Raya
It’s hard to believe that this man- no not man, vampire, my father, the Arthur Locke, looks scared as he stares at the door, but makes no movement. A deep voice that sends a chill down my spine says, “Open the door if you know what’s good for you, Arthur.”
My eyes flicker from the door to Arthur, this vampire that I’ve known for only an hour and had seemed so strong now seems terrified to do something as simple as answering the door. But he breathes out and in a blink of an eye, he’s in front of the door and has his hand on the knob. He closes his eyes as if trying to regain his composure before opening the door.
A man steps across the threshold and my whole body tenses as I stare at the most handsome man I’ve ever seen. He’s gorgeous, but he also looks terrifying. I wouldn’t want to be on his shit list.
His long black hair is pulled back with a few strands framing his forehead, his clothes are name brand and refined he looks like he should be a business man, but the clothing can’t hide those strong muscles underneath that look like they’re about to burst out.
The man’s eyes flicker over to me, they’re red just like my father’s showing that he is a vampire, but they’re a darker shade than Arthur’s are. He is not the way I imagined vampires to look. I expected vampires to be like my father, tall, lanky, pale, and maybe have nice facial features but not much other than that.
The stranger doesn’t focus on me the way I do him. He doesn’t look at me and analyze every part of my body, it’s like he just wanted to see who was present before looking back at Arthur.
Meanwhile, I’m unable to tear my eyes away from him. His arm muscles seem to ripple with any movement he makes and I want to swoon just so I can feel them around me. He crosses his arms and leans against the door frame.
I blink out of my haze, refusing to miss out on whatever is going on just because I saw some hot guy. The man glowers at Arthur and his voice is low as he states, “You’ve been warned already, Arthur. You know what happens if you still haven’t achieved your goals.”
Arthur nods, “Yes, I know, I know, and I don’t have everything yet, b-” He isn’t able to finish his sentence before the new vampire takes a stalking step closer and I swear I hear a growl slip through his lips from his displeasure.
Honestly, if it weren’t for his red eyes, I would’ve thought that he was a werewolf with those muscles and animalistic nature.
Arthur stumbles back a step and then walks towards me, without moving his eyes from this guest, and he puts both hands on my shoulders before shoving me in front of him as he presents me to this stranger. He tells him, “I thought perhaps she could cover the debt. She is quite valuable.”
The stranger narrows his eyes at my father and then to me. I try not to shake under his gaze because although he is gorgeous, he terrifies me more than I want to admit. He takes a step towards me, head tilted to the side, and he grabs my hand and states, “She’s not one of us.”
I don’t know if I should say anything. I don’t know what he will do with me if he does indeed take me away. Is it a good thing that I’m not like them or will that cause them to kill me?
A small part of me wishes to speak and I decide to trust my gut and I force myself to sound steady as I say, “I’m half vampire.”
His eyes flicker to me and then he looks back at my father and states, “We’ll be in touch.”
For the second time tonight, I’m pulled into a strangers arms, and all I can feel is the wind on my face as they run off with me.
I had no time to say anything to my newfound father, we’re moving faster than I did with Arthur, the wind against my face is so hard it stings. I’m unable to see anything, but blurs of our surroundings. When we suddenly stop, I lurch forward in his arms, scared that I may fall, but then I’m dropped harshly on the ground.
As my butt collides with the rough surface, I grunt, I want to yell at the man for being a brute with the way he dropped me. But I bite my tongue, literally. I know better than to raise my voice with an unknown vampire in this unknown world I’ve been thrusted into.
I can’t act out based on my emotions, I need to keep a level head.
I look up at the giant castle in front of me. I’m so close to the front of it that I can’t even see how high up it goes or how long it stretches out for. Where the hell are we?
Surely, I would’ve heard of this kind of castle if it were close to home.
Footsteps echo as the vampire walks inside the castle and into the main foyer. I watch his retreating figure, but I don’t move, honestly too scared to do so.
He doesn’t even look back at me as he tells me, “Come along, pet.”
I grind my teeth together, filled with anger over the way he is treating me. But I know what just happened. I was given to him as if my own life means nothing. As if my father had some right to me as a person and what happens to me.
I am nothing more than a ‘pet’. I push myself to my feet and wipe the dirt from my clothes as I follow this new vampire inside his castle.
Raya“Do you know how reckless that was?!” Adam’s voice screeches for the fifteenth time. It doesn’t matter what Luther says, it doesn’t matter what I say, there’s no reason that I should’ve compelled him according to Adam.Blade watches the whole interaction with his arms crossed and he feigns disinterest. I know him, I know he’s a lot more interested than what he’s letting on.Luther snaps, “There was nothing reckless about it, Adam! You don’t get to just control everyone’s life!”“It’s my job to keep you safe!”I breathe out, letting the boys continue to fight as I lean against the counter next to Blade. I ask him softly, “Do you think we were reckless?”He shakes his head softly, “It’s natural for both of you to want to explore this new dynamic. I think Adam believes you were reckless because if our father had seen Luther when the tether broke… there’s a chance he would’ve killed you on the spot. He wants the Ambrose family to be the most powerful and with you having power over on
BlairTonight is supposed to be my Luna ceremony… I’m not entirely sure what that means, but I trust Hunter and I trust his pack. Or well, our pack.He walks into our room with a small smile on his face, his eyes flicker to look at the mark on my neck. He walks over to me and wraps his arms around my waist before kissing my mark, making tingles erupt through my body. He whispers softly, “You look perfect, like a goddess, Blair.”My cheeks heat up and I turn to look at him, his eyes shining with adoration for me. I tell him, “I’m becoming your Luna officially, I’ll be your equal, right?”He smiles, “You’re already my equal, Blair.”I comment, “I want to see Raya.”He winces softly and shakes his head, “I know you want to, Blair, but it’s dangerous around vampires.”“I don’t care.”He huffs, “You might not care, Blair, but I do, a lot, You are everything to me and if they got their hands on you.” He pinches the bridge of his nose in frustration. This has been our main argument since we
RayaI feel disoriented. I don’t know what exactly is going on, it’s like my head is spinning round and round on a ride that won’t stop. I hear Adam’s harsh voice as he asks me, “What did you do?”Something about the tone of his voice helps me to focus, although I don’t understand why he thinks it’s okay to speak to me that way. My head snaps towards him and I tell him harshly, “Mind your tone.”His eyebrows raise in surprise and I feel a hand on my shoulder, it’s a silent warning for me to stand down. I look back at Blade whose eyes are shining with concern. I frown as I look at him, I don’t know what they’re so worried about. I just went out with Luther for a little while, it isn’t as big of a deal as what they’re making it be.We went out, we came back, and then… and then… I don’t remember.My eyebrows crinkle together as I try harder to think of what happened next, but nothing is coming to my mind. I look towards Luther who also seems to be in a bit of a daze. He rubs his eyes for
RayaI’m surprised by how much I’ve enjoyed being around Luther. Things aren’t tense with him instead I feel like for once, I don’t have any worries. He doesn’t get too close to me, but I’m not sure if he’s doing that out of trying to give me peace of mind or what his motive might be. Regardless, I’ve been grateful for the night out.We get back to the Estate and he looks at me with a happy gleam in his eyes and asks, “Do you want to see what my favorite spot of the estate is? I like to go here anytime I get out of the house.”I look back where we can see the sun just beginning to peak through in the darkness. I murmur, “Is it outside? You don’t have much time.”He smirks and holds out his hand and asks, “Do you trust me?”And surprisingly, I don’t hesitate to put my hand in his. Even with the sun coming up, I don’t feel afraid. Then again, I’m not the one whose life is in danger because of the sun. He pulls me closer to him and holds me tight and his breath fans my ear as he whispers
BladeIt has been difficult to be away from Raya. I thought I made my feelings for her obvious with that kiss, yet she asked for space from all of us. She has never sought me out so I let her have her space.I watched her from a distance, still concerned about her safety even though my father seems to be less of a threat with each passing day. At this point, I’m just missing her. I miss her presence and talking to her, she was one of the only things in my life to make me feel like I have a purpose.So, after 7 days of respecting her space, I decided that today if she doesn’t crack then I will. And I hope she won’t reject me.I watched her room from afar like I always do until I heard a commotion from some of the servants we have down the hall. I sigh as I force myself to leave to help with whatever was going on. It’s rare for there to be fights around the estate, but I know no one would act up if I was around. With great reluctance, I leave Raya’s space unattended.I couldn’t have bee
RayaIt’s been a week since the Adam, Blade, and Luther admitted their feelings for me. They’ve left me alone so that I can have time to process. I haven’t seen Adam at all. Blade is always near, watching me and keeping me safe, but he doesn’t interact with me and I haven’t figured out the words to say to him. I’ve seen Luther in passing. I walk into a room, he leaves it and that’s how it’s been.I don’t know how to talk to any of them. But I feel overwhelmed with guilt for not knowing which one of them I want. For not realizing sooner that they might have feelings for me.The choice should be obvious, I should pick and want Blade. He’s been there for me the most and has made me feel valued. But I think of Luther and his charisma and the chill that I get when he calls me his toy. I think of how I haven’t seen him take a girl to his room, human or vampire, since I came here. And from the way the boys talked apparently that had been a very common thing from him.I think of Adam. I think