"Don't cry because it's over... smile because it happened" Dr. Seuss
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"I love him so much and it's so hard for me to move forward. The memories kept me tied to what we used to have. Unfortunately, I'm the only one who has those memories papa...he no longer has those...he sees me as a brother now...and maybe that's what is supposed to happen...we are brothers...so I have to be a brother to him...even if it hurts so much..."
"I don't want to linger on the pain, I want to cherish those memories because it happened. I was so happy during those times and that's what I will cherish...the happy memories we have once weaved together"đJustinđ
"No no no no!" Thad raved loudly with his pursed lips while his small index finger is wriggling in front of his dadzky's face."Dadzky loves love papzy...dadzky kiss papzy" Zack playfully whined at his son who is barricading his papzy so his dadzky could not kiss him."No no no no...kiihht..." Thad yelled again while putting his small body on Justin's face. Justin is just chuckling at the playful drama of the father and son. "Dadzky kiss papzy...please, Thaddy..." Zack continued to tease the boy whose body is already above his papzy's face. Thad ignored Zack while he started to shower his papzy's face with a lot of wet kisses. Justin's face is already covered with Thad's drool. He is even biting Justin's nose and his drool stretched away when he released his papzy's nose and transferred it to Justin's cheek. "kihht kihht papthy..." Thad mumbled against Justin's cheek, giving his father wet and sloppy kisses while Justin is giggling with the antics o
Early the next morning, Thad is just on his diaper while asleep and snuggled to his dadzky's bare chest while Justin is gently caressing their baby's head, playing with the fine black hair on it. "He is so small, Zack and he loves being close to you...he is sleeping peacefully" Justin whispered with a tender smile on his face. "He knew I'm his handsome dadzky..." Zack cockily responded which made Justin roll his eyeballs. "You are not so conceited, aren't you..." Justin amusedly countered. Zack just grinned shamelessly while he nuzzled his face to his son's head. The two boys become quiet while they savor the splendid moment with their son. So engrossed in watching their Thad sleep, they lost track of time. "It's time for Thaddy to return to the incubator..." with an apologetic smile, the pedia interrupted the boys who are still so engrossed in watching the small human in Zack's chest. Zack and Justin turned to the doctor with their disappoi
Upon reaching the top floor, the door of the elevator opened. Heavy steps clamored towards the room intended for Justin's surgery. His doctors were already waiting on their surgical suit with Josh and Kit. It's been an agonizing moment for Justin and his whole family. Bienley and Zack were also prepared with their scrubs while Justin is prepared for his surgery. In a very short time of preparation, the OB-Gyne started the caesarian procedure. Zack is beside Justin snuggling his face against his face. Constantly checking the blanket around Justin's upper body. Justin is conscious but in a daze. Bienley and his two best friends were standing just a little behind Zack and earnestly monitoring the whole procedure. Devon on the other hand is with their parents watching from outside. The tension is overwhelming.Zack continued to silently cry while caressing and constantly kissing Justin's face. He wanted to be strong for Justin but his tears won't
"You will be sleeping on the couch tonight. Don't you dare touch me with your filthy hands" Justin angrily exclaimed when they entered the mansion. Unaware their fathers are watching their bantering afar. "Justin... I had told you already, I did not go on a date, we have a meeting for the incoming sports fest" Zack gently and patiently explained to the other boy who is glaring at him at the doorway. Justin was already on study leave at the start of the second term. Already on his 35th week of pregnancy, his doctors have strongly advised close and thorough medical monitoring. Driven by the family driver, Justin picked up Zack from the university. Unfortunately, he had an emergency meeting for the sports fest, making Justin wait longer than usual inside the car. The meeting took longer than expected which doesn't sit well with the already impatient boy. Justin fumed with anger more upon smelling a girl's cologne on his university jacket after getting in the car.
"Justin...what the hell are you doing?" Zack was startled when out of nowhere Justin pulled down his pajama with his boxer and snuggled his face to his crotch. "Sleeping..." Justin casually replied with his closed eyes, making Zack stare in disbelief in the middle of darkness."...you are in my crotch, Justin..." Zack incredulously whispered, clenching his jaw. He could feel Justin's hot breath on his balls and he is starting to get hard since Justin is playing with his tip. "I know... I can't sleep...so I'll try to sleep here. I want to smell you" Justin muffled against Zack's balls. Like torture, Zack's breath suddenly hitched from the sensation. "Justin...this is torture..." Zack whispered beggingly. "I will just lay still in here, don't be so naughty. Goodnight Zack... I love you so much" Justin whispered with his sleepy voice after he yawned and pecked a feather-like kiss on Zack's hard shaft. Zack continued to gape in darkness even if he can
Justin and Zack walked towards the field where all the engineering freshmen were gathered for the orientation for their Freshmen Initiation Rights activity. Zack as the head hazer walked towards the center of the stage while Justin remained at the side together with their friends who instantly brought him a chair.Their friends knew Justin's condition and they were asked by Bienley and Devon to help keep an eye on Justin which they readily agreed. Admiring eyes from the freshmen are all focused on their head hazer who is unconcerned of the attention he has stirred among the crowd. Zack's serious and powerful aura awed the freshmen, especially the girls. Justin is just watching how the freshmen looked so whipped with Zack. He doesn't know if he will be amused or will be pissed. The present batch of engineering freshmen has a lot of pretty and hot girls. Even the seniors are ogling at the field for girls spotting. "He is our head hazer?" "He is