I woke up startled. I had a dream, a dream about what happened last night. It felt so real that I woke up all sweaty. In my dream, the man from last night had spotted me behind the recycle bin. His dark eyes held mine as he lifted the gun and pointed it in my direction. Before I could say or do anything, he pulled the trigger and I jumped in fright.
It was at that moment that I woke up. I sat up in bed for a while trying to catch my breath before I stood up and headed for the bathroom. I glanced at the wall clock on my way and my eyes flew wide open in shock."Past ten!" I gasped. I am already late for work. I rushed through my daily routine of getting ready, picked out an outfit and gulped down a cup of coffee. My uncle had already left for work, he always left before me and returned before me. The TV was turned on while I was in the kitchen making toast.I could overhear the news on TV, fear gripped me when the news about the murder came on. I left my toast on the counter and headed to the living room, my eyes glued to the screen.The police were already at the scene and the alley had been taped off. I watched as three men brought out a wrapped dead body on a stroller. I couldn't believe it, they really didn't get rid of the body like that man had ordered.My heart began to race. What could this mean for me? I wanted to forget about that night, but now that the police were calling for witnesses or anyone that could tell them anything about the case, what am I going to do?I turned off the TV, picked up my bag and totally forgot about the toast until I had locked up and was walking down the street.I took another route to the bookstore because I was specifically avoiding that alley. But even though I had avoided the alley, every single person that came to the store wouldn't stop talking about the murder. A particular lady had been so annoying that I had to lie about closing the shop before I could get her to leave.The whole area was swarming with police and reporters. The police had the area taped off and trying to maintain order among the residents of the area while the reporters were pouncing on anyone that so much as walked past, asking them questions, one would think they were the detectives in charge of the case.As if that wasn't enough, detectives went around asking questions about who had seen anything and asking everyone to provide proof about their whereabouts during the time of the murder. It was so bad that I had to turn off the TV in the bookstore and stayed away from my phone like a plague throughout the day.The detectives visited the store but they simply asked to check the CCTV camera footage. I allowed them access but when they asked if I had seen anything last night, I suddenly couldn't talk, my palms were so sweaty, I was surprised that they had not noticed, they mistook my reaction as fear and promised me that they would get to the bottom of the case.Even though I was itching to lock up and go home, I struggled to stay put until the day was over. I locked up the store and headed home, avoiding the usual route like I did in the morning. I couldn't wait to get home and finally confide in my uncle about the whole thing. I had made up my mind earlier in the store to get his opinion about going to the police.The moment I stepped in front of the house, I knew something wasn't right. The lights were turned off, which is not right because my uncle is supposed to be at home. I was about to turn the door knob when the door squeaked open.Goosebumps broke out all over me as fear gripped me. I pushed the door wide open and stepped inside. The darkness enveloped me."Dad!" I call out, but no one replies. "Dad! Are you in there?" I called out again, but no reply. I felt my way around the room to the switch and turned on the lights.I gasped in shock at the state of the apartment, it was as if the whole house had been ransacked, everything was scattered, even the couch was turned upside down, the vases that my uncle cherished so much had been shattered.I couldn't bring myself to look around any further, someone had broken in, but what scared me the most was the whereabouts of my uncle. He always came home before me.I turned around and went back out. I hurried down the road, heading for the factory where he worked. Maybe he had not come home. I told myself as I prayed from the bottom of my heart that nothing had happened to him, he is all I have left. If anything happened to him now, I don't know how I would live through it. He is the reason I have lived through the ordeal of losing my parents.The factory wasn't far off so I got there quite fast. I couldn't find anyone there except for the security man who came out immediately. He spotted me approaching the gate."Is there a problem, ma'am?" He asked, he moved closer to me and his face lit up with a smile when he saw me, "Ally! It's so good to see you. Did Marcello forget something this time?" He said fondly."No... My dad didn't send me here. In fact, that's why I am here. He wasn't at home so I thought he would still be in the factory." I replied, panic visible in my voice."Oh! He isn't here, maybe he wandered off but..." He paused mid way in his sentence, "that's so unlike him, the moment he leaves the factory, he always heads home."That's exactly why I am worried, I know my uncle, he doesn't go anywhere other than the factory and the house. "Maybe you could...." The security man continued but I wasn't even listening, I had turned around and began to walk home.Does this have anything to do with the murder I witnessed last night? I asked myself but I couldn't think of anything that would bring them to my house. They didn't even get a good look at my face, they didn't even see me.I had to talk to someone, I had to do something, maybe I could go to the police and tell them what I had seen and get them to find my uncle or maybe I could... I could....My train of thoughts was interrupted by my cellphone buzzing in my jean pocket. I pulled it out and the caller was none other than my best friend, Bianca. We've been friends since high school.Why didn't I think of her before? I asked myself as I answered the call, her voice rang out from the phone."Hey Ally! Can you help me check out the...""My uncle is missing and I witnessed something I shouldn't have last night." I blurted out before she could complete her sentence. She went silent on the other end. She remained silent for a minute or two, all I could hear was her rapid breaths before she finally spoke."What do you mean by that? What did you witness?" She asked and before I could reply, "Come to my place and we'll talk better." She added rapidly and hung up the phone.I turned in the opposite direction and headed towards Bianca's apartment. She was waiting for me at the doorstep when I arrived. She invited me in and I had not even taken my seat when she began to ask me questions. I patiently recounted everything that had happened for the past two days."You need to be careful, Ally," she said, "I saw the news this morning, it's the talk of the town, every single newspaper and news outlet is looking for something about it. You've really gotten yourself tangled up in a dangerous mess." She added, with a far-away look as if she was lost in thought."I really don't know what to do, I am so worried about my uncle." I could feel a headache coming on but I really couldn't think about myself at the moment."Get some rest, Ally, tomorrow we will go to the station. I am sure the police would be able to help." She replied, stroking my hair gently. I had never felt so indebted to someone than I have to Bianca. This isn't the first time she has supported me like this and she has always been there through some really tough times."Had anything to eat yet?" She asked as she stood up and headed for the kitchen. I didn't reply because I wasn't even listening, "Ally," she called out my name and I was forced to look at her. "Trust me, everything would be fine. We would find your uncle and everything would go back to the way it was." She said reassuringly and I nodded in response, sincerely hoping that she would be right about this one.My feelings for Dante and the way I thought about him frequently have gotten worse since I left his house. To think that I actually thought I would forget about him and move on.I have not been myself and that was a problem for both myself and my uncle. Uncle was getting too curious about where I had been to and wanted to know what was wrong with me, he would frequently ask me why I don't want to talk about it but I just don't want to revisit all that. I don't want to revisit the way I felt when I saw those pictures and I don't want to revisit the way I felt when he told me to leave either. Although I was the one that decided that it was best to leave but then, he should not have agreed so easily and told me to get out.I felt hurt and everything I experienced with him still felt surreal. My uncle has been feeling better, he looked better even, I realized that the name of the maid was Bonnie. And she has been taking good care of uncle since she has been here which I was grateful f
Today has been a bad day.I could not concentrate on anything and nothing fruitful came out of today. Marco was suspicious, he was probably wondering what my problem was but I could not even tell him anything because I did not want to admit what was wrong to myself and definitely not anyone else. It was not supposed to affect me this much. It was just a mistake and it had ended. The fact that it bothered me alone made me worried. The words she said to me kept replaying in my head over and over again, the words were so fucking brutal that every time I thought about it I always felt a pang in my chest, it was not supposed to be like this. She consumed me, my whole body, everything that was left of myself she took it with her and now there was nothing left cause all I wanted to do was just get another opportunity to sleep in her arms. To have her again,b maybe that would sate the burning hunger that was inside me. Maybe it would quench the need that consumed me. The way I was feel
I could not feel my body, most of all I could not feel my legs. I just kept walking and walking. I wasn't even aware of my surrounding, I was so lost in thought. When it got to a point, I collapsed by the roadside because I was exhausted and finally paid attention to my surroundings in hope that I might find a cab.I could find one in such a secluded area so u had to walk some distance, Soon enough, I managed to flag one down, I barely said anything but I told the driver where to drop me. I made myself comfortable in the back seat and i couldn't help but think about the fact that Dante could have explained and try to justify himself because a part of me did not want to believe everything I saw.My naive self still believed that he was a good man and he would tell me what was going on. But I was disappointed once again when he came back and began yelling at me, that only proves that he did all those cruel things.I was so stupid, so fucking stupid. I could have just tried to not fall
I felt like a shell of myself. I did not have a core anymore.. I was disappointed in myself for allowing Dante to use me and I was mad that Dante did not feel anything I did for him. Cause if he felt something for me, he would not have sounded so cold and harsh towards me.I just felt weak as I walked down the stairs leading out of Dante’s house. When I got to the last step, I paused and rested my hand on the railing, trying to gain balance and steady myself. I wanted to scream, to yell out at the injustice of it all. I never wanted any of this, I never wanted to witness the murder and I definitely didn't ask to get tangled up with Dante and loose my uncle.At the bottom of the stairs, I got a good look at the kitchen, I saw Gabriella, she sat at the table with her shoulders slumped and her brows creased with worry. She looked so weak, I couldn't help but feel guilty. I remembered how I screamed at her and she still did not make me feel bad about it. Looking at her now, it was like
It was not Dante.It was not the monster that I gave my virginity to yesterday that walked in. But I was so pissed, it was his mother and I could not help but yell at her.“Where’s that monster? Where is he? Tell him I want to leave this godforsaken place right now.” I screamed and she reared back in shock.I was even scared of myself right now, I was scared and terrified of everything that is related to Dante. I just wanted to go home and pretend like none of these things happened. She shouldn't have walked in, it should have been him.“What’s going on my dear?” She asked calmly, as she headed towards the table to drop the tray of food that was in her hands. She must have come up here to serve me breakfast.Such a fucking bad timing! Or is she in on it too? Does she know what her son does to young girls? I am sure she does and they are planning on doing the same to me. She dropped it and walked towards me and I moved back.“Do not come near me, do not fucking touch me. Your son is
I woke up from the most peaceful sleep that I’ve had in a while, I stretched and the memories of everything that happened last night flooded my mind.I freezed. I shouldn't have taken that alcohol. I just fucked a man that is holding me against my will.Thinking about it now, a grin slid up my lips at the thought of how he fucked me so well yesterday. The image of the way he ate me out also popped into my head and I could not help but squeeze my thighs together. I was starting to feel like I wanted to have another round but I was sore from yesterday. We went at it for hours.. When I rode him, it felt so good and it’s something that I wanted to try out again surely.Alessia! My inner voice called out my name and I groaned. A grabbed a pillow and screamed into it to muffle the sound,it's not my fault he was so good yesterday.I looked around his room, admiring the dark interiors. I liked the way it was designed. It gave off a cryptic and mysterious vibe.It then dawned on me that I w