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CHAPTER 43: Hell If I Knew

Author: Donna Sheldon
last update Last Updated: 2025-05-22 23:56:53

CAPTAIN

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The second Andrew’s car pulled out of the lot, I let my forehead collapse onto the steering wheel with a loud, echoing thunk.

“Fuck!” I groaned, dragging the word out like it might relieve some of the tension buzzing through my whole damn body. But no, of course it didn’t. That shit never worked. My forehead throbbed now too.

I slammed the steering wheel again. Not hard, just enough to bounce my head a little and maybe jar the embarrassment loose. It clung on tighter.

“Would you let me?” I repeated aloud, mocking myself with an exaggerated whine.

What the hell had possessed me to say that? Like, what the actual fuck, dude?

That wasn’t something you just threw out there like asking someone if they wanted fries. That was—hell, that was insane. And I said it. I said it out loud. With my mouth. To his face. After we’d already had a weird, emotional moment in the car about OnlyFans.

Christ.

I pressed my fingers to my temples and rubbed. My skull felt like it was overheating, bo
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