"Akai Ito
An invisible thread connects those who are destined to meet...Regardless of time, place or circumstance....The thread can stretch or tangle,but it will never break."- Ancient Chinese belief.***Prologue - Sofia AdamsAs long as I can remember they have always been there.Ethan Hernandez was my neighbor on the left, Nick Williams on the right.We grew up practically together. Each two years apart. Ethan was two when Nick was born and Nick was two when I was born. Which made Ethan and me four years apart. It wasn't much.The three of us became best friends. While Nick always encouraged my craziness Ethan was the voice of reason. We were an even-tempered trio. Inseparable. We were perfect after Anne and Tom joined the group. The years we spent together were definitely the best years of my life.Every day for years on end we would meet in our tree house after school.Ethan taught me to read for endless afternoons, my first kiss was there, and consequently Nick's was also there.The first time I saw Ethan drunk, Anne's first broken heart, and when Tom got his driver's license. Even though it was confiscated that same day for him hitting the tree in our tree house. Typical Tom.Looking back I cannot understand how my life became what it is now. How could I have gotten so deep into the pit? At what point did everything go wrong?I think of the things I could have done differently. Maybe we would all still be together today.***Chapter 1Sofia Adams - October, 1994I left the house and ran around the yard completely happy with what I had just accomplished. My bare feet touched the green grass and tripped over a few rocks on the way.I looked left and right indecisively about who I should tell first.Finally, I decided to run to the left. Ethan would love to know, he was just as excited as I was, even if he wouldn't say anything.Ethan had been acting like an annoying adult lately.I found him leaving the house when I hugged him excitedly. Ethan was used to my outbursts and quickly hugged me back.There was a distinct size difference between us, he was getting taller by the day, he had turned eleven last month and it seemed that I was falling behind with my few seven years of life.I hated the age difference, my consolation was that I was not so far away from Nick.“Hey Ethan, Dad agreed to make our tree house, isn't that cool?” my shrill, shrieking voice reached Ethan's ears easily.He smiled instantly.“Really? Will he let me help?” he asked hopefully.I rolled my eyes. It was Ethan's face that he was more excited about building the house than having it afterwards.“I think so, he likes you. He says you seem much more 'in the know' than the rest of us." I replied with a grimace, not really understanding what my father meant by that, but it seemed like a good thing.Ethan pulled me out of the hug.“Come, let's tell the others.”We then headed for my neighbor's house on the right.Nick was playing video games with his new friend, Tom. He had moved into the neighborhood about a year ago and occupied the house next door to Nick's. I didn't like Tom very much. I was used to Ethan and Nick, they were there when I was born, but Tom was new and picked on me a lot. He kept calling me Sun, that was the name of his grandma's dog.I watched Ethan greet Nick with that weird touch that they invented and never taught me. Idiots.Tom smiled and held out a controller to Ethan while I plopped down on the familiar couch and watched them play.“Ethan, come on” I jumped up on the couch, I was dying of excitement.Ethan laughed.“Tell me what?” Nick asked without taking his eyes off the television.“Uncle Ben...” Ethan began quietly.Why did Ethan have to be so slow?“My dad's going to build our tree house!” I shouted excitedly, running over Ethan's words.Nick shouted along with me, Tom just laughed and said that was pretty cool.“We should go over there and beg him to start it today," Nick said.That's why Nick and I were friends, he always went into everything head on, just like I did.Soon, the three of us were getting up and running outside, but we interrupted our run at an abrupt stop at the door, our eyes focused across the street.There, getting out of a car parked in the house opposite mine, carrying a pink backpack on her back was a girl. Looking about my age, she looked like a blond angel with rosy cheeks.“I wonder who she is?” asked Nick, curious to no one in particular.“I think it's the new residents of the house," Ethan replied.“You could go talk to her, Sun" was the only thing Tom said, shrugging his shoulders afterwards like it was no big deal.“Hey, girl," I shouted loudly across the street, and the girl, until then oblivious to the three pairs of eyes staring at her, looked surprised at my call. After a brief moment of pondering and a positive nod from her parents, she crossed the street.“What are you doing?” Tom asked in a panic.“Talking to her, isn't that what you told me to do?” I questioned. What a silly question.“Not now," he grumbles.She comes to the group looking embarrassed.“My friend wants you to be our friend," and I pointed at Tom. He in turn looked as if he would rather die than be there.“What? That's not what I said," Tom replied, turning his face away while Nick and Ethan laughed.“That's what I understood.”She stared uncomfortably at her feet, not knowing how she should act.“We're going to start making a tree house today, do you want to come?” I invited. Finally a girl to play with me.Ethan promptly glared at me. I bet he thought my parents would never let us help, but I had my tricks.“Sure, it'll be great," she finally replied with a smile. In her smile there was a missing front tooth and I, who had a soft tooth, could already see myself planning to pull it out together.We shook hands as we walked to my house.“My name is Anne," she said softly, breaking the silence.“Mine is Sofia," I answered, smiling, "and now I think we can be the Fantastic Four!” I declared excitedly, I loved that movie too much, it was the first one my parents took me to see months ago.“Sofia, here there are five, not four” reminded Ethan.But I wasn't considering Tom... Whatever. Ethan gave me a scolding look as if he knew what I was thinking. Arhg, I hated it when he looked at me like that.I had hoped one day to have friends so that we could be the The Powerpuff Girls, or the totally spies, but since I only had boy friends, Fantastic Four would do for now.“We'll think of a better name than the Fantastic Four," Nick said with a laugh.“Let's have a contest!” I suggested energetically as we walked into my house.“How about the Heavy Quintet?” asked Nick, making me laugh.“Never," I replied with conviction, "it was a ridiculous name.”“The five detective?” suggested Tom.“And of course Ace Ventura has nothing to do with the name, right?” asked Ethan, messing up Tom's awful hair do that looked just like the guy in the movie.We all laughed as we sat on the couch in the living room and said names worse than each other.From that day on we became a group, even Tom was part of it.We never decided on a name because of lack of agreement, but that didn't matter. What came from our group of five changed our whole life.Sofia Adams - February, 2012 I sigh tiredly at the memories and take another sip of the drink in front of me. I try to focus on some point to see if the tears will disperse from my eyes, but I am already getting too dizzy to control my crying. I remember the day Anne moved in and that same day we started to put up our tree house. My dad went crazy with five kids around him. But it was cool. It took two weeks to get it finished and by then we all had a new scar from our construction and our friendship was already cemented in a way that no one could explain. We were what we were. And it was good while it lasted. If I had known how things would be later on I would have enjoyed it more. I rub my arms and hands continually marked by my fingernails and my finger brushes against the scar I had on my fist from trying to hammer a nail into the house without my father seeing. The bartender, George, glares at me trying to ascertain if I was okay. I wasn't. I was as shit as ever. And it was
Sofia Adams - November, 1997 “Why is this house blue anyway?” asked Anne before she climbed the stairs to our tree house. “I don't know, Ethan picked it out when he was helping Dad paint.” “Ah, I see" Anne said thoughtfully. “What?” I asked. “It's blue because it's his favorite color, everyone knows that, and he always does everything to please you," Anne answered, reaching the top and entering the house. I didn't question, it was true. Ethan was my best friend even at fourteen, he didn't play with Anne and me anymore, we were just little ten year old girls, but I liked that he talked to me about serious things. He was the only one who treated me the same. He knew I was a smart kid and I felt that way around him. He still hung out with Nick and Tom, mostly to play ball or video games, and was getting closer to Nick's older brother Eddie. If I were to admit it, it pissed me off a little too. It was easier when we were all small to like the same things, but now, as they entere
Sofia Adams - March, 2012 Anne entered my apartment horrified at my condition. I was drunk. Again. Céline Dion was playing the song from Titanic in the background and I had a bottle in my hand and was screaming at the top of my lungs while dancing with my bottle feeling like Rose herself owned the fucking world. “NEAR, FAR, WHEREVER YOU ARE I BELIEVE THAT THE HEART DOES GO ON” “What?” Anne was torn between being scared and confused, and then her eyes fell on my clothes. I was wearing a black dress shirt that was too big to be my own, a samba panty and a suspender. “Are these his?” she asked cautiously, but she knew the answer. They were his. I was packing my bags when I found them buried in a mountain of my clothes. I carefully picked them up in shock flooded by the whirlwind of memories it brought back. I knew I shouldn't smell it. But I did, and then everything became hazy. I just urgently needed to drink or I would go crazy. Which resulted in my current state. Anne looked
Sofia Adams - March, 2012I used to hate airplanes. I had such a dread that I couldn't fit it in myself.But here I was, crammed into one about to take off towards Las Vegas. Luckily for me it was only a few hours flight.I could handle it, right?I heard the turbines start to gain strength and the plane shudder as it prepared to take off.God in heaven, somebody get me out of here!I took a deep breath and squeezed Anne's hand that was beside me and she smiled at me. Tom was fast asleep next to her and we hadn't even boarded five minutes ago. How could he do it?Anne, practical as always, made sure that we got the middle seats on the plane, so that the three of us could sit together without having to separate. I thanked her internally for this, if I had been alone on a plane I would have freaked out a long time ago and tried to get out, even if only by flushing.I started thinking about our first trip to Vegas in an attempt to distract myself from the growing panic in the pit of my s
Sofia Adams - March, 2012It was funny how everywhere I went I knew how to find my way around alcohol like no one else. I think my body sniffed the drink, like a super power. I was the Super Drunk.Shit, I think it was already working.I looked to the side and saw a very familiar blonde hair, apparently Anne was sniffing the smell of fun just so she could interrupt. She was Super Righteous.“Kind of early to be drinking, don't you think?” Anne asked, sitting next to me at the bar.“A little early for a lecture, don't you think?” I returned the compliment and then took another sip from my glass. Anne, as well-behaved as ever, ordered an orange juice.“Soso, it's half past eleven in the morning, what are you doing?” she asked.I sighed.“I had a bad dream. This place brings back too many memories," I whispered, rubbing my arms. Saying the words out loud only made it more real.After a minute of silence in which Anne looked intently at the welts on my skin, she spoke up.“I understand,"
Sofia Adams - March, 2012He was here. I blinked dazedly, taken by shock. It was him right here, in front of me looking at me with mysterious, questioning eyes.Years ago I could tell exactly what he was thinking by the soft curve of his lip or the slight twinkle in his eyes.But not today. He had become a stranger to me.Everything about him was different. I remember he loved to wear plaid flannel shirts, he said it was comfortable, and with his longer hair I used to call him a lumberjack, it suited him.I stared at his formal suit, his short, perfectly cut hair, and his Italian shoes. His posture was tired, as if he carried too much weight every day. His voice was cold, and his eyes... His eyes had no more warmth. So this was what he had become?I couldn't keep looking at him, not after all that had happened.“Did you have something to do with this?” I demanded Anne to avoid him as much as possible. She looked as surprised as I was, but it was Anne, after all.“No, I don't," she ans
Ethan Hernandez - July, 2003It was Sofia's sixteenth birthday. She looked so beautiful that I could do nothing but stare at her. I had gone away from college this weekend just for her party. Any other girl would be wearing a princess dress to her debutante party.But not mi pequeña. No, not her.Sofia wore a dress that instead of making her look like a princess made her look like a queen. It was flowing and hugged her body that was blooming and showing.Sofia had let her hair grow out since she last cut it at the age of twelve in a weird punk fashion, now it was long and thick and wild. And I couldn't stop thinking about what it would be like to run my fingers through it.Sofia was growing up to be the most beautiful woman I had ever seen.And I wasn't the only one to notice.Lately Nick only knew how to talk about her all the time, I think my best friend and I were in love with the same girl. And this made me sad. Whoever Sofia chose to stay with, our friendship would suffer damage
Sofia Adams - March, 2012I was having coffee with Anne and Tom in a coffee shop around the corner from the hotel.Ever since I learned that the devil himself was there, I had avoided being there as much as possible as well.“So, how have you been coping with everything?” Anne asked, as worried as ever.I played dumb.“With everything what? I'm fine, which club are we going to tonight?” I asked, smiling falsely. Anne sighed.“Okay, Anne doesn't want to push you, but I don't care, what the hell was that with Hernandez in the lobby?” Tom asked. “Anne told me that you had some kind of fight years ago and he sort of abandoned us all these years, I would have punched him myself if Anne would have let me, but damn, you looked like you were about to kill the guy”“Lucky for him I didn't” I said quietly just as a car honked nonstop across the street.Tom was still waiting for an answer and this time it was me who sighed.“He wasn't there Tom, he wasn't. We needed him. I needed him. And he was