It had been almost two months since I had seen Seth. When he had said that he had a crazy schedule he meant it. Fate seemed to be against us, the few days he had been in LA, I had been in New York for a meeting. Things had just not been working out for us.
To his credit Seth had been silent in the media, the last gossip concerning him had been about the two of us and our on-again, off-again relationship. We spoke on the phone every night and would text several times throughout the day but it wasn't the same. Long-distance relationships sucked, especially when you didn't really know what kind of relationship you were in. We had said we would work on it, but did that mean we were together. I swear I felt like I was back one page one.
It hadn't taken me long to find out who had sent me the flowers when Seth had been down. Phillip, one of my senior advisors had sent them, however, once word got out that I had been seen with Seth the flowers halted. I kind of felt sorry for h
The moment my alarm clock went off I jumped up, even though I hadn't gotten much sleep I was full of adrenaline. Brushing my hair I pulled it up in a bun and did a natural look with my makeup. I had laid out some ripped knee jeans that had leopard print where the holes were and a black tank. Sliding on my shoes I pulled on a white button-up shirt leaving it open in case the flight was cold.I made it to the airport in plenty of time to grab something to eat before take off. My luggage was checked in and my carry one consisted of my laptop bag along with my wallet and lipgloss. My desire to surprise Seth was fading fast and I began to come up with several flaws in my actions. Things could go horribly wrong. We had never really labeled ourselves a couple again just that we would try and work things out.Groaning I made my way to my gate, it would open to board soon and I was ready to get on the plane before I changed my mind and ran back home with my tail in between my l
I awoke to a loud boom of thunder, the rain pelted against the balcony door sounding like rocks hitting it. Seth groaned at my movement pulling me back down to him. "Umm is there like a hurricane or something coming," I asked trying my best to remember if I had heard anything about one.Seth sighed pulling me closer to him, "Nah, it's just a storm. It will pass." Nodding at him I closed my eyes and tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't. In fact, I couldn't keep still. I knew I was bothering Seth so I gently eased up and made my way to the bathroom.Turning on the water in the bathtub I got in and took a quick bath before getting out and changing into a pair of cheetah print PJ shorts and a beige tank. Making my way downstairs I dug through the fridge looking for something to cook for lunch. It was almost 12 and I was starving. Seth didn't do much cooking and I was having a hard time finding something that wasn't snack food. Yawning I opened the freezer knowing that it
That night I lay in bed unable to sleep, Seth wasn't speaking to me and was currently downstairs doing only God knew what. It pissed me off he was being a jerk after I tried to compromise with him. I loved him, but I wasn't ready to take a leap of faith and just uproot myself for the second time in my life. I mean shit my parents only just started talking to me again.Sighing I rolled over looking out the balcony door. The rain had stopped and everything now was still and quiet, too quiet. It was driving me insane. Why couldn't things be easy just once with him? The rest of my life seemed to have fallen into place, it was just his piece that didn't seem to fit. Maybe it wasn't supposed to.Rolling back over to my back I grabbed my phone seeing it was only 11:30. I had brought myself to bed at 10:30 out of pure boredom. Placing my phone back on the nightstand I threw the covers off me. This was stupid, Seth was acting like a spoiled little boy who didn't get his way so no
Seth wouldn't tell me where we were going until we were about to land. Turks and Caicos didn't sound like a place I would ever want to visit but as I exited the plane I quickly changed my mind. I looked around in pure awe as I took everything in.I waited patiently as Seth took care of our business. He had told me before we landed that we would be on a private beach and would have to take a boat there. I couldn't believe he had planned all this. Not Seth. Not after the fight we had, I had been certain we were over when I boarded the jet. Now I didn't know what to think.The boat ride didn't take long and as soon as the crew unloaded our bags we were left to ourselves. Seth walked behind me looking rather proud of himself as he followed me as I looked around. Opening the sliding glass door I stepped outside, "How did you manage all this in less than a day?"Seth walked up behind me wrapping his arms around me, "I went to the studio to calm down but I kept worr
The next morning I awoke blinking at the harsh light that was streaming in through the many windows of our bedroom. Grumbling I stood up and more or less stumbled to the bathroom. I was still half asleep as I yawned stopping and looking in the mirror before heading back to bed.My hair was a hot mess. Shaking my head I walked back into the bedroom burying myself deep into the covers beside Seth. Try as I might I couldn't go back to sleep. Sighing I got up and headed to my bag pulling on a pair of underwear and a sundress. Grabbing my phone I went to the kitchen and poured myself a glass of orange juice. I wasn't a huge fan but I didn't see a coffee pot anywhere.Walking outside I sat down in a lounge chair pulling my dress up to my knees enjoying the feel of the sun on them. I had several texts and email notifications so I started with my work email. None of the emails needed my attention so I deleted them going next to my text, both Erin and Brooke had sent me several
Leaving our paradise made me a little sad. Our time away had been amazing but it also went by in a blur. Seth had his jet fly me home first and he even rode with me to my apartment only to leave me with a kiss on the doorstep. He had never brought up me moving in with him again and it kinda bummed me out. The last time he had asked me I had flipped on him, and although I still would have said no, I still wanted him to ask. Maybe the sun had damaged my brain but I already missed him and moving in with him was actually sounding better and better by the day.Brooke had come over for a minute, but it was late and she had to be up early in the morning. I guess I had jet lag because I felt like crap but couldnt' sleep. I didn't have to be at work for two more days and had planned on taking my time unpacking but I ended up doing it and even starting a load of laundry before I even attempted to lay down. The house was quiet, the only noise was from the traffic outsi
I sat at my desk scrolling through my photos of Seth and me on the beach. It had been a month since we had returned and I was already ready for another vacation. When Camilla said I'd be handling more accounts I had no idea just how much more I would actually be doing. It was close to midnight and I was still not done designing a new theme for one of our newest and pickiest clients.Seth had already called and I didn't want to bug him, he had his son staying the weekend with him and I didn't want to distract him from that. Leaning pack in my chair I closed my eyes, they were burning from staring at the computer for so long. I knew I should just give up and go to bed but I really didn't want to work on anything tomorrow. I had purposely taken Friday off giving me a glorious 3 day weekend to do nothing but sleep.This week had gotten the better of me somewhere along the way. I was exhausted and had been having a headache for days. My appetite had all but vanished. For su
I found it almost impossible to sleep snuggled up close to Seth. It had been two weeks since I had found out I was pregnant and Seth showed up out of nowhere tonight. I mean not that I was complaining, I had been happy that he had been in Vegas and decided to make an unplanned trip to see me since he was so close.When he showed up at my door I just knew he was here to confront me. He had told me he would be in Vegas for a couple of days and we had talked about trying to meet up but neither of our schedules could fit it in. I guess he found time.Now here I was my head laid on his chest, our bodies side by side, and I was feeling super guilty. Brooke had stopped trying to persuade me into telling him but I could still hear her voice in my head. My first doctors' appointment was in the morning. Should I tell him? Maybe him showing up tonight as a sign.Staying still was proving impossible. I moved my legs trying not to wake Seth. For a moment I had thought I had