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POV: Rhen
"Get your hands off him before I break both of yours, Alpha blood or not." I said it before I even looked up to see whose boots those were.
The pup under my hands was shaking so hard his teeth clicked, a hind leg torn open by a trap line the hunters had strung too close to Thornwolf ground. Blood was soaking into my sleeves. I did not have time to be polite about who was standing over me.
"Careful who you threaten, kennel girl." The voice was low and it did not shake at all, which is how I knew before I looked up that I had made a mistake.
Omegas do not speak to Alphas like that. Omegas do not really speak to Alphas at all, not unless spoken to first, not unless our eyes stay down and our voices stay soft. My mother taught me the rule before she taught me to walk. She never told me why it mattered so much to her specifically, only that it did, that the word Ashveil in her mouth always came out like something bitten off before it could hurt her more.
I looked up anyway. Of course I did.
He was Ashveil. I knew it from the crest stitched into his collar before I even placed the face, and once I placed the face my stomach dropped through the floor of the world. Kieran Ashveil. The heir. The one they were throwing a feast for tomorrow night, the one whose engagement to a Duskmoor girl was going to be announced in front of both packs like a business deal, because that is exactly what it was.
He was not looking at the pup. He was looking at me like I had said something in a language he almost remembered.
"He's bleeding out," I said, since neither of us seemed able to say anything smarter. "You can arrest me for insubordination after I finish."
Something moved behind his eyes, not anger, something closer to surprise wearing anger's coat. He crouched down across from me without another word and pinned the pup's shoulders still with hands twice the size of mine, steady as stone, while I packed the wound with what I had. It should have felt like an order given. It felt like being helped.
That was the first mistake. Noticing that it felt like being helped.
The second mistake was breathing him in. Pine smoke and something underneath it, something warm and unfamiliar that hit the back of my throat and made my pulse do something violent and stupid. My wolf, the quiet, mostly-asleep thing I carried around and rarely let out, sat straight up inside my chest like she had been waiting her whole life for exactly this scent to walk into a room.
"What's your name," he said, not a question so much as a demand he had forgotten to make sound like an order.
"Rhen." I did not offer a rank, though he clearly knew one anyway from the collar I wore, the plain gray one that marked every Thornwolf Omega on Ashveil land. "Thornwolf."
His jaw tightened at the pack name like it cost him something to hear it. "I know what you are."
"Then you know I shouldn't be talking to you."
"You started it."
I almost laughed. I caught it before it escaped, because laughing at an Alpha heir was probably a hanging offense on top of the talking. The pup whined under our four hands and both of us looked back down at him at the same moment, and for one strange, suspended second, it was just two people trying to keep something small alive, no collar, no crest, no rule between us at all.
Then footsteps crunched up the trail, fast, and the second stretched too thin and snapped.
"Kieran." A woman's voice, sharp with authority. Not Alpha Alaric. Someone younger, closer to Kieran's own rank, and when I glanced up I recognized the silver hair pin worn only by Duskmoor nobility. Elara. His intended.
Kieran stood so fast the movement blew cold air across the space he'd been kneeling in. Whatever had been sitting easy between us a second ago vanished behind a wall going up brick by brick in real time.
"Duskmoor patrol found a second trap line east of here," Elara said, eyes flicking to me, to the blood on my hands, to the pup, cataloguing all of it without a flicker of expression. "Your father wants you back before the feast prep starts."
"I'm coming." He did not look at me again. He should not have looked at me again. And yet right before he turned, his eyes cut back, just once, just long enough for the mate pull, because that is what it was, I understood that now with a kind of sick, falling clarity, to yank tight between us like a rope pulled taut from both ends.
He walked away like it hadn't happened. I let him, because what else was there to do.
I carried the pup back to the healer's den with my hands still shaking, and it was not from the cold. My mother's warnings ran through my head on a loop, the flinch every time someone said Ashveil, the way she used to pull me back from the border fence when I was small, the things she never explained. I had always assumed it was fear of the pack. I was starting to suspect, with a dread that sat heavy under my ribs, that it was something closer to home than that.
Sable found me an hour later scrubbing blood out from under my nails at the pump, and took one look at my face before her eyebrows went up toward her hairline.
"You look like you saw a ghost," she said. "Or worse. You look like you saw the Alpha heir."
I did not answer fast enough. That was answer enough.
"Rhen." Sable's voice dropped low, urgent, glancing over her shoulder like the trees themselves might be listening. "Tell me you didn't."
"I didn't do anything."
"That's not what your face says." She grabbed my wrist, the wet one, and did not let go. "Because if you did, if the pull is real, you need to understand something before tomorrow night's feast. It isn't just his engagement being announced. Alpha Alaric changed the ceremony. He's naming Kieran's mate in front of both packs at once, tomorrow, and sealing the bond with pack magic before anyone can object."
"Tomorrow," I repeated, and the word landed like a stone dropped down a well I could not hear the bottom of.
"Tomorrow," Sable said. "So whatever almost happened out there, Rhen, you have one night to decide if you're going to survive wanting something you're not allowed to have."
Point of View: Kieran (Male Lead)“Do not look at my hands, Kieran. Look at theirs. I cannot seal a binding cleanly, I never could, but ten years ago I decided that was a reason to teach, not a reason to hide.”Dorian stood at the edge of the practice yard with his arms folded and his gaze on the students. The yard was a long, flat stretch of beaten earth behind the Order’s old stone hall, ringed by a low wall, with ten small circles chalked on the ground. In each circle knelt a pair of young people, shoulder to shoulder, their palms hovering over a little iron bowl of ash.I leaned on the wall. A cold wind came off the hills, smelling of woodsmoke and wet leaves. My back ached, and my heart ached worse. I had come here to be alone, and found him instead.“I did not mean to stare,” I said.“You were staring at my right hand. Everyone does. It is the one that shakes when I close a seal.” He held it up. It was a plain, scarred hand, brown and strong, and a faint tremor ran along the knu
Point of View: Rhen (Female Lead)“Mrs. Rhen, may I ask something rude? Everyone keeps calling me the proof. I am nineteen years old, I have never held a bow, and I would like to know whether I am a person or an exhibit.”I looked up from the stack of letters I had been writing. The reading room was warm and gold with late afternoon. Perrin stood in front of the great oak table with his hat crushed in both hands, his face as pink as a boiled shrimp. He had not meant to say it so loudly. I could tell. He was waiting to be thrown out.“Sit down, child,” I said.“I did not mean to be impolite.”“It was not impolite. It was the first honest question anyone has asked in this room all week.” I patted the bench beside me. “Sit.”He sat. He looked at the table, where Briar’s wooden desk had been dragged against the wall and Odalys sat behind it with a pile of fresh paper. Briar herself was in a chair by the stove, wrapped in blankets, forbidden to write, holding a cup of broth she was not dri
Point of View: Kieran (Male Lead)“You are all looking at me as if I stole something. I only counted what was already missing. Nineteen posts, four people, and a woman in a sickbed holding the whole thing together with a pen and her pride.”Marisol stood in front of the long chart, which Sable had carried down to the council hall and hung from the beam over the fireplace. Forty keepers filled the benches. Some were angry. Some were ashamed. Some stared at their boots. The hall had never been so quiet, and I could hear the little ticking sound of the iron stove cooling.“It is a public ledger,” Sable said from the table. Her arms were crossed. “Isolde and I decided. We could not run the Office in the dark any more. If the Concord wants to know why a chair collapsed, it should see the numbers.”“It is humiliating,” muttered someone at the back.“It is arithmetic,” said Isolde.I sat at the end of the table with my hands folded and my stomach turning. Elara sat beside me with her brass p
Point of View: Rhen (Female Lead)“Mama, do not cry. I fainted, that is all. Put the kettle on and give me my pen, because the assembly is in six weeks and I have a speech to finish.”I looked at my daughter propped on three pillows in the infirmary bed, pale as milk, with a bruise blooming on her temple and her chin lifted like a general’s, and I did the only thing a woman could do. I burst out laughing.“What?” said Briar.“You were unconscious for two days,” I said, wiping my eyes. “Two. And the first thing you ask for is a pen.”“It is a very good pen.”“Briar.”“I am only being practical.” But her mouth trembled, and she looked at the blanket. “I know. I know what you are going to say.”“Do you?”“You are going to say no.”“I am going to say no,” I agreed, and sat down on the edge of the bed. The straw mattress creaked. The infirmary smelled of lavender and boiled linen, and a thin yellow light fell across the floor from a high window. Beside the bed, Marisol sat in a wooden chai
Point of View: Kieran (Male Lead)“Kieran, walk very fast and do not run, because the keepers are watching. Briar went down in the middle of the roll call, and Isolde says she was still smiling when she hit the floor.”Sable said it in my ear with her hand clamped on my elbow. I did not walk. I ran. I do not remember the corridors, only the sound of my own boots and a rushing in my ears like the sea.The Tending Office was full of frightened faces. Keepers pressed against the walls. A clerk stood holding the roll book open in both hands as if it might help. In the middle of the floor, on the bare stone beside the overturned stool, lay my daughter, her hair spread out, her gray dress crumpled, and one hand still curled around a pen.Dorian knelt at her head. He had slid his folded coat beneath her neck. Rhen knelt beside him with Briar’s limp fingers between both of hers, and she was whispering something over and over that I could not hear.“Is she breathing?” I said.“She is breathing
Point of View: Rhen (Female Lead)“Briar, I asked for one day. One. Let me stand beside you and count what you do, because if I do not see it with my own eyes, I will never believe what it costs you.”“Mama, you will be bored in an hour.”“Then I will be bored.”The Tending Office was a long, low room above the archive, with high windows and twelve desks and only four people to sit at them. A copper bell hung by the door. Every time it rang, someone groaned. I took a slate and a stick of chalk, sat on a stool in the corner, and began to make little marks, one for every task I saw Briar begin.By the time the sun cleared the window, I had eleven.She answered a letter from the Salt Coast, wrote a second to the northern hills, and signed a pile of sheets without reading half. She greeted two nervous keepers at the door and sent them away comforted. She argued with a clerk about candle wax. She checked the roll book, found a line late, wrote a note, and sent a runner. She ate half a bisc







