LOGINMaya's POV:
“The child is mine.” His words echoed in my head as I clutched the wall, one hand pressed to the wood paneling and nails bit into the grain until my fingertips went numb. Inside, Victoria’s voice sliced through the silence. “What do you mean, the child is yours?” She demanded. “Six years ago, before Samantha left for Nolan’s pack, I went to her and we spent a week together right before she left for her wedding. A week into her marriage she found out she was pregnant but knowing that she hadn't been intimate with Nolan that long, she waited until the fetus was three weeks along so she could pin it on Nolan. Eventually she divorced him because of his promiscuity but when she came home, her father wouldn’t even look at her. So I brought her here and rented her an apartment, only then did she finally open up to me. I ran a DNA test just to be sure and it confirmed that Devlin is indeed my son.” Every word landed heavier than the last, crushing the air out of me and I couldn’t breathe or move. My mind raced back through years of secret tabs on her social media, late-night scrolls where I’d zoom in on little Devlin’s face and tell myself the resemblance was nothing, just a trick of the light, or just bad lighting. Although I could see the resemblance, from the same sharp jaw and the same way his eyes crinkled when he smiled, I shoved it down, buried it under the desperate need to become her. Instead, I dyed my hair from blonde to that exact shade of brunette she wore, trained it into those loose waves that fell just so. I had studied her outfits, her posture, the soft lilt in her laugh, and copied every single detail until my own reflection started lying to me in the mirror. I had become her shadow in every way that mattered, hoping and praying that it would be enough to make Declan look at me the way he once looked at her and it worked. In the early days he had been ice, touching me only when I was ovulating to produce an heir but after the changes, after I started smelling like her and sounding like her in the dark, he came to me almost every night. His hands would roam like they were remembering someone else, and when the whiskey loosened his tongue he would whisper her name against my neck. It had sliced me open every single time, but I had swallowed the pain because I told myself tomorrow would be different. Tomorrow the love I poured into him would finally overflow and drown out her hold over him. Now I stood there, ears ringing, realizing it had all been for nothing. He had a son with her. A real, living piece of the life he had always wanted. I was just the placeholder who had kept the pack running while he waited for the real thing to come back. My hand trembled on the doorknob, I was about to storm in and make him look me in the eye while he explained how five years of my life had just evaporated. But my phone vibrated hard against my thigh. I stepped back, and yanked the phone out in anger to see my Dad’s name flashing on the screen so I answered before the third ring. “Dad?” His voice cracked on the other end. “Maya, sweetheart, your mother’s been rushed to the hospital. The doctor said that it might be the cancer that's acting up again so they’re running tests now.” The floor dropped out from under me for the second time in five minutes and I pressed my forehead to the wall, eyes squeezing shut. I had married Declan in the first place because of this exact nightmare, Mom’s diagnosis, Dad’s loans from every bank and loan shark in three packs, the company folding, shareholders throwing him in a cell, the threats to take me as payment. Declan had stepped in like a savior, paid every debt, pulled Dad out of prison, got the house back, funded Mom’s treatments, and all he had asked in return was my hand. I had said yes because I was drowning and he offered air, but now the cancer was back. “I’m coming.” I whispered, already turning away from the hallway. “I’ll be there soon.” The drive to the hospital was quick and when I pushed through the sliding doors, I saw my dad was waiting in the sterile waiting room, shoulders slumped, eyes red-rimmed as he pulled me into a hug that smelled like hospital coffee. “I’m sorry I dragged you out here, when you should still be celebrating your anniversary.” He said, voice rough. “Declan probably had something big planned as usual.” I forced out a smile that felt like it might crack my face. “There’s nothing more important than Mom.” I said and he nodded. We waited for what felt like hours, the plastic chairs sticking to the backs of my thighs. Finally the doctor emerged, clipboard in hand, and gave us the reports about new spots, new scans, and new medications that would buy time but not miracles. Then Dad and I walked into the room together to see Mom propped up against pillows, pale but fierce, and the moment she saw me she scowled at my dad. “You called her, didn’t you? I told you not to interrupt her anniversary.” Then she turned to me. “Go home, Maya. I’m fine.” I swallowed the lump in my throat and sat on the edge of the bed, taking her thin hand in mine. “I’m exactly where I need to be.” Her lips parted slowly but before her words could form, the door opened again and Declan stepped in. His eyes found mine across the room, as he asked. “Why didn’t you tell me about your mother?” I hated the way my stomach flipped at the sound of his voice, because I knew that he was here to perform again, to play the devoted son-in-law for the nurses and my parents, the same way he had played the loving husband for the pack cameras all these years. I played along anyway, because what else could I do in front of them? “Your mother just got back after months away.” I said, keeping my tone light. “I didn’t want to disturb your conversation.” Declan scoffed softly, like the excuse amused him, and raised a hand toward the nearest nurse. “Move my mother-in-law to a bigger room and make sure that she is well taken care of.” The nurse nodded eagerly and hurried off while I took notice of how everyone in the room relaxed just because the Alpha had spoken. It used to make me feel safe, now it made my skin crawl until I couldn’t hold it in anymore. “Declan.” I said, voice sharper than I meant. “I need to talk to you. Now.” I pulled him into the quiet hallway outside the room, the door clicking shut behind us and hands shook at my sides. “Why are you here?” “What?” He asked, and I continued. “Why are you here acting like you care?” He blinked, stunned. “What the hell has gotten into you?” “I heard you!” I snapped. “I overhead you telling your mother that Devlin is your son.” His jaw tightened. “You were eavesdropping?” “Is that really what matters right now?” My voice cracked. “When you sounded like you’re finally ready to toss me aside and go play house with them after everything we’ve been through.” He exhaled hard, running a hand through his hair. “I never planned to toss you aside for Samantha.” For one stupid second my heart lifted. Maybe he still wanted me. Maybe he would claim his son and keep me too because some part of him had grown to love… Then he looked me dead in the eye and kept talking. “I can’t toss you aside because you’re valuable, Maya. You helped me solve problems in the pack no one else could. You grew us to where we are now, with your ideas, and your opinions in every meeting. That’s why I’m not getting rid of you, however, Samantha is the woman I love and she is the mother of my son. So, I will have to marry her and make her my Luna. But I’ll keep you as my concubine because your ideas are still useful.” The hallway spun and I stared at him, really stared, seeing the man I had spent five years loving like he was oxygen. He had walked into my life when I was helpless, I used to be so grateful, so vulnerable, and that gratitude had twisted into love. Then the love had deepened until I couldn’t remember who I was without it. Taking a deep breath that burned all the way down, I met his gaze without flinching, letting him see every shattered piece of me, then I said. “I want a divorce.”Maya's POVSomething changed.Two days in after Ella told me her truth, I hadn't seen her anywhere.Roland refused to talk to me, you'd think that I was the one that wronged him.I was busy in my room, seated and trying to figure out whether she was telling the truth or not, as nothing made sense.For the first time in two months, Roland was suddenly too busy to make time for me.Whenever I went looking for him in his study or chambers, there wasn't anyone there.My movements around the house were monitored more strictly than before.The maids didn't even try to hide it this time.Whenever my foot would leave my room and step into the hallway, they were there, just a couple of feet away from me.Their eyes always watching, and their mouths closed.I tried asking them once where Ella was, but they remained silent, as if they were bound by some vow.That wasn't all.I could clearly see fear in their eyes.Anytime I asked them questions that I knew they couldn't talk to me about, they al
Maya's POV‘My man?’That statement hit me like a fucking airbus.I stared at Ella in disbelief from the words that left her mouth.From the day I opened my eyes from the alleged accident that I had, I knew that I was only dealing with a jealous sister.How quickly the tables turned and she finally cracked.“What the hell did you just say?" I questioned, looking at her and thinking that perhaps I might have heard it differently.But I knew that I didn't.Ella said those words.“You heard me!" She snapped, taking a step closer.Over the weeks, I had seen her become more aggressive towards me with her insults.This time, I could tell that she was about to take it a step further.She was literally frothing at the corners of her mouth, and her hands were shaking from anger.One wrong move, and she was ready to swing at me full force.I wasn't even done processing what she had said and what it meant.“You…and Roland…”"...Yes…me and Roland are a thing.Well, we used to be a thing before yo
Maya's POVThe last dream that I had about the dark haired man haunted me for days.It had gotten to a point where I had a very strong feeling that he could have been part of my life before.The occurrences were just one too many.It got to a point where I started questioning whether it was possible that the man was a part of my life before I met Roland.But why would those be the kind of dreams that I was having when I was already married to another man.And why did the name Maya always invoke an awkward and tense reaction from both Roland and his sister Ella.Over the next few days after that dream and the dinner that I had with Ella and Roland, something changed.Roland started being more romantic.He started making me food and even doing small gestures such as bringing me gifts and the like.I won't lie.Despite the questions that were lingering in the air about the dreams and whether he was hiding something from me, he was really working on trying to build what we had.Countless
Jasper's POVIf asked the words that I would have used to describe the man that Cassian had turned into from the day that Maya was kidnaped, I don't think I would have been able to find them.That's because he didn't just turn into one thing, but a whole lot of things.Sometimes, I would look into his eyes and see that he wasn't in the world that I was in.Most times, he would look into the distance with the 1000 yard stare, and other times, he would simply look lost.His wolf was clearly starting to get the better of him.I started getting concerned.He was starting to act out.A couple of times, he shifted and ran into the woods in the middle of the night, and only came back in the morning.At first, I used to send some of the most skilled warriors to trail him, and make sure that he wasn't a danger to himself in those woods.But the third time he came back, drenched in the blood of rogues that dared cross his path, I stopped bothering.If there was any man that was dangerous beyond
Maya's POVTurns out, the dreams weren't the only thing that I needed to watch out for.That night, when I didn't take the pills given to me by the doctor, something stranger than dreaming about another man happened.As I was on the verge of falling asleep and being conscious, I felt like someone was watching me.Only this time, it didn't feel like it was the maids.I was all alone in my room, that one I had made sure of before I tucked myself under the blankets.My heart didn't race the way I expected it to.In fact, I felt more at ease with whatever or whoever was watching me, than when I was with Roland at any moment.It didn't feel right.However, I didn't wake up, nor did I toss my head to investigate whether there was something watching me.My eyes were heavy and so was my head.The slightest movement demanded a lot of energy from me, and sleep was winning the battle between my brain and my body.I finally drifted into deep sleep, but that night, there was no dark haired man.I
Maya's POVThe rest of dinner went on normally, but I could sense the tension in the air.Roland and Ella kept giving each other awkward stares, and once in a while, I noticed that Ella looked at me as if she was waiting for me to burst into a ball of fire and burn up.Luckily for me, that didn't happen, and we got to finish our food.By that time, I was already eager to go to sleep once more.The more I dreamt about the blue eyed man, the more I felt like I was having more control over my dreams.It's almost as if I could command myself to lucid dream.Ella rose from her chair and left the room without a word, and Roland was obviously struggling with his thoughts.He looked over to the direction that Ella had taken off into, and then back at me.The conflicting thoughts clear in his eyes.“She hasn't been feeling well lately," he said sheepishly.‘That does not excuse her behavior towards me!’ I said to myself as I thought about it.However, I did my best to pull a concerned look, an
Maya's POV:“Why?” I whispered into the empty room, my voice cracking. Why did the Moon Goddess let my life unravel like this? First she allowed those horrors to swallow my family, then she forced me into a marriage of convenience with Declan who I gave him five years of my life and what did I get
Maya's POV: I knew that Declan could be ruthless, but hearing it stated so plainly still cut deep. At this point, I was irrelevant to him, something to be sacrificed for his own survival but I swallowed hard and nodded. “I won’t go back on the agreement.” He studied me for a while, then gestured t
Maya's POV: “This can't be real.” I said, pinching the skin on my forearm, hard enough to leave a red mark, desperate for the sharp sting to pull me out of this dream. Pain bloomed instantly, which told me that this wasn’t a nightmare. Declan had truly gone this far, crossing every line, and stoo
Maya's POV:Seated between my mom and dad at the worn wooden table, with the sunlight slanting through the lace curtains and catching on the faint lines of worry etched deeper into their faces every day. They kept exchanging these uneasy glances, Mom’s eyes flicking to Dad, Dad’s hand pausing mid-







