Time moves impossibly slowly as we rush through the highway and the sun begins to peek over the horizon. It's probably been only twenty minutes, but it feels like an eternity.
The bleeding in Thomas' arms has stopped, but his wound is still open, and his breathing is almost imperceptible.
I place a hand on his forehead. He's deathly cold.
In the distance, I can see the city skyline propping up against the vastness of the surrounding forest. We aren't so far out after all.
"There's a hospital near the entrance to the city. Can't we just go there?" I plead with Alexei, who has been silent until now.
"We don't go to human doctors." Alexei swerves to catch an exit, leading away from the city and away from any hope he'd listen to me.
A few minutes later, we're at a port of sorts, and two men open a gate just in time for the car to speed through.
"Where are we going?" I ask, not understanding the situation.
"We're taking a boat."
Calling the thing we board a boat is a severe understatement. It's more like a big motorized kayak, and Alexei props Thomas down on one of the seats. I hold on to his back as we rush through rough waters.
I am so confused and terrified, though I hate to admit it. I don't like water, and for a second, I'm afraid that Alexei is just taking us out to sea to dump our bodies there so no one will find us.
But a few moments later, we enter a path through some wetlands. It's a mangrove maze, and I have no idea how he knows where we're going. Soon enough, a dock of sorts comes into view, and Alexei stops the boat.
Farther behind, there's a guard post, and men rush toward us.
"Take him to Giselle," Alexei says, stepping onto the dock, and making the boat wobble. I hold on to Thomas' inert body while trying not to fall off myself.
The men roughly pick him up and they carry him quickly away from sight behind the trees while I struggle to get out of the boat and run after them. When my bare, sore feet hit the pavement, they almost sizzle. It's burning hot.
"Woah, woah, woah, you aren't going anywhere," Alexei cries out behind me. He's busy tying up the boat to the dock. "I will take you to the clinic. Wait."
I step back onto the wooden pier and stop to take a look at this place. Down the pavement path, there's a tall chain-link fence
It's like a fortress hidden in the middle of wetlands.
"Cover your eyes," he says, handing me a dark piece of fabric. "And get on."
He opens the garage door next to the guard post and gets on a motorcycle. The engine rushes to life, and he turns it toward me.
"Come on!" he yells, and I step up behind him. I don't like the proximity of his bare chest against my shirt, but I grab onto him, anyway. "And put on that damned mask if you don't want me to toss you into the water."
I place it on my head, but I lower it a bit. Alexei glances back and seems satisfied with what I did, so he accelerates.
I can't believe my eyes once we fully enter what seems to be an enormous compound. There are cozy-looking homes with perfectly tended front yards and paved streets.
We even pass by a group of children playing basketball on the sidewalk.
What is this place?
We then make it to an enormous clinic and I quickly move the mask up before Alexei is off the motorcycle. I hear someone's footsteps approach us.
"Honey, do you need care, too?" It's a woman's voice, and I assume she's talking to me, though she says nothing about the black thing on my face.
"I..."
"Yes, she has a few cuts," Alexei says. "Take her to a secure wing."
The woman gently grabs me by the arm and starts guiding me.
"We should get you a chair. Don't want to step on the dirty clinic's floors like that."
"Where is Thomas?" I cut in, as the cool air conditioner greets me when some doors close to us open.
"Beta Tommy is with Healer Giselle. He will recover," the woman says.
Beta Tommy?
As in beta to Alpha Maximilian Thorn?
"Liz, shut it," Alexei growls from nearby. "What part of secure didn't you get?"
"You don't get to boss me around in the clinic, mister. You shut it," Liz says, and in an instant, I feel her gently pushing me back.
"Sit," she says, as I realize there's a wheelchair behind me. "We'll get you patched up in no time."
She wheels me for a few seconds, greeting other people as we move. Then she comes to an abrupt stop, and even with my eyes covered, I know who's in her way. I don't know if it's his scent or just a change of tension in the air, but I know it's him.
"I will take her," Maximilian's deep voice says.
"Alpha, sir, Alexei said..." I feel Liz letting go of the chair's handles. "I'm taking her to the secure wing."
"Thank you, Liz."
I hear Maximilian step closer and roughly start moving the wheelchair behind me.
He startles me by placing his mouth really close to my ear.
"You shouldn't be here..." he whispers.
"Thomas is-"
"Tommy is fine," he says, cutting me off. "And I'm very curious as to how you know him."
So Thomas, or Tommy as he seems to be what they call him here, hadn't told Maximilian anything about me. Or is this just a trick to get me to reveal something?
We start descending, and I begin to dread what their secure place is.
"You can take the cover off," he says, and I comply.
There's a long hallway and doors to the side. He wheels me into a windowless room and I freeze.
The bed has manacles for hands and legs, and curved edges everywhere... just like the mental institution my father confined me to a few years ago.
My heart begins to race and my breathing becomes labored.
Maximilian stands over me, a frown on his face.
"Are you OK?" he asks, but I can't hear him. I realize I'm having a panic attack, even though my rational side tells me this is not the same place. This is just so I don't see other people. Just to keep me safe. Anything but tied up to a bed...
"Helena?!" He kneels and looks into my eyes. But my labored breathing doesn't stop and there's nothing I can do to stop it.
I begin to choke for air, and Maximilian rushes out of the room, calling people. There's a flurry of people coming in and they move me to the bed, which sends me heaving even more.
Maximilian grabs my face and comes very near.
"You are safe here, Helena. Nothing is going to happen to you. You are safe," he repeats these words, but my body is shaking uncontrollably.
I barely feel someone pinch me, and my spasms begin to slow down. My vision fades away, and I finally relax, hearing the doctors and nurses murmur around me.
At one point they start moving the bed, and we're going up again. They make a big fuss about closing all the curtains when they haul me into a room above ground.
I drift in and out of sleep, and every time I wake up, Maximilian is still there, standing at the foot of the bed.
I try to keep my eyes open. Gone is the concerned man who had been trying to calm me down just moments ago.
It's been a while since I've had a panic attack, and now that I'm sedated, I wish he would just go away. I want to see Thomas, but I can't bring myself to tell him that.
He looks angry or disappointed, or both.
"I don't know what happened to you down there," he says. "But if you don't want to end up in a place like that..."
The door opens and in walks Thomas, his arm in a sling and the other one dragging an IV pole. Maximilian glares at him.
I'm struggling to keep my eyes open.
"Max..." Thomas closes the door.
"Aren't you supposed to be recovering from nearly dying?" Maximilian eyes us both suspiciously.
"A nurse said she had a panic attack..." Thomas looks torn between staying close to the door and coming over to my bed.
"I'm OK," I croak.
Maximilian takes a seat on the bench near the window.
"Well, since the two of you are here, why don't you begin to explain what the fuck is going on?"
"We were friends while I was still in Moonspell pack," Thomas says before I can speak. I sigh with relief, utterly aware of Maximilian's gaze on me. Friends? I'm pretty sure friends don't do the things we did, and the memory of those evenings threaten to make me blush. "Friends?" Maximilian says, raising an eyebrow. "I lived close to their countryside estate. Helena would spend her summers there. And when I turned 17, I moved to the city to become Alpha Conrad's driver. You know all this..." Tommy is now struggling to stand, but Maximilian doesn't flinch or offer him a seat. He sits there, like a judge and executioner, weighing Tommy's words. "How come you never told me this?" "I wasn't aware she was part of your plans..." I pretend to lose the battle against sleep and turn around, giving Maximilian my back, and trying not to look too comfortable. Even though Thomas is his beta, it's clear that they can't communicate through the mind-link, or else, they probably would be spe
☽ MAXIMILIAN ☾ Things are getting out of control, and I hate not being in control. That's what happens when you delegate things to a man who can't even read or write. But I need a man like Alexei. An empire doesn't run itself just on smart guys. Brawn and a good command of people can go a long way. It takes me half an hour to reach my apartment in the city with the morning traffic, and I'm so pissed off I feel like I'm going to bite someone's head off if they cross me. If only Alexei had kept his fucking mouth shut, I wouldn't be stuck with that girl who's driving me crazy. Everything about her is chaos personified, and I can't have that in my life. Ever since I saw her sitting there in Alpha Jackson's venue, all I've wanted is to rip her clothes off and fuck her senseless. Hear her moan my name and leave her begging for more. She'd be easier to take off my mind if she wasn't so damn... interesting. It's not like I lack women if I feel like having a good bang to cool it off.
"You should get some rest," Giselle tells me, and I instantly relax. Her whole attitude has changed now that Thomas is gone from the room. "We'll get you something to eat and leave it here if you're asleep. I don't care what Alpha Max said. You aren't going anywhere until Tommy is fit to be released." With a nod, she leaves the room. I almost call out to her before the door closes, but I stop myself. She seems to be the top authority here in the hospital, but I doubt she'll listen to me if I tell her I'm here against my will. Now, though, I don't think I would leave even if they'd let me. Not when I've found Thomas, even if he belongs to Maximilian Thorn's pack. I want him to leave with me. I just have to figure out how the hell he ended up with these men and try to convince him to come with me. When I succumb to the sedatives and exhaustion, I dream of the past, but it's more like reliving a memory of me and Thomas when we were younger. We're at the creek close to my father's
I want to tell him to listen to his Alpha, but I don't, because the truth is I don't trust myself around him either. I should be afraid. I should listen to my gut that's telling me that this isn't the same person I fell in love with all these years ago. But he feels so familiar at the same time, and it's not like I have a lot of options. Between staying with him or Alexei or being locked up in some dungeon... "We should go," Thomas says after I stay silent for a few seconds. "The sun will be up soon." He hands me some plastic slippers and opens the door. The hallway outside is eerily silent as we make our way out. I was expecting someone to talk to us or that we'd have to do some paperwork to be released, but we just walk out of the hospital and I'm surprised by the bluish pink sky. "Do you want to drive?" he says, throwing me some car keys. He smiles and keeps on walking toward the parking lot. "What? I don't even know where we're going." I barely manage to catch the keys an
I've done it. I've finally managed to shift. I don't know how, or what the hell just happened, but I'm on all fours, and my senses are maxed out. Everything smells stronger, the light is brighter, and the strength I feel in my limbs is something I've never felt before. It's like I'm moving on clouds. I have paws and claws, and I feel like laughing because my fur is red, almost redder than my hair. I can't speak, though, but I let out a howl that pierces through the morning sky. Even though I'm not paying attention to the house, it's like the fur on my back can feel the four eyes watching me. Tommy stands next to the pool with his jaw dropped, and Alexei is pacing back and forth. "Isn't she too old for this to be her first time?" he grunts. "I don't like this. The place isn't secure enough." I can hear his voice faintly even though they're far away from where I stand. How have I been living without this for so long? "Just let her be for a few minutes, will you?" Tommy snap
Tommy's hoarse words send a shiver down my spine, making the hairs on my arms stand. I want him so much that it hurts. "I'm not scared of you," I whisper into his ear, bringing my cheek next to his. He slowly pulls his face away from mine, letting go of my wrists. Without warning, he pushes me onto the bed, and the towel that had been covering the lower part of my body slips away, leaving me completely naked.Now I'm so aroused that I want to squirm, but I try to play it lightly. Gods, he's gorgeous. I watch him head over to the windows and close the curtains, though it's clear he's having a hard time keeping his gaze away from me.He roughly tugs at them and they're closed, and he turns his full attention to me. Like a predator, he circles the bed, his eyes devouring every inch of my bare body lying on the bed in full display. I slowly stretch my arms and pull apart my legs just enough so he can't really see me. "I should shower," I say, and yawn. Then I start to sit up. He grab
I've spent hours pacing around the room and watching the prettiest but loneliest sunset of my life. Back at home, I could at least call Joan. Here, I don't dare leave the room in case Maximilian is still downstairs. And I'm still mad at Tommy for leaving me the way he did. A knock on the door stops me in my tracks, and the door opens before I can respond. "Dinner," Tommy says coldly, closing the door behind him. The instant it closes, his face changes into a frown. "He's still here, isn't he?" I say. I don't even need to name him. Tommy nods and sets down a tray with chicken and noodles. "Lena, if he even suspects..." I rush to him and his words are drowned by the kiss I place on his slips. Without meaning to, I've slammed into him, sending his back against the closed door. "Stop," he pushes me away gently but firmly. "Do you really not understand what he'd do to me if he knew?" His angry voice only encourages me further, but I let go and brusquely turn away. "You're a cowa
☽ MAXIMILIAN ☾ "Useless." Petra wipes her sweaty brow and bends to pick up her shirt from the mat. "That's what you are unless you learn how to shift and fight." Without glancing in Lena's direction, she heads over to the locker rooms, still panting from beating up Lena. The Princess is on the floor, also catching her breath. Dark blue and purple bruises are beginning to form on her stomach, ribs, arms, and legs. I'm not sorry for her. Ok. Maybe Petra had gotten a little carried away. She could have paced herself once she realized Lena really couldn't shift or fight. But everyone in the pack undergoes this ritual. To become stronger your first need to break. I would know. She stands and sways a bit as if gathering her strength, giving me a deathlike glare before stepping outside. I find her leaning against the car, her head resting on the top. Her neck and chest drip with sweat, threatening to give me a hard-on. I wish I could say her messy hair and beat-up look make her le