เข้าสู่ระบบThe pack was left in the hands of the Beta family.
Again.
And I was left to think about what to do from now on.
There was a huge possibility that I would never be truly a werewolf. In fact, according to our history 18th was the last threshold. My parents' obsession with believing I had a wolf worried me deeply. Every time I waited to see the disappointment, the betrayal in their eyes. But they were so firm that even I was keeping a small flame of home alive deep in me. What will happen when returning empty-handed again.
I had tried to come to terms with that. For the first time in my life, I felt that the path ahead of me was empty.
No wolf.
No destiny.
No place waiting for me in the pack.
Maybe the only thing left was to leave.
To travel for a while or longer.
To find some small purpose in a life that had lost its meaning.
And maybe let myself grieve. To give broken heart a chance to heal.
I had no idea that fate was already preparing something else.
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Two weeks passed.
Then the news arrived like a blade to the ribs.
A crash in the Carpathian Mountains. There were no confirmed survivors.
I moved through those days as if trapped inside a fog. My parents were not dead, yet they were not alive either. They were simply… gone.
For three weeks the search continued without pause. Patrols were sent across the mountains; contacts were called in from other packs, and every possible lead was chased. But in the end, there was still nothing.
So, the council met behind closed doors for three full days and nights.
On the fourth, I was summoned.
The first thing I noticed was the Beta.
He stood beside the council, tall, calm, and immovable.“A pack without an Alpha bleeds,” one elder said.
“And your brother is not ready,” another added gently.
I already knew where the conversation was leading. Why I was called.
“I will accept the responsibility,” he said evenly. Not eager, not reluctant. Simply certain.
“And Arria’s blood,” the elder continued, “will legitimize the transition.”
The words were clean. Logical. Necessary.
I knew what I had to do. I came here prepared to say “yes”. Still, I needed a moment to force the words out.
I looked at Aron. In truth, I barely knew him. We had completed tasks together during training, but he always kept his distance - present as a protector or an adviser, never as a friend. His lineage could be traced back to the very beginning of the pack, a bloodline forged by powerful wolves who followed their alphas without question.
He would make a perfect Alpha, I thought.
He never looked back at me. And in this moment, I knew. I knew he did not see me as his equal and never would.
I was nothing more than the perfect tool. But for the safety of the pack, I would serve the only purpose I had left.
“I accept,” I heard myself say.
My father had always taught me that when duty calls, the Alpha answers. Now I had no right to betray him by refusing my duty.
—
Two days later we spoke our vows before the entire pack.
There was no celebration, yet the atmosphere changed almost instantly. The tension that had hung over everyone for weeks lifted, and people began to smile again after months of quietly asking the same question: what now?
And I?
I was staying in front of my “new home”.
The house stood a short distance from the main pack compound, separated from the other buildings by a line of old trees.
It had been built as a vila for my parents but never used becouse they loved being part of the pack life. Now I would live here without being asked what I wanted.
I stepped into our new house beside my new mate only to realize we had nothing to say to each other.
An awkward silence stretched between us.
“I…” I finally tried to speak.
Aron stopped me.
“It was necessary,” he said calmly. “I will take the room on the east side. Yours is the second door on the left upstairs.”
For a moment I thought he might say something else.
Anything.
He didn’t.
Then he walked away, leaving me alone with the quiet walls of a house that was once built to be a home.
The first decision Aron made as Alpha concerned my brother Damian.
After a restless night, I decided to go to the training field and take out my frustration on a dummy. Opening the front door I was met with the view of my so-called mate giving instructions to two senior warriors. My brother stood beside them with a travel pack resting at his feet.
“What is going on?”
“Alpha training,” Aron replied shortly.
“What? No. NO! He is not even sixteen yet.”
“His bloodline demands proper training. You have 5 minutes.” and just like that he left
My brother tried to look proud. But he was still just a boy.
“I’ll make you proud,” he whispered and then hugged me. His arms were tight around my shoulders.
“Just like that? Are you serious? Wait here! I am going to talk with Aron properly.” I said angrily but my brother didn't let go. His embrace became even tighter.
“Don’t make things difficult from the first day, Sis. I promise I can take it. It is not as bad, just unexpected,” Damian said with a sad smile looking far older than he should.
“I will miss you, Sis,” he said and let me go to get into the car.
“I love you. Take care,” I said, keeping a smile on my face for him.
The gates closed behind the car.
And just like that, the pack felt larger.
Too large.
Only when he could no longer see my face did I let the new reality sink in.
Aron had taken away the last member of my family as the very first act of his new rule.
I woke up to pain. Not the sharp kind that steals your breath, but something heavier, more persistent—like a weight pressing down from the inside. It settled into every movement, every breath, making even stillness feel like effort. So I stayed where I was, eyes closed, letting the sensation anchor me in place. And I thought. I couldn’t stay here anymore. My family was gone, and this pack… this pack was no longer a home. Somewhere along the way, it had lost something essential. Compassion. Loyalty. The instinct to protect the weak instead of turning away from them. I didn’t belong here. I had to leave. Soon. They kept me in the healing house only as long as necessary—just enough to make sure I wouldn’t die. Then, I was moved. To the dungeon. The moment I stepped inside, the sound of voices greeted me. I wasn’t alone, as I expected. My mind was still too slow, too clouded. But gradually, faces began to take shape. A young warrior with a poorly wrapped arm. An older woman
Chapter 6 The whip lay coiled on the stone bench beside Aron. For a moment, no one moved. The evening air felt colder than it should have been. The courtyard walls trapped the silence, pressing it down over all of us. I wanted to scream. To tell them how unfair it all was. How none of it had ever been my fault. Not my missing wolf. Not my missing parents. And certainly not this pendant. I wanted to tell them that even now, after everything that had happened, there was still a chance to mend what they had broken. I would forgive it all. I loved this pack like a family. I still do. But this… this was a line they should never cross. This was them rejecting me. As a pack member. As a mate. As a person. I wanted to cry. To beg. To make them see. And maybe I should. “Are you sure?” I asked, looking at my mate. “Is this your final word?” I searched his eyes. Waiting for even the smallest flicker of something. Something worth fighting for. Nothing. He didn’t answer. He didn
5 days later When I arrived, the yard was empty. The laughter that usually greeted me was gone. Inside, the children were sitting in rows behind desks while an instructor stood in front of the room. “Extra lessons,” one of the caretakers explained when she noticed me standing by the door. “The Alpha ordered a new program for the younger ones.” I nodded, pretending it made perfect sense. Of course it did. The children barely looked up when I waved. They were already busy copying something from the board. Training. Lessons. Discipline. Order above all. I stayed only a minute before quietly stepping outside again. The walk back to the house felt longer than usual. By the time I reached the door, the sun was already setting. For a moment I simply stood there, staring at the dark windows. He is doing it on purpose, I thought. He is taking everything from me. Slowly. Methodically. Maybe the nostalgia for what I once had — and the primal need to belong to a pack — were the s
In the days that followed, changes began to appear everywhere. Patrols along the borders doubled. Training sessions started earlier and ended later. Warriors who had once joked with one another in the yard now moved with a sharper focus. At first the pack welcomed it. Strength always brings comfort. But slowly the atmosphere shifted. Order had replaced warmth, and the pack no longer felt like a family. It felt like an army. And in an army, everyone must have a purpose. I tried to find mine. The next morning, I went to the training yard. It had once been my favorite place in the pack. The ground still carried the marks of hundreds of sparring matches, and the scent of dust and sweat clung to the air. But when I stepped into the ring, the conversation around me quieted. The warriors greeted me politely enough, yet none of them asked me to join. I stood awkwardly in the center of the ring where I grew up and for the first time I really felt like an outsider in my pack. “Resum
The pack was left in the hands of the Beta family. Again. And I was left to think about what to do from now on. There was a huge possibility that I would never be truly a werewolf. In fact, according to our history 18th was the last threshold. My parents' obsession with believing I had a wolf worried me deeply. Every time I waited to see the disappointment, the betrayal in their eyes. But they were so firm that even I was keeping a small flame of home alive deep in me. What will happen when returning empty-handed again. I had tried to come to terms with that. For the first time in my life, I felt that the path ahead of me was empty. No wolf. No destiny. No place waiting for me in the pack. Maybe the only thing left was to leave. To travel for a while or longer. To find some small purpose in a life that had lost its meaning. And maybe let myself grieve. To give broken heart a chance to heal. I had no idea that fate was already preparing something else. --- Two weeks pas
A year later. Sixteen. The age when a wolf answers. The clearing was filled once again. Torches circled the altar. Warriors lined the perimeter. Children were lifted onto shoulders. My father’s voice carried across the gathering. “Tonight, our future steps fully into her power.” Cheers erupted. The moon climbed higher, silver light washing over the clearing. I closed my eyes and waited. Heat should have followed. Then pressure. Then the first whisper of another presence inside my mind. I knew it all. The silence stretched. Nothing. The wind brushed through the trees. I reached inward. Nothing reached back. Silence. Emptiness. My mother stepped forward before doubt could spread. “Arria is powerful,” she said steadily. “And powerful wolves do not rush.” Relief rippled outward. Whispers of confirmation followed. “Of course.” “Sure.” “She will shift at eighteen then” “Yes,” I told myself. I opened my eyes and lifted my chin. “Yes. Eighteen.” My father placed a firm h







