Broken chap 2

Chapter 2

Tanya's pov

Today, Sanvi is marrying Akshit vai. 

First, my love loved her and then she married the man she loves. Every time she smiles, a part of my heart breaks. I want to be in her place. I want to marry Ritvik. 

Am I asking for so much? I just wanted to marry my love and live with him happily ever after. 

Can't I experience the happiness Sanvi is experiencing? Can't someone come, steal my heart like Ritvik did and then marry me?

But I am also happy for her. She experienced so much pain in her life. 

She lost her sister because of my stupidity. No, I have to be emotionally strong. I shouldn't let her know that her happiness is bothering me. And I am her friend, aren't I? Her happiness is my happiness, isn't it? I love her, don't I? Okay, I seriously don't know about the last question. I have mixed feelings about her. Because of her, my Ritvik died. 

I was even ready to share him but no, she was not ready to even see him. 

Because of that, he had to marry Janvi forcefully and rape her and then eventually kill himself.

Okay, this is so unlike me. I was so selfless. What happened to me? Why am I behaving like this? And how could I even think of things like this? I really need to visit the psychiatrist soon. I need medical treatment again. 

The feeling that I have felt for Sanvi is not good.