I just slightly smiled at her as I pulled my hands. It was the first time that someone talked to me, nicely. But it was just the same as before. I'm still having panic attacks. I slowly gasped. I bow my head and I was about to go when she talked again. I clenched my fist as I calmed myself.
"Anyways, I know about your condition, you have dysphemia, right? I'm sorry, I know it was rude of me." my lips parted but I hesitantly smiled at her and nodded.
She smiled at me too. "You know what? I understand you, my mother is like that too. But she's going on treatment so somehow she doesn't stutter anymore."
I averted my eyes from him. I don't know what to say. I inhaled and exhaled to calm myself more.
"Don't worry, I won't judge you. Anyway, can we be friends?"
I was about to nod but someone called my name. I saw Azazel standing right in front of the door of our classroom. His face was so dark that I shivered. I swallowed as I stared at him
I was humming while drawing. I glanced at him from time to time. I saw him bit his lips trying to suppressed something on his lips. He smirked and looked at me."Are you trying to draw me?" and I could almost throw my sketchpad at him when he said that.I looked away in fear and embarrassment. Can't he be drawn? I sighed in fear in my chest. Look, what you have done. Fortunately, my sketching is done. The only thing I need is to detail some parts. I hid my face on my sketch and I heard him clicked his tongue. I leaned against the car window as the sketchpad rested on my face.I was so drowsy that I didn't realize I fell asleep. I woke up when someone is caressing my cheeks softly, I opened my eyes to see a pair of hawk gray eyes. They were looking at me with unknown emotions. Suddenly, he leaned on me. He bit my lips that made me pushed him immediately. Azazel smirked at me before pulling away completely."Get up, we're already here." I rolled my eyes and
As I stared at Azazel, I swallowed. I noticed him furrowing his brow. I quickly averted my gaze and resumed my painting.What on earth am I thinking? Did I hear it wrong? Perhaps my mind is just messing with me. I closed my eyes for a moment and focussed on the painting. But I almost jumped when I felt his hand on my elbow. I was stunned for a moment before slowly looking at him. He's still staring at me intently. And I'm not sure why I was reminded of my dream again. I turned away from him, my gaze averted. I shouldn't have thought about it. That is entirely wrong."What are you thinking?" I can hear a playful tone in his voice. I just looked at him and shook my head. He didn't say anything, but he let go of my elbow. While he was staring at me, I resumed my painting. As a result, I shivered while painting. Of course, who wouldn't be nervous if he's looking at me?When his phone rang, I noticed him frown before picking up the phone.He left a few moments
My heart is pounding in my chest. I'm not sure why or for what I'm feeling this way. I exhaled to calm myself down. Perhaps I would pass out if I didn't do that.The dish had been cooking for some time, but I had forgotten to steam the rice. I scratched my chin and sighed.I was overjoyed to see a rice cooker. I used it before sitting in the kitchen counter stall. But after a few moments, Azazel appeared beside me. My heartbeat quickens once more. And here we are once more. I made a fist as I felt him staring at me. I need to calm down."Are you bothered by their presence?" He spoke softly, but I could hear him.I shook my head at him, not looking at him. I just kept looking ahead, trying to avoid his gaze. Because if I saw his eyes, I might pass out from nervousness. To be honest, I'm always nervous when he's near me. That's in spite of the fact that I'm always afraid of him.As I felt him, I played with my hand. He got even closer to me
I tried to avoid him when he approached me. But I couldn't move because the couch we were sitting on was so small. He leaned in close to me. The way he looked at me was strange once more. I was struck by nervousness yet again."You need to talk, mi amore. I'm sure you can; I've already heard you. Why hesitant now?" I shook my head again at him. I couldn't do it, I just couldn't do it. His fingers touched against my cheeks. For a brief moment, he stroked it.I noticed his gaze fixed on my lips. He caressed my lower lip in an unsettling manner with his thumb. It bothers me so much that I can't relax. He looked up at me once more, his finger still caressing my lip. I gasped for air as I watched what he was doing.What exactly is he doing to me?"...Sera..." His brow furrowed slightly as he looked at me. His finger kept caressing my lips. I am well aware of this. I'm not that stupid to be ignorant of
I'm not sure how many times I breathed. I even saw Azi barking while jumping on me. I took him in my arms and placed him on my lap. Even now, I can't get over what happened."Hmm, you're mine." He even spoke to me in hushed tones. I simply bit my lower lip and closed my eyes tightly."Holy- sex in the living room? Azazel, are you serious?"Azazel's eyes widened, but he seemed even more taken aback. He immediately wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tightly. He switched our places. He was now on top of me, and I was almost lying down on the sofa."Fuck! Turn around!" He screams at his twins. His voice remained cold.I can hear Samael laughing. I simply picked up my white blouse, which had been placed on the counter table. I looked at Azazel. Our gazes locked, I instinctively bit my lower lip. He was staring at me as I buttoned my blouse. He just left me when I put on my shirt. But before turning away from me, he licked his lips. He put his shir
Nazarel smirked at us. "Azazel, you're a wuss. Remember what we talked about." Nazarel said as he walked away, he gave me one last look."What the fuck? Dude, what was that?" I noticed Samael crease his brow."Tss, just get back to your work." Azazel whisked me away. We exited the nightclub as the silence filled between us. I couldn't protest even if I wanted to.He drew a cigarette and lit it. As he leaned against his car, he fixed his gaze on me."Would you mind?" He said this while putting the cigarette in his mouth.I really don’t like a person who smokes. But then I shook my head and just watched him puff on his cigarette. I just stood there in front of him, watching him smoke himself to death.I have a lot of questions running through my head. But I don't know how to ask it away on him. I don't think I'll be able to ask him. Right now, he has seemed enraged and dangerous. That's how I've always felt. I knew he was a dangerous typ
"Maybe, she's really that girl. God, I thought she's beautiful...""She's probably just flirting with Azel, that's why they are always together.""She's not even satisfied yet, she's flirting with the triplets! My god!"When I noticed students staring at me, my brow furrowed. This isn't the first time I've noticed them staring at me. Surprisingly, it seems that I am the one they are referring to.I simply bowed my head. Seraphina, what do you expect? That they will treat you as if you were a regular student here? You just wish, Sera, it's not going to happen. Not in this lifetime. Even if you continue to shed blood. No one will feel sorry for you if you bend down and slide in the mud. Maybe some of them, but they're not going to help you.I was about to ignore them when I noticed Eyla approaching me. She was so enraged. Her piercing gaze was fixed on me.My eyes widened, and I quickly gathered my belongings and prepared to leave, but they al
I'm not sure how I made it home safely. All I remember is Kate driving me home. She tried to talk to me, but I never responded. I was completely silent the entire time. And when I got home, I was still crying and staring blankly at the ceiling. My sobs can still be heard. I've already texted Señora Vetrua that I'm not going to the club to do my job. I simply stated that I felt terrible. I just can't seem to find myself working in the meantime.My mind is confused, and I can't work properly when I'm like this.I was lying on my small bed when I noticed Azi staring at me. He approached me as if he knew how I felt. I sat down and stroked his fur as I picked him up. He's so adorable when he's looking at me. He was still groaning slightly as if trying to relieve me. I simply smiled."Do I really deserve this, Azi? Why is everyone treating me this way? I just want to be like everyone else."And I