Lira (POV)
I didn’t scream. I didn’t move. I simply watched. I watched her fingers curl around the edge of the table like she loved being taken where I should have stood. Watched the way his body flexed behind her—perfect, practiced. Familiar. Mine. I watched his rhythm falter once and twice, then still completely as he let out a low, guttural groan.
His body tensed. His fingers dug into her hips. And then… he came inside her. And I felt it. Through the bond. Like being set on fire from the inside. My heart didn’t just break. It tore. Like sinew from the bone. Like a scream forced inward until it curdled into something bloody. The bond—that cursed, pulsing tether—twisted in my chest, confused. Torn. It didn’t know who to answer to anymore.
They stayed like that, locked together like I was nothing more than thin air. But I still waited, waited until he was done, until his breath slowed.
Then he looked up and smiled.
“You’re early,” he said. Still panting. Still inside her. Like I’d just walked in on a conversation instead of him gutting me in slow motion.
I stared at him—at the sweat slicking his skin, the raw flush on his chest, the cock he’d buried in someone who wasn’t his mate. Me. At the bond mark on his throat that still ached in mine like a rusted hook.
I stepped forward, and each movement thundered in my skull like an earthquake. He didn’t flinch; he simply tucked himself back into his pants like we were just catching up after dinner.
“It’s nothing,” he said. “The bond will fix it.”
The girl turned her head, still panting, and smirked like she’d won something. Her lips were kiss-bitten, her throat bare—no mark that glowed like mine. But she looked over her shoulder and smirked, wide and sharp and practiced. Too sharp. Almost like she didn’t believe it either. Almost like she hoped I was the end of it.
My eyes darted from her to him. “You mean nothing.”
His smile cracked, but just for a breath. “Lira—”
I couldn’t breathe, not because he looked guilty or because he felt remorseful. He didn’t. He never fucking did, even when my mother was burned at the stake.
I could still feel the bond pulling at me, tugging like a hook lodged deep in my chest, dragging me toward him, as if my body hadn’t yet caught up with what my mind already knew.
Rejection only severs clean when both mates accept it—or when one of them dies. Draven? He smiled through it like it was a game. So, the bond clings. Infected. Half-dead. Still pulsing in the hollows of my chest like a bruise that won’t fade.
I despised that I could still feel him. I hated that my wolf whimpered inside me. A sick, twisted, shattered part of me still wanted him to apologize and to take him back.
I didn’t let that part speak; instead, I reached into the place where the bond burned, wrapped my fingers around it like barbed wire, and ripped it away. “I, Lira Velen, reject you, Draven Vale.” I didn’t shout; I didn’t feel the need to.
I felt the bond crack. Like something inside me snapped, it felt like tearing a nerve from the flesh, but I didn’t scream. I didn’t yell; instead, I bled.
We’d been bonded for almost a year. I thought I was his fated, his mate chosen by the Moon herself. But it wasn’t fate—it was fucking strategy. I found out three months ago. Three months of clawing through the lie. Of burning every time the bond twitched. Of feeling him somewhere else, buried in someone else. I rejected him, and he smiled like I’d just declared a game instead of war.
Draven didn’t rage; he didn’t beg. Instead, he grinned. Slow, wide like a blade drawing across the skin. “You’ll come back,” he says. “You always do.”
Kael (POV)The fire had sunk to its smallest shape, nothing left but a faint glow beneath ash. I leaned forward, nudging one of the coals back into place with a stick, more for something to do with my hands than for warmth.Across from me, Lira had slipped into sleep again. Her face was still drawn tight, a shadow of the snarl she’d carried out of the dream. Even in rest, she looked ready to fight. Her hand stayed curled over her stomach, as if she were guarding more than herself. For a moment, it looked the same as another night long ago, another body I hadn’t been able to keep safe.My gaze dropped to my wrist. The scar there caught in the flicker, pale and thin but unrelenting. Old as it was, it hadn’t faded. Some marks didn’t.My fingers dragged over it, rough against skin that had never softened again. It didn’t feel like me anymore. It felt like her, still marked there, refusing to fade.The fire cracked once, sharp enough to echo. For a moment, I thought I heard her laugh again
Kael (POV)The river ran colder than it looked. White water slipped fast over black stone, biting at my ankles when I stepped close enough to drink.She was already there.Lira waded knee-deep, her shirt clinging in patches where the water had soaked through. She didn’t speak. Didn’t notice me at first. Her palms moved over her stomach, slow, deliberate. At first, I thought it was only the chill, the way people brace against cold. But then her hands stayed. Pressed.And something in her face changed.Her jaw tightened; not in pain, but in knowing. Her body had answered her.I froze on the bank. The air hit the back of my throat like stone dust. My fingers wrapped around the hilt of my blade
Lira (POV)The trees changed when we crossed deeper.Their trunks thickened, bark dark and furrowed, rising higher than the reach of light. Branches leaned inward until the sky narrowed to a gray slit. Moss climbed in sheets, swallowing stone and root alike. The air felt damp and close, not heavy with threat, but with something that remembered before we did.Each step sank quieter into the earth. Roots coiled across the path like ribs. The silence was not empty; it was listening.Kael walked half a pace behind me. His presence filled the space the way it always did; steady, bone-sure, unbending. But here even that seemed small. The Wilds pressed around us, old and unhurried, as if they had been waiting for centuries for someone to walk through again.A stone jutted from the slope ahead, taller than my hip, its surface swallowed in lichen. At first, it looked like any boulder broken loose from the ridge. Then I saw the marks. Faint, almost worn smooth, but carved too cleanly to be mist
Kael (POV)She didn’t pull away when I touched her wrist. But she didn’t lean in either. Her stillness held something I recognized. Not hesitance exactly. Not fear. Just the careful kind of waiting people do when they’re trying not to break what barely holds. The silence between us stretched, not tense, but fragile in the way of something newly formed. I let go first. Not because I wanted the distance, but because she needed to know she could have it. That she could choose. It wasn’t the tether, or duty, or the weight of shared survival that brought us here. It was just us. That had to be enough. She didn’t move, not right away. Her hands rested in her lap, one still faintly curved toward her middle. Her eyes tracked mine like she was still deciding if this was something that could last, or just another moment waiting to be taken. But she didn’t look away. “I never wanted the bond,” I said. My voice came quieter than I expected, more steady than soft. It didn’t shake. It didn’t ple
Kael (POV)She walked past me, quiet and measured, her hand hovering low over her stomach like it had started meaning something without her permission. She didn’t look at me when she passed, and I didn’t follow her with my eyes. I followed her presence instead. That quiet weight she carried now, steadier than when we’d escaped the Pit. No spiral glint. No unnatural heat. Just the shift of something real inside her. And it wasn't mine. Not yet. But I still felt it.I stayed seated on the root, elbows on my knees, watching the coals blink against the moss like slow breath. The ruin we’d taken shelter in was half-swallowed by the earth; moss-laced stones crumbling into themselves, ceiling low enough that even I ducked to enter. It wasn’t a place meant to hold fire, but the warmth had stayed longer than I expected. Long enough to make the silence feel like comfort, not absence.Across the fire, she knelt to sort through her pack. Her movements were slow, but not weary. Careful. She wasn’t
Lira (POV)I hadn’t named it yet. The thought. The shape of what might be growing. But my body had already started acting like it knew. And I hadn’t told it no.We kept walking.The trail curved beneath us in quiet loops, lined with bark-heavy trees that creaked in the wind. Every so often, a branch brushed my shoulder like it was reaching. The ground sloped up gently ahead, the moss thinning where rock took over. I felt it in my thighs. That same pull low across the hips. Not pain. Just presence.Kael didn’t speak. He let the silence stretch between us like something earned.The spiral hadn’t stirred in days. I still felt it, sometimes, a phantom echo beneath the scar. But now even that had faded. Like the fire that once moved through me had found another place to live.I paused where the trail narrowed against a shelf of stone. Lichen traced curling lines across the surface, pale green and soft with age. At first, it looked like nothing. Just erosion. Weather marks.But when I stepp