LOGIN(4 Years Later)
Logan POV The house leans a little to the left, like even it’s hungover from last semester. Peeling white paint, porch railing that wobbles when you breathe near it, and a dented mailbox with a faded Hartwell Hockey sticker still clinging to the side. Someone spray-painted ICE HOUSE ’24 across the steps last spring, and the blue letters have already cracked from too many storms. It’s ugly, but it’s ours. I drop my duffel onto the porch, stretch, and grin up at the sagging roofline. “Miss me, Ice House?” The door’s unlocked—of course it is. It always is. Inside smells like beer, sweat, detergent, and a little bit of victory. The perfect cocktail of college glory. “Shaw!” Cole Matthews’ voice booms from the kitchen before I even hit the living room. He appears a second later, a case of beer balanced on one arm, his captain’s jacket hanging open. Blond hair messy, sunglasses still on even though the sun’s dipping low. Typical. He drops the case onto the counter with a thud. “You look like a man ready to ruin his GPA again.” “Tradition,” I say, and he laughs the same deep laugh I’ve known since freshman year. The living room hasn’t changed: scuffed floors, a sagging couch rescued from the curb, our championship banners pinned crooked above the fireplace. The moose head someone stole from the campus lodge still wears its crooked plastic crown. Someone added sunglasses to it this summer. Nice touch. Cole tosses me a can. “To senior year.” I crack it open, foam spilling over my fingers. “To leaving a legacy.” We clink cans. The sound echoes through the old house like a battle cry. ⸻ By the time the sun starts bleeding orange through the windows, the house is already shaking. The returning guys show up first, then the new recruits, then half the student body. Move-in day always turns into a full-blown party here. It’s a rule as sacred as icing calls and team loyalty. The bass from the speaker rattles my ribs. Someone’s chanting the fight song in the kitchen. A group of first-years stand near the stairs, wide-eyed, probably wondering if they’ve joined a cult or a hockey team. Cole shoves through the crowd to my side. “We’ve been gone three months and they still remember who runs this place.” “They’d better,” I say. “We built it.” He smirks. “Careful, co-captain, that ego’s showing.” “Says the guy wearing his C to a kegger.” He looks down at his jacket, grins. “Leadership, baby.” ⸻ I head out to the porch for a breather. The air smells like grass and smoke from the grill someone dragged into the yard. Across the lawn, the Greek houses are lighting up with their own parties. You can always tell the difference—frat parties sound like competition; sorority ones sound like strategy meetings with music. Cole joins me, beer in hand. “You think scouts’ll be around this year?” “Coach said a few. NHL’s always sniffing for new blood.” “You’ll get picked up.” “Yeah?” He nods. “If you stop getting distracted.” I snort. “Define distracted.” He gestures toward the yard where a group of girls in matching pastel dresses are crossing the street toward us. “That.” The Alpha Chi girls. Sorority royalty. They move like they own the campus. And leading them—dark hair, posture straight, expression cool—is Harper Lane. For a heartbeat I forget to breathe. Four years ago, she was shy, bookish, the girl everyone liked but nobody really noticed. Now she looks… different. Not just confident—commanding. Like she figured out exactly who she is while the rest of us were still playing at it. Cole follows my gaze. “You know her?” “Yeah.” “She looks like trouble.” “She is trouble,” I say, and I’m not sure if I mean it as a warning or a compliment. ⸻ The girls fan out across the lawn, greeting people, laughing, doing the yearly “welcome circuit.” It’s part tradition, part diplomacy. The Ice House and the sororities trade event invites and charity collabs every fall. The girls know it; we know it. The whole thing’s politics disguised as fun. Harper doesn’t play it that way. She talks to a few people, polite, poised, but there’s distance in her eyes—as if she’s keeping a ledger of who deserves her time. She turns her head and spots me. That quick flick of recognition hits like a body-check. Her gaze lingers for a beat—then she gives the smallest nod, professional, detached, the kind of nod you give an acquaintance at a meeting. Then she looks past me. Something in my chest twists. I laugh it off, take another sip. “Still not my type,” I mutter. Cole grins. “Keep telling yourself that.” ⸻ Hours later, the crowd’s thinning but the music’s still loud. Someone’s yelling for another round of beer pong in the kitchen; a couple’s making out on the stairs; it’s chaos, the good kind. I’m leaning against the porch railing when the Alpha Chi girls finally start to leave. Most of them are giggling, shoes in hand. Harper’s the last one out, her phone glowing in the dark as she checks messages. I can’t help myself. “Didn’t think sorority presidents did house inspections personally.” She looks up, surprised for half a second, then amused. “You really turned this place into a legend.” “Wasn’t hard. Low standards.” Her mouth curves. “Still charming.” “Still pretending you don’t like it.” She tilts her head, studying me the way she used to study exam questions—looking for the trick answer. “Still sure the world revolves around you, huh?” I grin. “Only on game nights.” The porch light flickers between us, and for a moment, the noise from inside fades. She smells like vanilla and something sharper—confidence, maybe. “You ever gonna grow up, Shaw?” she asks quietly. I shrug. “Not planning on it.” Her smile is small, genuine, and gone before I can catch it. “Good luck with that.” She steps off the porch, heels clicking against the pavement. Her friends call for her down the block, and she waves without looking back. Cole appears beside me, leaning on the railing. “You gonna keep staring or go after her?” “Neither.” “Liar.” Maybe. But I stay where I am, watching the shape of her disappear into the glow of the streetlights. ⸻ Inside, someone shouts my name—another game starting, another night to waste before the real season begins. I grab another beer, but the fizz tastes flat. Four years of parties, hookups, noise. All of it’s supposed to feel easy by now. So why does one conversation with Harper Lane make everything else feel like background static? I tell myself it’s nostalgia. Familiar face, old memory, nothing more. But the lie doesn’t stick. Because when I close my eyes, all I can see is the way she looked at me—steady, unimpressed, unshaken. And for the first time in a long time, I feel like the ice beneath my feet isn’t nearly as solid as it used to be.Logan POVThe door clicks shut behind her.And just like that—The room feels different.Too quiet.Too empty.I stand there for a second, staring at the door like she might walk back in.She doesn’t.Of course she doesn’t.Harper Lane doesn’t linger when things get complicated.That’s my job.Or at least—it used to be.I drag a hand down my face and exhale slowly.Get it together.It was one night.One mistake.One—Yeah.I don’t even believe that.Because nothing about last night felt like a mistake.And that’s the problem.I move around the room, grabbing clothes, trying to focus on something normal.Routine.Game day.That’s what matters.That’s what always matters.I pull on a shirt, grab my phone off the nightstand—And it lights up immediately.DadOf course.Right on schedule.He always calls on game day.Always.My jaw tightens as I stare at the screen.I don’t answer.Not right away.I let it ring.Because I already know how this goes.He’ll talk.I’ll listen.He’ll point ou
Harper POVI wake up slowly.Not all at once.Just… piece by piece.Warmth first.Then the steady rise and fall beneath my cheek.Then the quiet.No music.No shouting.No chaos.And that’s what feels wrong.Because nothing about last night was quiet.My eyes flutter open.And the first thing I see—Is Logan.I freeze.Not because I’m surprised he’s here.But because—He’s still here.I’m half on top of him, my head resting against his chest, his arm wrapped loosely around me like it stayed there sometime during the night and never moved.For a second, I don’t breathe.Because this?This isn’t what Logan does.He doesn’t stay.He doesn’t linger.He definitely doesn’t fall asleep with someone and still be there in the morning.And yet—Here he is.Still holding me.Still warm.Still real.My heart starts beating a little faster.Because suddenly everything from last night comes rushing back.The courtyard.The way he looked at me.The way everything between us finally snapped.The way
Logan POVI should’ve walked away.That thought comes late.Not when I kissed her.Not when things crossed the line.Not even when I knew I wasn’t going to stop.No—It hits me now.Standing in the quiet courtyard with Harper still pressed against me, her body warm against mine, her fingers curled into my hoodie like she hasn’t decided if she’s letting go yet.That’s when it hits.I should’ve walked away.But I didn’t.And the worst part?I don’t regret it.Not even a little.Harper shifts slightly, her forehead brushing against my chest, and my hand tightens instinctively at her waist.Like my body doesn’t trust the space between us.Like it doesn’t want it.“You’re still here,” she murmurs.A quiet breath of a laugh leaves me.“Yeah.”“That’s new.”She doesn’t say it like an accusation.Just… a fact.And she’s right.Normally?I’d already be gone.Distance.Control.Reset.That’s how I keep things simple.But right now—Nothing about this feels simple.I glance down at her.Her hair
Harper POVFor a while… neither of us moves.The world feels quieter now.Like everything that just happened somehow pressed pause on everything else.My breathing is still uneven, my body warm despite the cool night air, and Logan is still close—closer than he’s ever been without pulling away.That’s what I notice first.He hasn’t moved.Hasn’t stepped back.Hasn’t put distance between us like he always does.Instead, his forehead rests lightly against mine, his hand still at my waist, his thumb tracing slow, absent circles against my skin like he doesn’t even realize he’s doing it.“Still cold?” he murmurs quietly.A small laugh escapes me.“No.”His lips curve slightly.“Good.”There’s a softness in his voice I haven’t heard before.Not teasing.Not cocky.Just… real.I study him for a second, taking in the way his breathing is still uneven, the way his eyes aren’t as guarded as they usually are.“You’re different right now,” I say quietly.His eyebrow lifts slightly.“Different ho
Harper POV I wanted Logan. That was the only thought left in my head. Every kiss he pressed against my skin sent heat rushing through me, setting my body on fire in a way I couldn’t ignore anymore. Maybe it was the risk—the fact that we were outside, that someone could walk by at any second—but instead of stopping me, it only made everything feel sharper. More intense. Logan’s hands slid to the hem of my shirt, slowly pushing it upward, exposing my skin inch by inch. Cool air brushed against me, but it didn’t matter. Not when Logan leaned down and pressed a slow kiss just above my belly button. My breath caught. “Perfect,” he murmured softly, like it was a fact, not a compliment. His lips brushed my skin again, slower this time, like he was taking his time. My fingers slid into his hair without thinking, gently threading through it as I looked down at him. He glanced up at me, his eyes darker now. More focused. “You are perfect, you know that?” he said quietly. A soft l
Harper POVBy the time Logan and I reach the quiet side of campus, the noise from the Ice House is gone.No music.No shouting teammates.Just the soft buzz of streetlights and the sound of our footsteps on the pavement.Logan’s hand is still wrapped around mine.Warm.Steady.Like he has no intention of letting go.I glance sideways at him.“You really just left your entire team’s celebration.”“They’ll survive.”“You’re the captain.”“They’re drunk.”“That’s not the same thing.”Logan just grins.“You worry too much.”I shake my head.“You don’t worry enough.”He suddenly stops walking.I almost run straight into him.“What—”The rest of the sentence disappears when Logan pulls me closer.The warmth of his body hits me instantly.My heart begins racing.“Logan…”“What?”“You’re doing that thing again.”“What thing?”“Standing too close.”He leans down slightly, his voice dropping.“I’m standing exactly where I want to.”My breath catches.“You’re impossible.”“Yet you’re still here.
Logan POVI don’t think.I just move.Harper’s heels click sharply against the floor as I guide her away from the center of the room, away from the donors and the laughter and the champagne glow. The noise fades with every step, replaced by the quieter hum of a side corridor lined with framed unive
Harper POVThe mirror feels like it’s judging me.Not in a cruel way.In a who are you trying to convince? kind of way.I stand in front of it in my room, smoothing my hands down the sides of the dress for the third time, even though it doesn’t need smoothing. It fits like it was made to silence ev
Logan POVThe weight room smells like iron and sweat and bad decisions.It’s early enough that the place isn’t packed yet, but there are still guys scattered around—hoodies up, earbuds in, moving through reps like it’s religion.Normally, this is where my brain shuts up.Today, it’s not working.I
Harper POVI make it through exactly half of my morning before my phone becomes a problem.Not because it rings.Not because it buzzes.Because it doesn’t.The silence is worse.I sit in the second row of my lecture hall, notebook open, pen moving across the page in neat, practiced strokes. I write







