Caterina
When I get back to the penthouse, I see a familiar body pacing the entryway and run to meet him.
“Viktor!” I exclaim, wrapping my arms around his neck and breathing in his familiar scent, but something was wrong. I let go of him, realizing that he didn’t even hold me back, and when I look into his eyes, I see nothing but worry.
“Caterina, I got her,” he says, then pulls me towards the powder room. We stand in front of the large windows, and he leans his head against it. I place a hand on his upper arm, and he looks towards me.
“Tell me,” I say, but he shakes his head, and his face crumples up while he slides to the floor.
“I can’t; you’ll be in danger as well. I thought I could trust him, but I was wrong! How could he do this to me?!” Viktor exclaims, sobbing silently. I sit down next to him and wrap my arms around him.
“You need to go to Kai with this, Viktor. No matter what it is, you need to tell him.” I sa
Caterina Kai never came. It was midnight when I went to Nikolai’s penthouse with a bodyguard in tow to let him loose and help him to the bed as he passed out. Afterwards, I eventually willed myself to fall asleep, without a mate and no one to claim me. Was something out there more important than me? It seems that I am left behind yet again and this time by the man who swore to protect me and claim me as his Luna. A whimper woke me, and something warm pressed up against my back. I opened my eyes, and for a second, I didn’t remember where I was - until his scent reminded me. Kai was in bed with me, his arm a vice around my waist. I sigh and check the time on the bedside table: 5 am. So he eventually came home, but not when I needed him to. My inner wolf curls up at the scent of our mate, and I find myself feeling incredibly happy even though my heart was steeped in misery. Another whimper, then a whine, and my eyes shoot open ag
Kai I awoke to the sound of the shower running and pulled myself out of bed. Last night’s events were still fresh in my mind; the smell of death, the feeling of the pack link snapping and finding Viktor’s body. I could even still taste his blood as I devoured his heart. Some fucking Alpha I am; I couldn’t even protect my own flesh and blood. Sitting forward on the bed, I lean forward and rest my elbows on my knees before letting out a sigh. What a fucked up few weeks. The shower stops, and a few minutes later, Caterina emerges and heads straight to her walk-in without so much as a glance towards me. I know she must still be reeling from the news about Viktor, as I found out that the two of them have gotten close over the last few days. That and the fact that my beast nearly killed her. Fuck, I need to pull myself together before I genuinely lose my shit, so I walk towards the bathroom with the intent of washing some of the gri
Caterina I knew it; he forgot. As expected, I am an afterthought in Kai’s existence and no better than an omega. I understand Viktor was viciously murdered last night, but Kai couldn’t even spare me a phone call the entire day, much less a text. He spoke of a full moon ritual, but I wonder if he even prepared for it at all. What purpose is it to be mated to someone who didn’t even care about your happiness? I continue to stare out the window at the world below and start to wonder where precisely I belong. It certainly wasn’t on the other side of New York, but now I am doubting if this side is any better. Viktor is gone; my only companion in this place found out the wrong things and got murdered for it. So what exactly is the use? I’ve done nothing all my life but wonder why I was even born, purely to be mistreated and harmed. If I had to leave, I doubt Kai would even notice. As I let out a sigh, an idea occurre
Caterina There’re flames everywhere, and I hear the distinct sounds of bones being mangled and crushed between a powerful set of jaws. Screams, blended with the smell of blood, fear, and death, had me feeling dizzy. I walk towards the sound of a woman screaming, but suddenly I hear her heart stop beating and froze in place. Where the hell am I? I glance around the room, feeling nostalgic, but it is when my eyes land on the chandelier that I realise where I am: Volkov Mansion. This must be a dream, because the mansion is in immaculate condition with no traces of a past fire having broken out. Swallowing hard, I wander further inside to where the stink of death is more palpable. Why am I dreaming this, though? Is it supposed to be an omen of some sort? Another scream pierced the air, and then I could hear whimpering. Naturally, my curious, foolish self runs towards the sound, but what I see shakes me to my core;
Caterina /“You have much to learn, little wolf, and my gift will help you see.”/ This is what the woman in the woods said before she touched me. Was this her gift, to be able to see into the past or the future? I look at Kai’s troubled expression, and I am filled with remorse at the words I just spoke. As the horror gives way to disbelief, I sink to the floor with my head in my hands. “I don’t want this…” I whisper to myself, but feel Kai inching closer to me…. Reaching out to me. “Caterina-” “No! Don’t touch me! I don’t want to see it again!” I cry out, fear gripping my heart. I don’t know if a simple touch triggers it, all I know is that I do NOT want to go back to whatever it is that I saw! Kai grimaces at my reaction, which is understandable because even I don’t know what is happening right now. He holds out his hand for me to take. Then gestures to the bed. “I’m not sure what’s going on ri
Kai She knows about my past now. It’s only a matter of time before she resolves to leave and reject me. I thought this would stay buried until I was ready to confess my sin to her, but it looks like the Goddess had other things in store for us. I peer up at the woman who I keep disappointing at every turn, but instead of finding a look of disgust on her face, there was compassion. “So this is what Viktor meant about you needing to tell me what happened instead of him.” She says and moves closer to me, taking care to not touch me with her hand, even though I could tell that she was dying to. “You don’t need to tell me what happened right now. I can see you’re still struggling with it. But please realize that even if you do tell me, I will still be here, okay? You’re my mate and I will stand by you no matter what hides in your past.” She says with that beautiful smile of hers that gets my heart pumping every time. “Besides, if t
Caterina Why are they staring at me like that? Did I say something wrong? “What?” I ask, taking a step back, but Kai grabs my wrist and pulls me towards the floor-length mirror in my walk-in. “What’s going on…” I trail off as I catch my reflection in the mirror, realising that my once silver Beta eyes were now shining gold. Moving closer to the mirror, I observe the different colours of my eyes, but as I do, something occurs to me. I look up at Kai. “This eye colour… it’s the same as the woman I met in the woods. Her eyes glistened gold,” I say, remembering how calm I felt when I looked at her. Kai breathes out a sigh and pinches the bridge of his nose. “I have no fucking idea what this could mean,” he says, clearly exasperated by what was happening to me. I wish I knew what the woman in the woods has planned for me, and if she was the Goddess, why choose me for this? I suppose I could wonder until I was blue i
Caterina Wait a minute; my goddess was the fated mate of Kai’s werewolf god? I wasn’t even aware that she was a consort instead of having a consort of her own. Blinking in surprise at his words, Kai chuckles and gestures for me to sit and continue my breakfast. “I would have thought your pack cared about their history as all werewolves do, but it seems that I was sorely mistaken. Your father has run that pack into the ground, and it is a pity too since my grandfather used to have an understanding with the Alpha of the third generation of Sable Hides.” He says, downing the last bit of his coffee. I frown at this. “Is that why my father approached you in the hall?” I ask as I think back to when Kai appeared at the reception, and he nods. “He has been trying to reestablish the old agreement, but after what happened last time, I will not reconsider. You being my mate is the only link I will ever have with the Sable Hide Pack, but