When I wake up, the first thing I realize is that I'm on a huge bed, and my wedding gown lies next to me, crumpled up in a messy pile of white taffeta and lace. It's chilly and damp. a steady soft pattering tells me it's raining outside.
The room I'm in is blindingly white, and for a second, I begin to panic.
They couldn't have brought me to a mental institution, could they?
But it doesn't smell of disinfectant or bleach, but rather, like lavender, with a twang of something sweet. The bed and pillows are satiny, and the room is far too big to be an institution.
When I lift my head, I begin to feel tipsy, as if I had been drinking with an empty stomach. But my body feels fine, other than a few sore places around my arms and legs. My head hurts a little, too.
My vision clears up quickly, and I sigh with relief. I'm definitely in not an institution...
But I also have no idea where I am.
Enormous windows covered by equally white and pristine curtains line up the walls. The space isn't too large, but it's tastefully furnished. My eyes reach the farthest corner towards a door, and I almost cry out when I see the figure of a man sitting on a chair, hands clasped together and eyes fixed on me.
Not any man.
Maximilian.
He straightens, sitting back on his chair.
"Hello," he says. His hair is now let down, making him look slightly disheveled compared to his pristine appearance earlier at the wedding. The topmost buttons of his white shirt are open, revealing an inch of his chiseled chest. Without his jacket, the outline of his arms is clear.
No wonder nothing I did had hurt him. The seams of his sleeves are struggling to stay in place because of his muscles.
"Are you mute now, too?" He stands and walks over to the bed, instinctively making me flinch. A crooked smile creeps onto his lips at the sight of me recoiling. "I won't hurt you if you behave."
Now, seeing him close up and in this bright light, I notice how tall he is: way over six feet.
"Where are we?" I ask, knowing I probably won't get a straight answer. I brush my hair back with my fingers, getting it out of my face.
He sits at the edge of the bed and eyes my body. Shit. I'm not wearing anything under the sheets.
"Did you undress me?!" I instinctively tug on the sheets to cover more of myself, though it doesn't budge because of his weight.
"Your dress was... cumbersome." He shrugs. "And we're somewhere safe, where no one can get to you."
His nonanswers are infuriating, but then again, that's exactly the same thing I used to do to my father when he questioned me about my... adventures.
The image of his face comes to my mind, and I automatically smile despite the situation I find myself in.
I got away. Well, not technically. I was taken. And this isn't exactly what I envisioned as freedom from my father.
"What's so funny?" Maximilian's voice interrupts my thoughts, bringing me back to the present. He looks at me quizzically, as if trying to figure me out.
"Nothing," I say. For a few seconds, we just stare at each other. Thunder breaks the silence, though it doesn't break the tension between us.
What on earth could I ask him if he isn't going to answer directly? Finally, I decide to go with: "So... What is this all about?"
"Your family had some long outstanding debts..." he says. "We simply collected it."
"And what happens now?"
"We'll see."
His nonanswers are driving me crazy.
Maximilian stands and picks up his jacket from the chair's armrest. "They'll bring you food and water. You've slept all day." He's heading towards the door, and I feel like I'm going to scream.
"No," I say, lowering my voice, trying to stay calm.
"No?" He looks amused. "What do you mean, no? That seems to be your favorite word, isn't it?"
"No, you don't get to just leave without answering. Stop treating me like an idiot. The least you can do is explain the story behind why I ended up here instead of talking to me like I'm four years old." I sit up straighter on the bed, taking care to not let the sheets slide down and reveal a little too much.
It's hard to sound intimidating or exact any amount of pressure with no clothes on. Not only is this situation awkward and possibly dangerous... but it's a little exciting, too.
Back at the mental facility, one of the things I was working on was my "recklessness" and "disregard for my general well-being." Those were the fancy words the psychologists used to describe my "doesn't give a shit" attitude towards life in general.
And it seems that this... recklessness is kicking in right now.
"You don't seem to grasp your situation." Maximilian puts a hand on the doorknob, and I think he's going to step out, but instead, he drops his jacket and strides over to the bed, towering over me.
This time I don't flinch.
"I'll say it once, and I won't say it again. You are in no position to demand anything. Your father gave you away. He was going to do it with Alpha Jack. Don't deny it. We know it was a forced marriage." He leans in closer. "But I own you now. Not your father, not Alpha Jack."
"It's illegal..."
He lets out a hollow, mirthless laugh, cutting me off.
"You're stupider than I thought," he says dismissively.
"It is illegal," I continue. "Even in Pack laws, to claim someone's daughter without marrying them." Now I realize that it does sound a bit silly, given the circumstances.
Human laws don't apply to werewolves, and while most packs adhere to our laws, Maximilian is known for disregarding them.
The worst part is it sounds like I want him to marry me. And as much as I loathed the prospect of marrying Alpha Jack, being safe in his compound sounds slightly more appealing right now.
Maximilian slowly shakes his head.
"That wasn't part of the deal. Until I decide to use you, you shut up and obey. That's all you need to know."
"What was the deal, then?" I say, ignoring what he just said.
His eyes narrow. "Your father can't have kids anymore. Who do you think is tasked with continuing his line?"
I stiffen, not entirely understanding what he means. Part of the reason my father was so eager to marry me off so quickly was that he wanted me to give him grandchildren. A boy that would eventually be Alpha in his stead.
Marrying me off to Alpha Jack would unite the two lines, concentrating all their wealth and power into a new, even stronger pack.
But I hadn't thought so far into the future. I had no intentions of allowing Alpha Jack to do anything to me...
"Have you added it up, now?" That annoying crooked smile of his appears on his face. "Whatever offspring you have will have a claim in everything Moonspell pack owns."
"And you... want that?" I say, trying to circle around what's now becoming more and more obvious.
"It will be my offspring's. Yours. Ours."
Ours? Maximilian seems to relish in watching me figure out what he meant; his wicked smile now reaches his eyes. "So if I were you, I'd be a good girl and try to make this whole thing more pleasant for everyone involved," he says and leaves the room. I hear the key click behind him. I sit there, still trying to make sense of the situation I'm in. Not only am I a hostage, but I'm meant to bear him children. Of course, that was the whole reason for marrying me off to Alpha Jack in the first place. But I had been so sure that I would be able to escape him before I had to sleep with him... And he doesn't seem like the kind of person who would just take me by force. Maximilian, though... I get up and head to the door at the back of the room. Thankfully, it's an equally modern and pristine bathroom, and I get a shower going. There are piles of white, fluffy towels, and all sorts of shampoos and lotions in a corner. The water that pours down from my body is brown, possibly from them
Time moves impossibly slowly as we rush through the highway and the sun begins to peek over the horizon. It's probably been only twenty minutes, but it feels like an eternity. The bleeding in Thomas' arms has stopped, but his wound is still open, and his breathing is almost imperceptible. I place a hand on his forehead. He's deathly cold. In the distance, I can see the city skyline propping up against the vastness of the surrounding forest. We aren't so far out after all. "There's a hospital near the entrance to the city. Can't we just go there?" I plead with Alexei, who has been silent until now. "We don't go to human doctors." Alexei swerves to catch an exit, leading away from the city and away from any hope he'd listen to me. A few minutes later, we're at a port of sorts, and two men open a gate just in time for the car to speed through. "Where are we going?" I ask, not understanding the situation. "We're taking a boat." Calling the thing we board a boat is a severe un
"We were friends while I was still in Moonspell pack," Thomas says before I can speak. I sigh with relief, utterly aware of Maximilian's gaze on me. Friends? I'm pretty sure friends don't do the things we did, and the memory of those evenings threaten to make me blush. "Friends?" Maximilian says, raising an eyebrow. "I lived close to their countryside estate. Helena would spend her summers there. And when I turned 17, I moved to the city to become Alpha Conrad's driver. You know all this..." Tommy is now struggling to stand, but Maximilian doesn't flinch or offer him a seat. He sits there, like a judge and executioner, weighing Tommy's words. "How come you never told me this?" "I wasn't aware she was part of your plans..." I pretend to lose the battle against sleep and turn around, giving Maximilian my back, and trying not to look too comfortable. Even though Thomas is his beta, it's clear that they can't communicate through the mind-link, or else, they probably would be spe
☽ MAXIMILIAN ☾ Things are getting out of control, and I hate not being in control. That's what happens when you delegate things to a man who can't even read or write. But I need a man like Alexei. An empire doesn't run itself just on smart guys. Brawn and a good command of people can go a long way. It takes me half an hour to reach my apartment in the city with the morning traffic, and I'm so pissed off I feel like I'm going to bite someone's head off if they cross me. If only Alexei had kept his fucking mouth shut, I wouldn't be stuck with that girl who's driving me crazy. Everything about her is chaos personified, and I can't have that in my life. Ever since I saw her sitting there in Alpha Jackson's venue, all I've wanted is to rip her clothes off and fuck her senseless. Hear her moan my name and leave her begging for more. She'd be easier to take off my mind if she wasn't so damn... interesting. It's not like I lack women if I feel like having a good bang to cool it off.
"You should get some rest," Giselle tells me, and I instantly relax. Her whole attitude has changed now that Thomas is gone from the room. "We'll get you something to eat and leave it here if you're asleep. I don't care what Alpha Max said. You aren't going anywhere until Tommy is fit to be released." With a nod, she leaves the room. I almost call out to her before the door closes, but I stop myself. She seems to be the top authority here in the hospital, but I doubt she'll listen to me if I tell her I'm here against my will. Now, though, I don't think I would leave even if they'd let me. Not when I've found Thomas, even if he belongs to Maximilian Thorn's pack. I want him to leave with me. I just have to figure out how the hell he ended up with these men and try to convince him to come with me. When I succumb to the sedatives and exhaustion, I dream of the past, but it's more like reliving a memory of me and Thomas when we were younger. We're at the creek close to my father's
I want to tell him to listen to his Alpha, but I don't, because the truth is I don't trust myself around him either. I should be afraid. I should listen to my gut that's telling me that this isn't the same person I fell in love with all these years ago. But he feels so familiar at the same time, and it's not like I have a lot of options. Between staying with him or Alexei or being locked up in some dungeon... "We should go," Thomas says after I stay silent for a few seconds. "The sun will be up soon." He hands me some plastic slippers and opens the door. The hallway outside is eerily silent as we make our way out. I was expecting someone to talk to us or that we'd have to do some paperwork to be released, but we just walk out of the hospital and I'm surprised by the bluish pink sky. "Do you want to drive?" he says, throwing me some car keys. He smiles and keeps on walking toward the parking lot. "What? I don't even know where we're going." I barely manage to catch the keys an
I've done it. I've finally managed to shift. I don't know how, or what the hell just happened, but I'm on all fours, and my senses are maxed out. Everything smells stronger, the light is brighter, and the strength I feel in my limbs is something I've never felt before. It's like I'm moving on clouds. I have paws and claws, and I feel like laughing because my fur is red, almost redder than my hair. I can't speak, though, but I let out a howl that pierces through the morning sky. Even though I'm not paying attention to the house, it's like the fur on my back can feel the four eyes watching me. Tommy stands next to the pool with his jaw dropped, and Alexei is pacing back and forth. "Isn't she too old for this to be her first time?" he grunts. "I don't like this. The place isn't secure enough." I can hear his voice faintly even though they're far away from where I stand. How have I been living without this for so long? "Just let her be for a few minutes, will you?" Tommy snap
Tommy's hoarse words send a shiver down my spine, making the hairs on my arms stand. I want him so much that it hurts. "I'm not scared of you," I whisper into his ear, bringing my cheek next to his. He slowly pulls his face away from mine, letting go of my wrists. Without warning, he pushes me onto the bed, and the towel that had been covering the lower part of my body slips away, leaving me completely naked.Now I'm so aroused that I want to squirm, but I try to play it lightly. Gods, he's gorgeous. I watch him head over to the windows and close the curtains, though it's clear he's having a hard time keeping his gaze away from me.He roughly tugs at them and they're closed, and he turns his full attention to me. Like a predator, he circles the bed, his eyes devouring every inch of my bare body lying on the bed in full display. I slowly stretch my arms and pull apart my legs just enough so he can't really see me. "I should shower," I say, and yawn. Then I start to sit up. He grab