Chapter Thirty- Laken

LAKEN

I rush to get ready for bed. I shower, shave in all areas, exfoliate, lotion, blow dry my hair, brush my teeth, and the whole works. You know, just in case. Better to be prepared than not.

Do I want to have sex with Blake tonight? Am I ready for that? Maybe? I guess it depends on how I’m feeling at the moment, and there’s always a moment when it comes to that delicious man.

I’m excited but also nervous. Very nervous. I just need to be sure there’s not much light so that he doesn’t see my scars. I don’t want to answer any questions about that tonight. I don’t want to get into anything heavy unless it’s heavy petting or heavy fucking. I shiver just thinking about the possibilities.

I don’t know how many times I’ve changed. I literally wear almost the same thing every night. Tank top and sleep shorts. Nothing special, but this is the first time a guy has stayed over. I decide to go with the first thing I put on after changing probably seven times. A hot pink tank top and bla