Broken chap 12

Chapter 12

Tanya's pov

I wake up with the sun shining on my eyes. I involuntarily smile at this. I wanted this life from so long. No human connection, only nature...

I always loved nature but you can't find it In Delhi. So I always wanted to live near nature but I never thought I would stay here like this but whatever reason it is I need to stay here. 

I think and again drifted to sleep. Because I don't know how to pass my time. 

I wake up and change my handmade pad with my other handmade pad. This is really effective in absorbing blood but yes, I will agree that it is uncomfortable.

I feel hungry. So, I drank some water and went to look around. I could see some fruits around me. They are beautiful and I can tell that they will be delicious. Hell with that, it's pink colour is so attractive.

I take the fruit and eat it. It is so sweet. I eat some more and then drink water. I started looking around, trying to do something else. I don't know how to pass my time.

Suddenly, I feel dizzy. I shake my head to clear the mist around me. I drink water to calm myself down. I don't know what is happening to me. I know I should try to escape but I know it will lead to nothing. So, why bother? So, I don't.

I look around, trying to feel nature again. It is so peaceful here. I always wanted to live in the Jalpaiguri forest in west Bengal like this with my family. My dream came true but it is bad how it happened during my periods. Can I make a cabin here, like Robinson Crusoe? That will be so great...

Wait a minute. What am I thinking about? Am I crazy? I shake my head again when I feel my eyes getting heavy. I again shake my head and drink water. I know that I slept for long enough and there's no need for me to sleep again. It means, something is wrong. I feel pain in my stomach. Damn periods! I hate this! Why didn't God give this to men? After all, we both are equal.

What do you think of Tanya? They can't get the pleasure of giving birth to a child. Only we can get it and it's a privilege for us. Wait a minute! What is happening? Why am I writing an essay on how periods are important?

I shake my head again but I don't know why I fall down. I waited for the pain but it never came. I feel arms going around my shoulders to stabilise me

I shake my head again and try to stand straight only to almost fall down again. I don't know what is happening to me. I lean on the stranger's shoulder and cry my eyes out

"Why? Why did he betray me? Why did Rithvik betray me? We were together. Why did he break up with me? What was my mistake? Am I not beautiful? I was also ready to become his sex slave but he chose her on me. Why? Why did this happen? Why couldn't he choose me instead of Sa..." I said in a low tone 

And I felt blackness surrounding me…