Amelie’s POV
I still had that day carved into the back of my mind, constantly reminding me of what I had done.
The heat from the fire was intense, like it wanted to reach out and swallow me whole. My chest tightened with the thick smoke in the air, but I couldn’t move. I just stood there, frozen, staring at the house that was now completely engulfed in flames.
Something I had none. Not that it was a mistake, not that I had slept of with the fire place on, causing a fire.
But because I had poured a trail of fuel round the house and set it ablaze.
I was that girl.
Beside me, my father stood tall, his face cold and expressionless. The orange glow from the fire flickered across his features, but nothing softened that hard look in his eyes.
He stared on intently like he was waiting for some sort of movement in the fire, but I knew it was practically impossible.
There’s no way they would have gotten out of the fire on time, I knew that much.
Father made me make sure of it. After a few minutes of staring, he finally turned to me, patting my head.
“You did good, Amelie,” he said, his voice calm, as if we were talking about something ordinary.
Good? What was good about this?
I could still hear faint screams coming from inside. My heart raced, pounding so loud it drowned out the crackling of the flames.
How could he praise me for setting the house on fire with my brothers in it?
They had done nothing but love me, and yet I took advantage of that love, stabbing them in the back.
My father’s hand rested on my shoulder, it was meant to be reassuring but it instead I found it suffocating.
I wanted nothing but to push away his hand at that point, but I didn’t. it would be me in that fire if I do.
“They trusted you, and you did what had to be done.” His grip tightened. “Remember that. Trust is a weapon. You either use it or get killed by it.”
Kill or be killed. That wasn’t the right thing to say to your eleven-year-old who had just killed her twenty-year-old brothers, but he didn’t care.
I swallowed hard, the lump in my throat almost choking me. The memory of their smiles flashed through my mind—Luca, Matteo, and Nico. They had trusted me.
Trusted me with their lives and I had taken that away from them.
I had smiled back, pretending everything was fine. I had offered them drinks, my hands steady even though my stomach churned with guilt. I watched as they drank, oblivious to the drugs I had mixed in.
They never saw it coming.
The look of betrayal in their eyes when they realized what had happened was enough to haunt me for life.
When they collapsed, I had wanted to scream, to stop what was coming next. But my father’s voice had been clear: “Do it now.”
So I did.
I lit the match with shaking fingers and dropped it onto the trail of gasoline. The fire roared to life, devouring everything in its path.
And that included my siblings.
I stumbled back, my legs weak, but my father had caught me, holding me steady.
He grabbed my jaw, forcing me to look at the house burning, not caring about the heat from the flames.
“Look at it,” he commanded. “This is what power looks like.”
Power? All I saw was death.
The memory faded, but the weight of it clung to me like a heavy cloak. I blinked, my vision clearing to the dim room where I was tied up.
I tried to blink back the tears, my face falling.
My wrists ached from the rough ropes, and my head throbbed from the pounding ache that wouldn’t go away.
Luca’s voice cut through the silence. “Thinking about your masterpiece?” he sneered as though he could really tell what I had been thinking about.
I lifted my head, my gaze meeting his cold grey eyes. His face was hard, unreadable, but the bitterness in his tone was clear.
Matteo leaned casually against the wall, his arms crossed. “She probably remembers every detail. Don’t you, Amelie?” he sneered.
Nico stood to the side, silent but watching me with a look that made my skin crawl. I wasn’t certain if he had said a single word since he had walked in here.
“I was following orders,” I said quietly, my voice hoarse. “It wasn’t my choice.”
It really wasn’t. I was just eleven.
Luca’s jaw tightened. “You had a choice.”
Matteo scoffed. “Yeah, she chose to burn us alive.”
I flinched at his words but forced myself to sit up straighter. “If I didn’t do it, my father would have killed me.”
Silence fell over the room, heavy and suffocating.
It was me or them, father had made that much clear.
Luca took a step closer, his presence overwhelming. “We trusted you,” he said, his voice low but dangerous. “And you killed us.”
Guilt twisted in my chest, but I refused to show weakness. “If you’re going to kill me, just do it,” I said, lifting my chin defiantly.
There was no point having this conversation, it had happened fourteen years ago.
Matteo chuckled darkly. “Always so brave, huh?”
Luca’s eyes never left mine. “We said we weren’t here to kill you, Amelie.”
That’s right. How could I have forgotten. They needed me to help them take revenge on the man who had birthed me.
“We want to destroy him,” Luca said, his voice cold and unwavering. “Your father.”
My breath caught. Destroy my father? The man who controlled everything and everyone around him? The man who had shaped me into this broken version of myself?
“And you’re going to help us,” Matteo added, a smug grin on his face.
I shook my head. “Why would I do that?”
Why would I help them destroy that man? I wasn’t going to attempt to stop them, but to help?
“Because you hate him just as much as we do,” Luca said simply.
His words hit me harder than any blow. Hate? I didn’t want to admit it, but deep down, I knew he was right.
I hated my father.
And maybe—just maybe—this was my chance to finally be free.
_Amelie’s POV_I don’t know how long I remained on the floor. My chest heaved up and down as I struggled to breathe, wincing in pain as I forced out ragged breaths.I don’t know how long I can take this for.Hot tears streamed down my cheeks, my lips parting.Some part of me wanted to go over to the triplets and let them know. But I couldn’t.At least not right now.I knew I was only putting myself through suffering.But there was a stubbornness inside me—one I couldn’t turn off. A part of me wanted them to have peace. Just a few more days. Just one more moment where they didn’t have to carry the weight of what Santiago had done.Maybe before I die I’d find a way to survive this. Or not. But I cleaned the blood off the bathroom sink again. Scrubbed at the porcelain until it shone. My fingers trembled as I rewrapped the gauze over my ribs. Every nerve in my body screamed, but I bit down and endured.By the time I stepped out into the hall, I had fixed my face into something neutral.
_Amelie’s POV_The warmth in the estate was different now, not what I was used to. It was quiet footsteps and soft-spoken apologies, the gentle clatter of a spoon in a porcelain bowl, Nico adjusting the curtains to keep the sun off my face. It was Matteo making sure my tea was the right temperature before handing it to me, and Luca watching me with a stare that no longer held knives—but regret.They didn’t leave me alone.Not even for a second.It was suffocating and sweet all at once.I’d been home for two days, but it felt longer. Like my pain stretched time itself.I didn’t mention the blood. I didn’t mention the ache that wouldn’t leave my lungs or the heaviness in my limbs that no amount of rest could fix. I told myself it was trauma. Exhaustion. Healing.I didn’t want to believe it was whatever Santiago had put it in me.I told myself I could survive it—whatever Santiago had done to me. Whatever poison was buried in my veins.I just needed one more day.“Are you cold?” Nico aske
I woke to heat.Not the weather. It was inside me.It clung to my skin, wrapped around my chest, soaked into the gauze binding my ribs. My body felt like it had melted into the bed, too heavy to move, too weak to try. Every breath scratched down my throat like broken glass.Why had I woken up again? I was confused for a few seconds.Then I heard them.Voices—raised and angry.“Why wasn’t she waking up?!” Matteo’s voice. Sharp, panicked. “She had a fever all night, Luca—she was burning up!”“We did what we could,” Luca snapped back, colder. “The doctor said she was stable—”“She wasn’t stable! She was unconscious!”“You think I didn’t see that?” Nico this time. “You think I slept while she lay there shaking?”I didn’t move.They didn’t know I was awake.I had a fever last night. I didn’t know that. That explained the burn that I felt inside me. I kept my eyes half-closed, listening as their guilt leaked into every corner of the room.“You saw what they did to her,” Nico said again, qu
_Amelie’s POV_The world came back to me slowly.My eyelids were heavy. My body was heavier. But the silence was soft this time, not cruel. And I wasn’t cold. There was warmth pressed against my skin. Sheets. A blanket. A pillow beneath my head.This wasn’t my father’s house.That’s right… he had sent me back and I was with the triplets now.Alive.I opened my eyes to find three shadows standing over me.My lips parted to let out a scream. Santiago was here. It took a second for their faces to become clearly then I relaxed.It was just the triplets. Nico was seated closest, his brows furrowed in fierce concentration as he dabbed a cloth against my wrist. I didn’t even feel it at first—just the motion. He was cleaning my wounds. Gently. Carefully. As if I would shatter if he pressed too hard.Matteo stood nearby, a tray of food in his hands. Soup. Water. Some fruit is peeled and sliced. He was watching me like a hawk—not like he expected me to collapse, but like he’d never seen me b
_Amelie’s POV_The first thing I noticed when I woke was the absence of pain.Not the actual pain—that was still there, gnawing at the edges of my ribs, pulsing behind my eyes. But it was dulled. It didn’t threaten to end me like he did when I was dropped off here. It felt like it had been softened by something they’d given me, or maybe just by sleep. I wasn’t sure anymore. The lines had blurred.I didn’t remember what had happened, because at some point I had slept off, or lost consciousness.I couldn’t tell which had happened.The second thing I noticed… was that I wasn’t alone.I turned my head slowly, and all three of them were there.Nico. Matteo. Luca.Standing in the corner of the room like the ghosts of men who had once known what to do. But now they just stood. Staring at me. Staring at what was left of me rather. Their presence filled the room in different ways.Nico’s rage was quiet but barely held back, like storm clouds rumbling under his skin. Matteo’s was loud in the
_Amelie’s POV_I didn’t cry anymore.There were no tears left. They had been scraped out of me alongside the skin under my nails, drained with every drop of blood, cauterized with every burn Silvio gave me. Now there was only a quiet cold, numb, and bitter. I sat slumped against the wall, my body broken but my mind still functioning—barely.I was barely functioning at this point. The door opened.This time, it wasn’t Silvio.It was my father.Or rather sperm donor. Santiago walked in wearing his usual black, a long coat trailing behind him. His presence didn’t fill the room. It crushed it.I couldn’t lift my head, but my body still reacted. Every cell braced.I wanted to kill him but I couldn’t move a single muscle in my body. His shoes clicked across the floor as he came to stand in front of me. “You’re alive,” he said plainly.“Unfortunately,” I rasped, voice like rust.He could have just killed me instead of making me go through all these. He crouched, tilting my chin up with o