Maddix's POV (Continuation)Tinignan ko siya mula ulo hanggang paa para sana ipakita na hinahanap ko ang sinasabi niyang hindi siya bata, pero mas lalo akong nainis dahil bigla akong nainitan nang hagudin ko siya ng tingin.What the hell, Maddix? Just what the hell?"Bata ka pa. Wendell is 28 years old. Babaeng gaya ng nasa paligid mo ang kailangan niya, Bata. You think you can do what those woman doing?" I said that again to remind myself. Nababaliw na ako."Umuwi ka na. Hindi ito playground," mariin na dugtong ko pa at lalagpasan na sana siya, pero hinarangan niya na ako! God knows I did my best not to look at her chest with that slight showing! Bakit ba siya nagsusuot ng ganito?!"And what makes you think na hindi ko kaya?" Oh damn! Stop it, Aliyah! Hindi ka nakakatulong. Umuwi ka na lang at huwag ng babalik sa gamitong lugar!Umigting ang panga ko at tinignan siya ng masama. "Why? Are you going to kiss Wendell?"Thinking about that want me to punch Wendell lips. Ang sarap burahin
34Aliyah's POVNalaglag ang balikat ko habang isa-isa nang tumatayo ang mga kasamahan ko sa trabaho sa kanilang mga upuan. Biglaan ang desisyon na kahit magandang balita iyon sa'kin bilang empleyado ay hindi ko kayang maging masaya."Congratulations, Miss Aliyah! We're so happy for you. Everything your hard work is now paying off. You deserve it," maligayang sambit ng mga nakapaligid sa'kin at isa-isa silang lumapit para batiin ako sa promotion.They are happy now because the CEO appointed me to manage the hotel branch in the Philippines. They say that I deserve all of these. Gaya ng sabi nila lahat ng pagod ko ay nagbunga na, but I don't know if I can go home to the Philippines, even though it's already been 6 years.Pinatawag kaming lahat dahil sa may mahalaga raw na announcement. I know that the hotel branch in the Philippines was already done, but I was a bit shocked when the CEO announced that she was appointing me as a Hotel General manager.I should be happy. This is the best
35 "There will be no problem when you return to the Philippines, but the question here is, Iha, are you ready? Just like what you said, there's a possibility that you two will meet because the company you work for and the Villaranzas have a partnership. Villaranza was a Faja Hotel stockholder. Are you ready?" Tito Peter said when I said kailangan kong umuwi ng Pilipinas para sa trabaho. Nasabi ko rin na may koneksyon ang kompanyang pinagtatrabahuan ko sa mga Villaranza. Noong una ay natahimik silang lahat sa hapag, pero kalaunan ay binasag ni Tito ang katahimikam. Nasa hapag kaming lahat. Mama was shocked but remained silent in her seat. "And are you ready to tell him everything kapag nagkita kayo? Say sorry about what you did years ago? Alam ko na hindi na maaayos ang lahat ng nangyare sa nakaraan at ilang taon na ang nakalipas, it was late if you were going to say sorry now, but you still need to beg for his forgiveness. 'Yun lang ang magagawa mo ngayon," he continued. I took a d
36Namumula na ng subra ang ilong ni Ricy at naririnig ko na ang daing nito. It was obvious that he was hurt when the small suitcase fell on his face. Some staff are coming on us and asking what happened, including Freda and others in our team who were on the other side of the plane. They approached us and asked what happened. A stewardess took a compress para sa namumulang ilong ni Ricy.Maddix is already getting the bag na nahulog niya kanina. Kunot ang noo niya, habang pinupulot iyon na para bang naiirita siya sa bag na 'yun. He looked at Ricy again before putting the bag sa taas. Napakurap-kurap ako nang mapasulyap siya sa'kin, pero bago pa ako makapag-iwas ng tingin ay mas nauna itong nag-iwas ng tingin at bumalik na siya sa pagkakaupo, na parang walang nangyare. He didn't even ask if Ricy was fine.He is really Maddix Villaranza. Nakagat ko ang labi at unti-unting napaayos sa pagkakaupo.Ghad! Bakit naman agad-agad, lord? Di pa nga ako nakakaapak sa Pilipinas nakita ko na siya.
37Everyone is busy with the opening of the hotel. Many high-profile people were invited, so that's not surprising because this is a big hotel. A lot of the press is also here to get some news about this. Nasa tabi naman ako ngayon ni Mrs. Fajardo para salubungin ang ilang pang kilalang tao na nagsasadatingan pa lang.I am holding plenty of lei garland in my arms. I smile at the person in front of me; she is also one of the stockholders at naalala ko na minsan ko na siyang nakita sa Canada noon.I placed a lei garland around her neck and politely welcomed her. They talked for a while with Mrs. Fajardo before going inside. That was the scenario until I spotted the familiar woman. It was hard to keep a smile on my face when I saw that girl I saw at the airport; next to her was Maddix.I saw Maddix laughing when that girl said something to him. Nakakawit ang kamay ng babae sa braso ni Maddix. Nakuha tuloy nila ang ilang mga press at dinumog sila. Napansin ko ang pagdaan ng mata ni Maddix
38Ricy and I were scolded afterwards. We know that we did something wrong. We were considered the General Manager and Manager of the hotel, pero nagawa pa namin na magbangayan sa gitna ng trabaho.Malalim na buntong hininga ang napakawalan ko nang maalala ang nangyare. He used to look at me like that. May pag-iingat at pag-aalala. He used to look at me like I was the most beautiful girl he saw. Yung paraan ng tingin niya ngayon sa Kaye na iyon, sa'kin yun noon, pero dahil sa katangahan ko, dahil paniniwala sa isang kasinungalingan at dahil subrang sama ng ginawa ko noon, ngayon, ibang-iba na ang titig niya sa'kin.I bite my lower lips and can't help but let the tears flow in my eyes while staring at my reflection in the mirror. I have no right to cry, but I can't help it. I'm in my room, the working hour is done, and because I'm alone, the things that enter my mind keep coming. I was like that in 30 minutes. Thinking about him.Pinunasan ko ang luha sa mata ko nang matauhan ako. I tr
39What? Anong yes? Anong sinasabi niyang yes? Hindi ba siya nandidiri? Nagpapatawa ba siya? Napansin niya ang pagtataka ko kaya sinulyapan niya ako. Nilapit niya ang sarili para bulungan ako."Ngayon lang 'to, sakyan mo na lang," he said before laughing kaya mas lalo akong naguluhan. Muli siyang lumapit at muling bumulong. "Tumawa ka na lang na para bang may nakakatawa," bulong nito.Para tuloy akong tanga nang tumawa ako dahil kitang-kita na alanganing tawa iyon, pero ang pagkukunwaring pagtawa niya ay naging totoo."Ang pangit ng tawa mo," he said while laughing hindi ko tuloy napigilan ang kamay ko na kurutin siya.Nang sulyapan ko ang mga pinsan ko ay subrang tahimik na nila, hindi ko namalayan na nanonood pala sila sa'min ni Ricy. Napakagat ako ng labi at muling kinurot si Ricy dahil tumawa pa rin ito. Napadaing ito dahil napalakas ang pagkurot ko."Gwapo sana yang Maddix, kaso masama ugali. Mahilig ako sa gwapo, pero hindi ko gusto yung ginawan niya sayo noong opening," biglang
40He wants my body. He wants to have s3x with me, hanggang sa magsawa siya. In exchange for his forgiveness, he will take my body. I want to cry very hard after hearing what he said. Ibang-iba na talaga siya. My chest was getting tight, and it was hard to breathe, but I tried to hide it and not show it to him.He remained there, standing and staring at me. I heard his sigh. When he tried to open the car door again, I blocked him again so he couldn't open the car door."Fuck! What the fuck is your problem?" Inis na pagmumura niya. Nakapikit ako ng mariin. He have fiance kaya bakit? Gagamitin niya ang katawan ko. Ganito ba siya kagalit? Of course, Aliyah."Hindi mo ba ako narinig? I want you to leave me. Ano ba ang hindi mo maintindihan sa sinabi ko---""At kapag pumayag ako sa gusto mo? You will forgive me? Katawan ko para sa kapatawaran ko?" Minulat ko ang mata at tinignan siya sa mata niya ng buong tapang. Nakita ko ang dumaang gulat sa mata niya sa tanong ko.He tried to open his