Chapter 5

My jaw dropped, unable to fathom what I'd just heard. Did Xavier really want me to do this in front of him? Like actually pleasuring myself in front of him?! I've not even done it before. Besides, isn't it supposed to be done in private or something? Hell no, I wouldn't do such a thing in front of Xavier. 

“I-i can't,” I said in a low whisper, trembling like a leaf caught under the storm. I knew I should obey Xavier, especially since he owned me, but I couldn't help it. However, to my surprise, instead of killing me on the spot, Xavier walked over to the couch at the other end of the room and sat on it. He opened the drawer next to him and brought out a pack of cigarettes, took out a stick, grabbed a lighter, and lit it up. He started to smoke.

Two minutes passed, and he didn't say a word, just continued smoking like I wasn't there in the room, which only made me more scared. What was he up to and why was he so calm? But, just when I started to ease up, thinking he was too tired to argue with me, Xavier opened the drawer again and brought out a gun! A damn gun. He cocked it and pointed it at me. 

I yelped, sinking back into the bedframe like I wanted to disappear into it. My heart started to race so fast I feared it would explode like a bomb. Was he going to kill me right there?

Yes, I wanted to end my life earlier but I didn't want someone to do it for me. I don't know if it made sense but committing suicide seemed less scary than someone murdering me. And was I going to die holding a dildo?

“I will count to ten, and if you don't start doing as I've instructed I'm going to blow off your head.” He warned, eyes so intense, my body recoiled. 

“One, two…” He started to count, playing with the damn gun. 

My fingers started to tremble against the vibrator as I hesitated to turn it on. 

“Seven, eight..”

“W-wait. You skipped five and six.” I complained, my eyes getting teary. 

“Well, little wolf, my number, my rules. Now, have at it.”

A tear rolled down my face as I turned on the vibrator, the soft hum seemed louder than it should. It looked like a rose and was kinda small in my hand. Although I was not very experienced in any of these, wanting to keep all the excitement for after my wedding, my sister had not failed to show me how to use them after getting a ton for me. In her words, she had said, “If you want to die a virgin, at least experience a certain amount of pleasure.” Then she went ahead to show me a few videos on how to use them. 

I swallowed hard, my cheek burning with shame as I brought the vibrating thing to my already aching pussy. I didn't know what to expect but a loud gasp escaped my mouth when the toy grazed my clit. I pulled it away immediately, surprised by the sensation and how I had just felt. 

I looked up and noticed the small smirk that formed on Xavier's face. “Don't stop.” He commanded. 

I took in a deep shaky breath and brought the toy to my clit again. I couldn't help the moan that escaped my lips as the toy started to do its thing in my area. I didn't want to admit it but it was…good. I arched my back and spread my legs apart, allowing the toy to pleasure me. My eyes rolled to the back and it seemed like I had teleported to a different dimension. 

“Open your eyes. Look at me.” I heard Xavier command, his voice a little too raspy now. 

I didn't want to open my eyes but I managed to do so. There was a fiery look in his eyes as he stared at me, as though he wanted to eat me raw. I managed to look down and noticed that his bulge had grown bigger and was twitching…I didn't know that was possible. 

“Take the dildo and insert it inside yourself.” He ordered. I didn't want the feeling of what the vibrator was doing to me to end, so with my other hand, I grabbed the dick like thing and slowly started to insert it inside myself. 

My pussy was so wet, it was easily sliding in but that didn't stop the pain I was feeling inside. I moaned, unable to hold it back, even though I wanted to. The feeling was too good, so good, I no longer felt ashamed of being naked in front of Xavier. I thought staring at him would be embarrassing but it was more exotic. 

With the gun still pointed at me and his eyes fixed on me, Xavier grabbed his cock and began rubbing it. He was matching my pace, eyes still dangerously fixed on me. “Faster.” He commanded and I went faster, pushing the dildo harder and faster into myself. Heavens, what was this perfect feeling? 

We both kept our eyes fixed on each other as we pleasured ourselves. And in no time, I felt something heavy coming. I didn't know what it was, but the feeling that I was trying to chase with the toys was too divine. “You're about to orgasm little wolf, so don't stop.” 

My back arched further, my breath became uneven as the feeling came closer. I wanted to close my eyes but Xavier barked. “Keep your eyes on me!”

“Arghhh!!” I yelled as I reached the highest form of pleasure, and immediately white liquid erupted from Xavier's cock as he cummed on the floor. 

I hadn't even recovered from what had just happened when Xavier crawled into the bed. My eyes were closed so I was surprised when I felt something cold against my clit. I gasped in horror when I looked down and noticed that Xavier had placed his gun on my pussy.

“What you felt just now is nothing compared to the thrill I'm about to make you feel now, my dearest breeder.” He whispered. 

What the hell? What kind of thrill could I possibly feel with a cooked gun pointed at my coochie?!