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The bell over the door jingles and, naturally, I assume it’s another mom-with-a-stroller coming to buy the same three Colleen Hoover books we restock hourly.
I don’t look up. I’m in mourning. Deep, profound, operatic mourning and sulking. Not that I’d ever admit to sulking. Moretti men don’t sulk, we brood, we glower, we stare into the middle distance like tragic Italian statues. It's been a whole month since Mariela “I-just-want-something-casual” broke up with me because apparently I was “getting too serious.” Me. Matteo Moretti. The man who spent the better part of a decade treating relationships like dessert samples. The man who once forgot a woman’s name while still kissing her. The man who could’ve seduced a marble statue if given ten minutes and a bottle of wine. Too serious? Laughable. Except it wasn’t. It isn’t because for the first time in my entire adult life, I didn’t want casual. Mariela was different. She didn’t look at me like I was a Moretti. She didn’t look at me like I was dangerous or charming or a walking scandal. She looked at me like I was a person. A stupid man with bad jokes and good hair who made her laugh. I stopped flirting with other women. Stopped sleeping around. Stopped pretending I didn’t want something more. I even, God help me, downloaded a recipe app.I was going to cook for her but no. She decided she “wasn’t looking for anything serious,” which apparently included me, my jokes, and my stupid roasted chicken recipe. So now I’m here at a bookstore. Rearranging the front table for the fourth time because heartbreak has turned me into a 1950s housewife and I haven’t been with anyone since her. Not because I couldn’t but because I didn’t want to. Do you know how disturbing that is for someone like me? I feel like my entire personality folder got corrupted. Luca keeps calling it “character development,” like he’s personally responsible for this emotional glow-up. Sofia pats my cheek sympathetically and tells me heartbreak builds empathy. Empathy. No thank you. But then something shifts in the air. Like a disturbance in the force. Like the universe whispering, Heads up, King — chaos is coming. So I finally look up and see an eight-year-old girl annihilate my front display like she’s reenacting Fast & Furious: Bookstore Drift. Books everywhere. Glorious chaos. Behind her is a woman. A beautiful woman. A diner-uniform, exhausted beyond salvation, mascara-smudged, hair-falling-out-of-the-bun-but-still-somehow-sexy beautiful woman. She stops dead when the books hit the floor. “Oh my God—no, no, no—I’m so sorry—she’s just—today has been—I—please don’t kick us out—” The panic in her voice is pure, distilled chaos. I love it here. I grab a cart and stroll over casually like I’m not already planning to flirt so hard she questions her life choices. She’s on her knees gathering romance paperbacks in frantic armfuls. I crouch beside her. “It’s fine,” I say. “Gives the shop some personality. And me something to do besides alphabetizing the mystery section again.” She looks up at me like being spoken to kindly might break her into forty pieces. Before she can respond—CRASH. Round two. We both turn. The kid has obliterated a fantasy display this time. A dragon plush sits on her head like a crown of victory. The woman whispers something like a prayer begging for death. “She’s usually not this—this—this—” “Lively?” I offer. She groans. “I swear I’m a competent guardian.” I grin. “Don’t worry. Books are durable.” The kid lights up like I’m the tooth fairy. “DO YOU WORK HERE?” she yells. I nod solemnly. “I do. And I’m very important.” The woman, Libby, according to her name tag lets out a choked, exhausted laugh. Then the kid beams and proudly announces: “MY SISTER’S NOT MY REAL MOM!” Libby freezes. I freeze. The dragons on the floor freeze. The kid continues cheerfully, “She’s my mom NOW because our dad KILLED OUR ACTUAL MOM.” Libby starts malfunctioning beside me. “I—no—okay—nope—we’re leaving—sorry—please pretend none of this happened—” She grabs the kid’s arm, mortified, face redder than the romance covers scattered at her knees. The kid digs her heels in long enough to shout: “BYE HOT BOOK MAN!” Libby sputters, “DO NOT CALL HIM HOT—” “And MY SISTER THINKS YOU’RE CUTE!” Libby looks ready to ascend to the afterlife. I cannot resist. It’s a gift. A curse. I call after them: “Your sister has exceptional taste!” Libby stumbles like she’s been sniper-shot by embarrassment and drags the kid out the door. The bell jingles as they disappear into daylight and chaos. I’m still grinning when Luca appears beside me like an angry shadow summoned by stupidity. He eyes the destroyed displays. Then he eyes me. Then he eyes the door where Libby fled. He sighs the sigh of a man who once carried an entire crime syndicate but is now carrying a newborn on three hours of sleep. “That,” Luca says, “was the most chaotic thirty seconds I’ve ever witnessed.” I place a hand over my heart. “Thank you.” “No,” he says flatly. “Not a compliment.” I smirk anyway, bending to pick up a dragon plush but my mind is back on the woman with the diner uniform and sad eyes. She looked tired. She looked overwhelmed. She looked like her life was unraveling in her hands and for some reason I really, really hope she walks in again because maybe chaos is exactly what I need right now.The bell over the bookstore door rings, and for half a second my heart stutters. Not because I expect Libby. Because I don’t. She hasn’t called back. Hasn’t texted. Hasn’t done anything except leave a hollow ache in my chest that won’t go away. So when Mariela walks in instead—smiling, bright, almost buoyant—I’m caught completely off guard. “Hey,” she says, like this is just another normal visit. “I was hoping I’d catch you.” My stomach drops. She looks… happy. Nervous, sure, but glowing in that unmistakable way. “I had my first ultrasound today,” she continues, already reaching into her bag. “I thought you might want to see.” She holds out her phone and there it is. A grainy black-and-white image. A small, unmistakable shape. Proof of something that might—might—be mine. I stare at it longer than I mean to. Awe hits first. Sharp and disorienting. Then fear follows right behind it. Because this—this is real now. Not theoretical. Not a conversation waiting for the right moment. This is
It’s Friday and there’s a knock on the door. It’s light and polite. That’s what makes it unsettling. I’m barefoot, still in leggings, hair pulled into a messy knot because I finally have a day off and I intend to enjoy it. Emma is at school. The house is quiet in that rare, precious way. I open the door without thinking. Mariela stands on the other side. For half a second, my brain refuses to catch up. She looks… put together. Calm. Nervous in a way that feels rehearsed. Like she’s practiced this moment in the mirror and still doesn’t like how it goes. “Hi,” she says. “Is Matteo here?” There it is. “No,” I reply evenly. “He’s at the bookstore.” Her eyes flick past me, just briefly, like she’s taking in the house. The space. The life. “Oh,” she says. “Okay.” Silence stretches. I don’t invite her in. “Can I ask why you’re here?” I say, keeping my tone neutral. Pleasant. Civil. She shifts her weight. Hesitates. “I think,” she says carefully, “that Matteo should probably tell you. Not me.
I pull into the estate too fast. I know it the second the tires crunch against the gravel harder than necessary, but I don’t slow down. My hands are tight on the wheel, jaw locked so hard my teeth ache. Because this wasn’t theoretical. This wasn’t a bad feeling or a maybe. It was him. My men were sure. I was sure. And she missed it. I’m halfway out of the car before the engine’s even off. Libby’s just getting Emma settled inside when she looks up and sees me. Her face tightens immediately. “What’s wrong?” she asks. I don’t soften it. I can’t. “You,” I say. “You missed him.” Her brow furrows. “Missed who?” “Your father,” I snap. “He was there. Outside the school. My men saw him, Libby. They tracked him. And you didn’t notice a damn thing.” Her color drains. “That’s not possible,” she says quickly. “I would’ve seen him.” “You didn’t,” I say. “And that’s the problem.” Emma hovers by the door, eyes wide. “Emma,” I say immediately, forcing my voice to steady. “Go inside.” She hesitates, t
The car rider line is a nightmare. It always is. Cars inch forward in fits and starts, parents craning their necks, teachers waving laminated signs like traffic conductors in some deeply underpaid orchestra. I check the clock on the dashboard for the fifth time and drum my fingers against the steering wheel. I just want Emma in the car. I just want to get home. My phone buzzes in the cup holder. Matteo: We need to talk. My stomach drops so fast it feels like I’ve missed a step on the stairs. We need to talk. That’s never good. I stare at the screen, pulse picking up. My brain doesn’t wait for logic—it launches straight into panic. Did I do something wrong? Am I too much? Did he change his mind? Is this about Mariela? The line moves. I jerk forward, barely stopping in time as a teacher opens the back door. “Libby?” she asks brightly. “Yes—yes, sorry.” Emma climbs in, backpack thumping against the seat, braid a little looser than it was this morning but still intact. “Hi, SisterMom!” sh
The bookstore is deceptively calm. Midday light slants through the front windows, dust motes drifting like everything in the world is exactly where it should be. Luca is behind the counter, sleeves rolled, helping a customer choose a cookbook like this is just another ordinary afternoon. I hate how convincing it is. The second the customer leaves, I move closer. “Anything?” I ask quietly. Luca doesn’t look up right away. He finishes tapping something into the register, waits until the bell jingles, then reaches into his pocket. “Yes.” He pulls out his phone and angles it so only I can see. The first image hits me like a punch. Libby’s father. Older than the last time I saw him in court photos. Thinner. Meaner. That same hollow-eyed stare that makes my skin crawl. The kind of face you don’t forget once you’ve seen it. The next image is grainier. A security still. Hoodie up. Side profile. “Local sighting,” Luca says. “Gas station. Two towns over. Yesterday morning.” My jaw tightens. “Th
Emma is practically vibrating by the time I cut the engine. “Libby’s here,” she says, already halfway out of her seatbelt. “Whoa, speed racer,” I laugh, opening my door. “Let’s not face-plant on day one.” She bolts anyway. Libby’s outside the bookstore, sleeves rolled up, hair pulled back like she’s been working nonstop. The second she sees Emma, her whole face softens. “Hey, baby!” she says, dropping to her knees just in time for Emma to crash into her arms. “It was good!” Emma announces immediately. “Like really good.” Libby laughs, squeezing her. “Yeah? Tell me everything.” Emma does. Every single thing. She rehashes the entire day with the same enthusiasm she gave me. She talks about Mrs. Hanley, Steve the plant, Lucy and her sparkly shoes, the crayons, the lunchroom. Word for word in places. I hang back a step, watching them, smiling when I’m supposed to. Nodding when Emma looks to me for confirmation. Libby glances up at me mid-story. Her smile fades. “What’s wrong?” she asks qu
The store is quiet, lights dimmed low, the scent of paper and dust and something faintly sweet lingering in the air. Libby is at the counter counting the drawer, brow furrowed in concentration, hair pulled back in that way that makes something restless coil low in my chest.“You’re scowling,” I say
The front door slams open so hard the walls shake. I bolt upright with a gasp, heart instantly in my throat.“Emma!” I whisper. I scramble, panic exploding through me as reality crashes back in all at once. Matteo. My bed. The fact that I am very much not alone and very much not dressed.“Oh my God
A week later and Emma is sitting on the living room floor in her pajamas, arms crossed, tears streaming down her face like she’s personally offended by gravity. “I’m not going,” she announces through sobs. My chest tightens. “Okay, sweetheart, I know you’re nervous, but—” “I said I’m NOT GOING,” sh
The house doesn’t sound right.Every step echoes now that half my life is sealed into cardboard boxes with black marker scrawled across them—LIBBY, EMMA, KITCHEN, BOOKS. The living room looks like it belongs to someone else, stripped down and waiting to be handed over. The moving truck hums outside







