LOGINThe horn was a Blackthorn horn and it came from the top of the hill.
We went back up.
The yard was fuller than it had been. The whole of the pack was in it and half the town was in it and there were wolves on the wall and wolves on the gate and there were wolves in the lane outside who could not get in.
And in the middle of the yard there was Ronan.
He had come out of the house and he was standing on the step and he had his hands at his sides and his face was the face of a wolf who had been in a room on his own for an hour.
"Fiadh," he said.
"Ronan."
"I have been in that house and I have been thinking and I have been a coward." He looked at the yard. "I have been a coward in a yard in front of my own pack and I have been a coward in a chamber in the north and I have been a coward on a cliff above the harbour. And I am not going to be a coward in this yard."
The yard was silent.
"The Council has declared the Luna a rogue," Ronan said. "And I stood in this yard an hour ago and I told you I did not know what to say. And I have been in that house and I have worked out what to say."
He came down off the step.
"The Luna is a rogue because she broke a chain in a cellar and three wolves died of it," he said. "And I am the Alpha of this pack and I am going to stand in this yard and tell every wolf in it that I would have done the same. I would have broken that chain. I would have done it in the cellar with a priestess and a staff and a pool of water and I would not have asked the Council for leave first."
The yard went up.
"Silence," Ronan said.
The yard went quiet.
"The Council has declared her a rogue and the Council has ordered her out of this territory." He looked round the yard. "And I am the Alpha of the Blackthorn Pack and I am telling you now that I am not going to order her out. She is my mate and she is the Luna of this pack and she is going to stay in it until the Council sends a wolf to take her out and that wolf will have to come through me."
The yard went up.
And this time it did not come down.
It went on and on and it went out through the gate and down the lane and into the town, and the wolves on the wall were shouting and the wolves in the lane were shouting and somebody was banging a pot on the gate.
And in the middle of it, a woman came out of the crowd.
It was the woman at the front of the nine. She was forty and she had a broad face and grey in her hair and she came and stood in front of Ronan.
"Alpha," she said. "I turned my back on this Luna in a chamber in the north and I have been sorry for it since the day I did it. And I am not going to turn my back on her again."
Ronan looked at her.
"Then stand," he said.
She stood.
And then Colm stood, and Colm's brother, and Nessa, and the woman who had signed Maeve's paper, and one after another the whole of the yard stood.
Except four.
Four wolves at the back of the yard did not stand. They were the four who had gone north with Maeve in the spring and they had come back and they had been in the pack since and they did not stand.
And the woman at the front of them said, "Alpha. The Council has declared her a rogue and you are telling this pack to stand against the Council. We have been declared vacant twice in a year and there is a hole in the roof and a border to hold and there are eleven wolves still burned from the fire. And I am not going to stand against a Council for a founder who has been in this pack four months."
The yard went silent.
"Then go," Ronan said.
The four went.
They went out through the gate and down the lane and the crowd in the lane parted for them and closed behind them, and the yard was quiet.
"Four," Ronan said. "Out of thirty."
"Four out of thirty is not a split," I said. "Four out of thirty is a pack."
Ronan turned round.
"Fiadh," he said.
"Ronan." I came and stood in front of him. "You stood in this yard and you told your pack you would have broken the chain and you told them you would not order me out and you told them a wolf would have to come through you." I looked at him. "And I have been in nine packs and I have never once had a wolf say that."
He put his hands on my face.
"I have been a coward," he said.
"You have been a coward for an hour and a wolf for a minute," I said. "I will take it."
He kissed me.
The yard went up.
And in the back of my head, faint and far away, the door opened.
It opened a crack and I could feel him through it, warm and steady and frightened, and I put my hand on his chest and held on.
And then Maeve came up the yard.
She came up with the paper in her hand and her copper curls loose and her guard behind her, and she stopped in front of us.
"Alpha," she said. "Luna. There is a thing I have to say in front of this yard and I have been carrying it since the north."
"Say it," Ronan said.
Maeve held up the paper.
"The Council has restored me to the Beta's seat," she said. "And I have come south with this paper and a guard and I have been on a boat for two days and I have been thinking." She looked at the paper. "And I am not going to take it."
The yard went silent.
"Maeve," I said.
"I have been Beta of this pack for nine years and I have wanted the seat since before Ronan took it and I have done a great many things I am ashamed of." Maeve's voice was steady. "And I have been in a cell in the north for a fortnight and I have been sitting with a dead woman's body and I have been thinking about what a Beta is for."
She tore the paper in half.
"Luna," she said. "I am not going to take a seat the Council gave me for standing against you. I am going to stand in this yard with the pack."
The yard went up.
And this time it did not come down for a long time.
And when it did, a wolf came down the hill from the north road with a paper in his hand and his horse lathered and his face grey.
"Alpha," he called. "Luna. There is a thing on the north road."
"What thing?" Ronan said.
The rider got off his horse.
"The elder Soren is dead," he said. "He died in his cell in the night. And there is a wolf in the north who has taken his papers and his letters and his seat and his name."
The yard was silent.
"Who?" I said.
The rider looked at me.
"His name is Lorcan," he said.
The letter from the keepers sat on the kitchen table for three days before I answered it.It was a short letter in Mairéad's walnut-faced hand, and it said that the keepers had found a spring on the far west coast with the founder marks still on the walls, and a mark in the water that had not been given in two hundred years, and a young wolf in a fishing village who could not shift and did not know why. They wanted to know whether the Luna of the Blackthorn Pack would come and look at it.I read it four times. Then I put it under the sugar bowl and went out to help mend the kilns.On the third evening Ronan found me on the harbour wall with it in my hand and sat down beside me without saying anything. The tide was coming in and the boats were lifting off the mud one by one, and the light was going long and orange over the hills."You have not answered it," he said."I have been busy.""You have been mending a kiln that Aisling told you three times not to touch." He put his hands in hi
I came up out of the spring with my mother's hand in mine.She was lighter than a wolf should be. I carried her up the stair with Ronan on her other side and Padraig going ahead with the lantern, and the water ran off her grey coat and left a trail on the stone, and none of us said a word until we were out in the open air under the stars. Then she opened her eyes and looked at the sky for a long time and said, "Is that the same moon?""It is a different moon," Padraig said. "Ten years of them."She thought about that. She was very thin and her fur had gone the colour of ash, and when she shifted back into her human shape she was so light that Ronan took off his coat and wrapped her in it and carried her the rest of the way up the hill. She had grey hair, my mother, and green eyes like mine, and a face I had not seen since I was sixteen years old.The pack house was full when we came in. Aisling had got the fire going and the kettle on and there was a clean bed made up in the small roo
The spring took three days to open, and in those three days the Blackthorn Pack counted what it had lost.I did not go down to the Council seat on the first night. Padraig put his hand on my shoulder on the cliff and said, very quietly, "A spring that has been sealed for ten years does not open in an hour. You will need all your strength for the rite, and you will not have it if you go down there tonight with a dead wolf at your feet and a fight still in your blood." I did not like it. I stood on that headland with the wind pulling at my coat and the old keeper's body laid out on the grass behind me and I wanted to go down the hill and into the dark that same hour. Padraig waited. He has a great deal of patience, and he has spent a good part of his life using it on me."You are no good to her dead," he said.That was the argument that worked. I went back to the pack house and Ronan brought me a bowl of soup that I do not remember eating, and I slept for sixteen hours with the mark on
The old keeper was fast for a wolf his age, and he was clever, and neither of those things saved him.I came in low and took his foreleg out from under him, and Ronan hit him from the other side before he could get his feet back. The pack was on him then, a ring of teeth that closed and opened and closed again, and he fought his way out of it twice and both times we put him back on the rock. The third time he did not get up.He lay on his side on the grass with his grey flank heaving and blood on his muzzle, and he looked up at me with those pale eyes and said, in the voice that lived inside my head, "You have a mark on your wrist that I did not put there. What is it?""You tell me," I said. "You are the one who made it."His eyes went to my foreleg and the mark on it, and something moved across his face that I had not expected. Not anger. Relief."The rite has a witness," he said. "Every rite needs a witness, and the founders wrote it so that the witness could never be the same wolf
We went north to Falcarragh the next morning with eight wolves and Padraig, and the mark on my wrist stayed cold the whole way.The road up the coast is a narrow thing that runs between the sea and the hills, and the wind comes off the water without anything to stop it. I sat in the back of the cart with my coat collar up and watched the mark on the inside of my wrist. It had not warmed since the Council steps. It sat there beside the gold crescent, small and dark, and every mile we put behind us it seemed to me it got a little colder, the way a stone gets colder the deeper you dig it out of the shade.Nobody talked much. Padraig had his old leather satchel on his knees and his blue eyes fixed on the horizon, and Ronan drove the cart himself with his jaw set, and the eight Blackthorn wolves who had come along ran the verge on four feet in a loose scatter, and their breath showed in the air.The old house at Falcarragh stood on its own above a stony beach, a long low farmhouse with a s
The new law was passed in a room that smelled of fresh paint because the old Council chamber had been scrubbed out and the scrubbing had gone deeper than anyone expected. I went down for the vote because Ronan went down for the vote and because the Blackthorn Pack had a stake in it, and I sat in the gallery with Nessa on one side and Oisin on the other, and I listened to eleven Alphas argue about the future of the coast for six hours.The old Council of Alphas had been nine elders and a rule that said whatever the elders decided was law. The new one was different in every way that mattered. Every pack on the island got a seat and a vote, the elders lost the power to make bonds or rule on territory, and the whole thing was written down on paper that any wolf could ask to see. Ronan had drafted half of it in the fishing gear room with a pencil stub and a mug of cold tea, and when Elder Colm read the clause about willing marks aloud the gallery stood up and cheered for so long that Colm







