?”A long silence.She didn’t answer.Her fingers shifted slightly against her stomach. Not protectively. Just unsettled.Then, quieter than anything she’d said before: “Was he there?”She didn’t say his name. Maybe she didn’t remem
Lira (POV)The Wilds dipped into a shallow ridge, its roots cracking underfoot like old, dry ribs. The scent was still there oil and leather, the memory of blood.It had changed since the Pit. Gone cold. Less iron, more rot. Like something that had once belonged to power, and now just lingered where it wasn’t wanted.Kael walked just behind me, neither speaking nor reaching. But I felt him, steady and hot like breath against the back of my neck.We moved downhill into low fog. The trees thinned. The path curled around a sloped bank thick with lichen.That’s when I saw it.A cart.On its side in the mud, one wheel cracked through the axle, its paint scabbed and peeled. A single leather strap trailed loose in the dirt where the beast must’ve panicked, or been cut free. Dried blood stained the metal yoke.And kneeling beside it, head down, was a woman.Thin cloak. Frayed hem. Her hair hung limp around her shoulders, matted from mist and sweat.She was struggling with the weight of a pack
Lira (POV)I woke slowly. No heat, no tether ache, no spiral pulsing beneath my skin.Just breath. Mine and his. Slow. Human.Kael lay behind me, one arm draped over my waist, palm resting just above my ribs. Not possessive. Not protective. Just… present.His body was warm in the way forest stones hold sunlight—quietly, after everything else has faded.The fire had burned down to coals. The spiral scar across my abdomen didn’t glow. But something beneath it hummed. Not magic. Something quieter.I let my hand drift to that place—just below the ribs, just above the bone. My palm flattened there. Something shifted under it.Not movement. Not yet. But pressure.Change.I didn’t speak. Didn’t stir. I just let the moment hold.Behind me, Kael exhaled, his voice sleep-rough. “Still breathing?”I hummed. “Maybe.”“If you’re tracing lines on me again, I’m gonna start charging.”“I don’t think you’re worth that much,” I said softly.He huffed a tired sound. I felt his mouth at the base of my ne
Lira (POV)The forest was denser here. The air colder. Damp with old rain and bone-deep quiet. The roots underfoot felt too close to the surface, like the ground was holding its breath. Like it might split open at any moment and reveal something waiting underneath. I moved carefully between the trees, brushing ash from my sleeves as I passed. The air carried the scent of moss, smoke, and something faintly sour. Like decay. Like memory. The spiral was gone. I knew that. But still, I reached for it. I reached like I used to, expecting the low hum in my spine, the pressure in my gut, the throb of magic just behind my ribs. Nothing answered. Not a flicker. Not a pulse. Not even that strange warm nausea that had once marked its presence. It was like throwing a rope into a well with no bottom. Too much space. Too much breath in my lungs. Like I’d been stretched open from the inside and nothing had filled the gap. My wolf gave a soft growl in the dark of me. Not warning. Not challeng
Lira (POV)The first thing I noticed was the quiet.Not the kind wrapped in comfort or sleep. No birdsong. No wind. Just… silence. Heavy. Settled into my skin like dust after fire.It took a moment to realize I wasn’t dead.My eyes peeled open slowly, lashes stiff with sweat or dried blood. The sky above me looked pale, not dawn-bright, not bone-moon silver. Just emptied out. A colorless hush. Like something had been taken from it too.I didn’t move at first. My body felt distant, like it hadn’t fully decided to belong to me again. My tongue stuck to the roof of my mouth, and there was a copper taste threaded through my breath. I shifted my fingers. Dirt clung to them. No blood. No tether-pull. Just weight.My chest ached—not the gash I remembered, not the bruises from the ritual—but something deeper. A hollowness where something once lived. Where something once burned.I reached for it without meaning to—the bond. The tether. That bright red thread, always thrumming beneath the surfa
Lira (POV)The light of that moon flattened the forest into something unrecognizable. The trees didn’t sway—they stood like painted illusions. Their limbs stiff. Their shadows swallowed. Kael’s body across from me was carved from soot and outline, not flesh. Like he didn’t belong here. Like none of us did. Even the smoke that rose from the fire moved differently now—upward, yes, but slower. As if it feared being noticed.My body ached in all its usual places—ribs, thighs, wrists. But none of it felt real under that light. It felt like I’d been drawn, not born. And maybe I had.The spiral didn’t hum. Didn’t ache. But still, I wondered if it had really left me. Or if it had only changed shape. Lifted from my ribs to the stars. Hung itself in the sky above me, watching to see what I would do now that I could no longer blame it for my choices.Behind me, Kael didn’t stir. His breath stayed steady. But it felt like he was listening. Not to me. Not to the trees. To the st