The beginning of her suffering

 IRIS

Chapter 1. The beginning of her suffering 

My name is lris_ A name that carries implications of faith, hope, trust, Valor and wisdom. In the old adage, it was often said that one's fate lies in their names. They will say….. "Your name connotes how your Life will be. It lies in your hands."

Yet, for me, it was quite the opposite. My name felt like a harbinger of misfortunes that always befell me wherever I went. A flower name holding so much power, yet, instead of blossoming like the flower it symbolizes, it drained me. 

It sapped the life out of me, leaving me feeling worthless

If a soothsayer had foretold me that this would be my life, I wouldn't have believed it. 

I would have disagreed vehemently. But now, it's becoming unbearable and it's making me lose my mentality. It drives me insane making me wish I was never brought into this world. 

"Iris, get your ass over here!!" As usual, the husky voice of my master, Alpha Carson would always erupt my sleep, filling me with terror and trauma for the whole day. 

It was his daily routine. Calling me out every evening while his wife,the luna is out of the house to harass and molest me. 

I trembled in fear as I scurried quickly to his room, before he'd get angry and start hitting me. 

"Alpha Carson, you…you… call me." I shuddered. My whole body shaking as a result of the trauma he had implemented inside my body. 

"And you must have known the rationale behind it, don't you lowly filthy outcast omega."

His words felt like sharp knives, piercing into my heart like a two edged sword. I could only feign a smile at him with a shattered terror heart. He leaned towards me, sniffing his nostrils around me as he made his way towards my face, caressing my face down to my stomach and thigh. 

My eyes remained shut as I submitted to his will. Inside, I pleaded to the moon goddess for deliverance from this wretched human I was forced to call "MASTER.".

I'm a slave within the crescent Moon Pack, a subject to the rule of Alpha Carson. 

I was once a destitute rogue wolf . An outcast who was abandoned without a home. I was wandering around the city when Luna Caroline, discovered me and brought me into the Crescent moon pack but not as an equal _rather than as a slave 

Ever since then, I have dedicated my life into serving them with all forms of loyalty and trust. But right now, it seems like I'll be serving them with my body. most especially my master who seems to have wanted me as his sex slave. 

"I don't think you should be doing this master." I summoned courage and shrugged at him. Knowing fully well what will happen the moment I disobey his order. 

Before my brain could process his reaction, a thundered hot slap came landing on my cheeks followed by a push in my shoulder which made me fell over his bed immediately. I was actually standing at the position of his bed before. 

My brain was unable to process a coherent thought at the moment. Silent flooded the room as all I could hear was the panting sound of his breath and movement plus my beating heart which was about to explode. 

"Disobey my order next time and you'll face the penalty for that", I look at him and could see the lust in his eyes=How badly he wants me. 

I don't know what he saws in my body that got him smitten. 

I do know I have a big body stature that got people thinking I'm actually an adults whereas I'm just a teenager who'll be clocking eighteen years in few months. 

My heart pounded several times. Like a drum that was beating, "Ohh dear moon goddess, please help me."

 Tears flowed from my eyes down to my neck the moment I saw him walking towards me with a devilish grin. 

He successfully lay on my body and made his way towards my boobs which he had forcibly took out of my shirt. 

"Alpha Carson please!! Don't do……!! 

Before I could finish my statement, he hit my stomach with a blow. Causing me such more pain in the under. 

"And I'll do more of this if you utter any words again". He whispered into my ears lustly thereby installing fear into my body once more.

His expression alone this time was scary. It was as if he had been possessed and all he wanted was my body. 

He caressed my boobs with his two figures and let out a smile. 

"You've got nice boobs here, iris. Why don't you want me to touch it? I can treat you well you know". 

His words sounded more like a deadly poison into my ear. The urge to kill him right now flows through my body. 

But the moment I do that, I'll be thrown inside a dungeon room or I'll be killed alongside with him. 

I close my eyes slowly, not wanting to watch this disgusting human right here doing this to me. I'll rather feel it happening than to watch it happening to it. 

"Good…! If you'd submitted yourself to me earlier I wouldn't have hit you".  

"But I hope you do know I like you right?! I don't mind if you become my second luna". 

I was forced to open my eyes on hearing the second trashed words coming out from his mouth. 

I didn't want to respond to him in the first place but I had no choice. 

"If You do really like me, then why are you treating me this way?" 

He removed his hands from my boobs and stared at me keenly with what I called lust or is it "love" in his eyes. 

"That's because you're proving to be stubborn. I really want to claim you as my second mate." 

"That's no possible Alpha Carson. Your mate will kill me once she finds out. she's very…..'"

The abrupt opening sounds of the door cut me off immediately as I tried covering my boobs with my dress before the person could come inside. 

And behold, I saw a tall chubby ,huge woman, none other than Luna Caroline, staring at me. 

My heart pounded over my chest at her sight. Our eyes glanced at each other. 

At this moment, I knew I was in for it. I was dead because there seemed to be a catch.