LOGINChapter 2
Alice
I pulled back so fast. What the hell was wrong with me? But before I could say a single word, his lips crashed on mine. His hand moved to my neck, pulling me closer as he kissed me breathless.
I'd always fantasized what it would feel like to actually kiss him, but now I'd just realized that no fantasy could come close to how amazing this felt.
His lips were so soft and the kiss wasn't gentle, but at the same time it wasn't rough. It was just perfectly in between and I felt in between my legs pulsing.
His hand moved to my chest. I didn't know when a moan escaped my mouth. Dean pulled back as he began taking off his tie and his jacket.
“There's.... something I need to tell you.” My voice was low, practically shaking. “I.....I have never done it with anyone before. Please be gentle.”
He didn't say a word, just stared at me for a short moment and I was afraid I'd done something wrong. I should have just kept quiet and enjoyed the moment. I just had to open my loud mouth.
He got out of the car and walked to where I was sitting. He opened the door and carried me in his arms. My heart skipped a painful beat. I was both excited and afraid.
He didn't say a word. He just carried me into my small apartment. He didn't drop me on the couch, instead he carried me straight to the kitchen counter and slowly placed me on it.
“Where do you keep your cups?” his voice was low but gentle.
I couldn't form a single sentence. I just pointed to the cabinet. He reached for it, pulled out a cup, and went to the tap. He filled up the cup with water and handed it to me.
“Drink,” he said with both care and command.
I took the cup slowly from his hand and drank everything.
“How are you feeling?”
“Better,” I said as I placed the cup down beside me.
“Good,” he replied, and without warning he captured my lips in a kiss again. My hands instinctively wrapped around his neck as I savored every single moment of that kiss.
My entire body felt like it was on fire, but I didn't want it to stop for any reason. I didn't have words to describe how good it felt.
Slowly, I felt his hand begin to caress my thighs and then he pushed them apart slowly. His hands slowly started moving into my inner thigh. “How does that feel?” he asked as he pulled away from me and began placing soft kisses on my neck.
“Really....good,” I said with my eyes closed.
“Hmmm.....”
I replied because what I was feeling right now, I couldn't bring myself to form a single sensible word.
His hand moved into my panties and I couldn't hold the moan back anymore. I let out the sound, filling the entire living room.
His fingers slowly went inside of me and I was dripping uncontrollably. “Alice..” he called my name and I opened my eyes slowly to look at him and his eyes were really dark. He looked hungry and I wanted him to devour me.
“Bedroom now,” he said in a husky voice. I pointed to the direction of my bedroom and he picked me up like I weighed nothing. He kicked the door open with his feet and carried me straight to the bed.
Dean slowly placed me down and began undressing in front of me.
His shirt went off first, then his trousers. He looked like he was crafted by the Moon Goddess herself. His body was well defined and just mesmerizing to look at.
Slowly he took off his boxers and he was standing in front of me completely naked. My eyes moved down and his cock was erect. I'd never seen one in real life, but I'd read a lot of spicy books where it was described, but Dean's was huge. My heart skipped a beat, not in fear but pure excitement.
He climbed on top of me slowly and without a word he lifted my dress up to my head and once it was off me he threw it across the room.
I was left in my bra and panties and all I wanted was just to cover up, but the way he stared at my body I couldn't move.
“You are so beautiful, Alice,” he said as he kept staring at my body. My heart was racing so fast I was sure he could hear it.
He leaned down and began placing soft gentle kisses on my stomach. My body felt like it was on fire, but I didn't want it to stop. I was willing to do anything for this fire to keep on burning me.
He unhooked my bra so fast and within seconds it was on the floor. My breasts were bare. He began kissing them, then his mouth found my nipple as he began sucking on them. I moaned out loud.
In one swift motion his hands pushed down my panties until they were on the ground.
He parted my legs open until he was perfectly aligned with my entrance. “Breathe,” he said softly. “I can hear your heart rate, Alice. Calm down.”
The more he talked to me the calmer I became. He didn't rush me and it made me even more comfortable.
“Tell me if you want me to stop,” he whispered against my lips.
“I don’t,” I said, my voice barely audible.
With a look of pure adoration, he aligned himself with me. I tensed for a moment, the nerves rushing back, but he kissed me, soft and patient.
“Breathe,” he whispered.
And I did.
With slow, careful movements, he began, never taking his eyes off me. The stretch was new, unfamiliar, but the way he touched me—so gentle, so loving—eased the tension.
The way he moved inside of me it wasn’t rushed. It was like nothing I had felt before. Slowly his pace increased.
“Dean.....” I said his name in a low voice, my eyes closed. “That feels...so good.”
“Should I stop?” he asked as he moved faster inside of me, knocking the air out of my lungs.
“Please don't stop,” I begged without even caring. It felt so good and I didn't want him to stop.
The sound of our moans filled the room. He gripped my thigh as he thrust deeper into me. I felt like I was about to explode, but I didn't want him to stop and it felt like he
could read my mind because he didn't stop until we both were satisfied and sleep took over.
Chapter 31 A Mother's NightmareAlice"Zade... Zade, open your eyes and look, it's Mommy."I shook my son's body, but he wasn't moving. He just looked lifeless.I stood up slowly and turned to Nico, who stood by the corner."What the hell happened to my child?""I have no idea," he replied. He looked as confused as I was."Get the pack healer," he said to Violet, and without question, she stepped out of the room."Mommy, what happened to Zade?" Zara asked, looking at me with her innocent eyes. "We were only playing, then he fell down, honey. He refused to get off the floor.""I don't know, sweetheart," I replied, trying so hard not to cry in front of her, but it wasn't working because I didn't know when the tears started streaming down my cheeks.Nico picked up Zara."You're bothering Mommy," he said in a cute voice. "Don't worry, your brother is going to be fine."The reassurance in his voice made her feel better, but it didn't make me.I was freaking out but trying to stay calm.The
Chapter 30 Alice What the hell was wrong with me? Why would I say that to him? That was all I kept asking myself when I got back to my room. I had cried so hard my throat felt sore. Seeing him with someone else... It felt like someone was touching what was mine. But Niko didn't belong to me. He wasn't mine. I didn't know why I was feeling this way, but one thing was for sure—I did not want to feel like this. I didn't want to feel anything for him. But I couldn't stop myself. I fell backward onto the bed and... I just wanted to sleep and forget all of this. I didn't want to leave. This place was probably the most amazing place I had ever lived in my life, and Zara and Zade loved it here. I ran a hand through my hair. Why was my life this complicated? I closed my eyes, trying to force myself to sleep, but it was midday, and I could never fall asleep during the day no matter how much I wanted to. Oh God. A knock landed on my door, and whoever was on the other side di
Chapter 29 Niko Alice stopped, and I wasn't sure exactly what I was thinking when those words left my mouth. "Alice..." "Yes?" she said, slowly turning around to face me. "Could you please sit?" She did, and suddenly I didn't know what to say. "Could you tell me the actual reason why you're not sleeping?" The moment those words left my mouth, I regretted them. Why did I ask such a stupid question? What if she started crying? "What if I told you that I was contemplating going back to New York?" "Why?" I asked with a frown. "My best friend." I could hear the worry in her voice, and I could see it all over her face. "She hasn't been picking up my calls for a while, and I'm afraid something bad might have happened to her. I just don't know what to do." "Why don't you try reaching out to someone else to check up on her for you?" "That's the thing. I don't have anyone else. Layla is literally my life, and I cannot bear anything happening to her. She hasn't even met my kids,
Chapter 28 Alice I sat in the corner of my kids' room, watching as Zara put beads in Niko's hair while Zade painted his nails. I was trying so hard not to laugh. I kept forcing my expression to stay normal, but what instantly broke me was when Niko winked at me. I couldn't help it. "Doesn't he look pretty?" Zara asked innocently. "Of course, sweetheart," I said between laughs. "He looks gorgeous." I was surprised at how calm Niko was. For crying out loud, he was the Alpha of one of the biggest packs in London, and he was playing with my kids as if he were just a normal guy. Maybe it was. I didn't know. But just watching them... It made me feel like there was something missing. Even though I knew what it was, I didn't want to admit it. "We should have a wedding," Zara said to Niko. "Oh, really?" Niko replied with the biggest smile I had ever seen. Zara nodded. "Who's going to be the bride?" Niko asked in a playful voice. "Mummy will." Zade pointed at me. Niko laugh
Chapter 27LaylaI stared at the picture on my desk for more than a minute before picking it up and bringing it closer to my face.It was me and Alice.We had gone to some circus-themed party, and we were so young but so happy.I ran my hand over her picture.She looked like she was having the time of her life.It was like nothing bad had ever happened to us.And now, my best friend was halfway across the world with twins.I had only seen pictures of them.It’s been years, and we barely talked.I knew she was going to think I had abandoned her or forgotten about her, but there were people on my tail, and I couldn’t let them find out about Alice.I placed the picture back gently on the table, pulled on my hoodie, and walked to the door.I picked up the umbrella resting beside it before I left.It was drizzling, and where I was heading was the sketchiest part of town.And the only reason I was going there was because there was someone who could actually help me there.And whatever it to
Chapter 26DeanWhen I opened my eyes, I couldn't see anything at first, and I couldn't feel anything either.The insane pounding I had been feeling in my head before everything went dark was gone, and I wasn't exactly sure where the hell I was."Oliver?" I called out for my cousin.But instead of a reply, only the sound of my own voice echoed back at me.It felt like I was standing in an empty room."Oliver!" I screamed his name again.Still nothing.I looked around, and I was in total darkness, but the further I walked, the closer I got to the small ray of light I saw coming from... I wasn't sure where the light was coming from, and I didn't even know how I got here.It felt like I'd been walking for hours, and when I finally got to where the light was coming from, I could barely breathe. I felt unexplainably tired.I stood in front of a door, and all along the light had been coming from the peephole of the door.I pushed it with so much force, but I quickly realized I didn't even n







