MasukCHAPTER TWO
*ALEXANDER* She haunted me. Three days after the gala, I still couldn't get her face out of my head. The way she'd looked at me like I was nothing. Like I was boring. No one had ever looked at me like that. "You're distracted," Victoria said, sliding into the chair across from my desk. She'd let herself into my office without knocking, as usual. "The Hong Kong deal needs your signature." I signed without reading it. Victoria would have handled the details already. She always did. "Who was the woman in red at the gala?" I asked. Victoria's hand stilled on her tablet. "Which woman?" "Red dress. Dark hair. Early twenties. She was at the bar." "Why do you care?" Good question. I didn't know the answer. "Just curious." "Her name is Sophia Chen. Catherine Chen's daughter. Political family, old money, nothing special." Victoria's tone was dismissive. "Why?" Because she'd walked away from me. Because her eyes had held something I couldn't name not attraction, not intimidation, but something colder. Recognition, maybe, though we'd never met. "No reason," I lied. That night, I dreamed about her for the first time. She was thinner in the dream, sadder. Sitting alone in a hospital room, crying silently while machines beeped around her. I tried to reach her, but my hands passed through her like smoke. Then the scene shifted a dinner table, my grandmother's voice sharp and cutting, and the woman flinching at every word. The woman who looked like Sophia but broken. I woke up drenched in sweat. "What the hell," I muttered, checking my phone. Three in the morning. I couldn't fall back asleep. Over the next two weeks, I saw her everywhere. At a tech summit, chatting with investors about emerging artists. At a museum opening, standing in front of a painting with an intensity that made everyone else fade into background noise. At a restaurant where I'd taken a client, sitting alone with a sketchbook. I had James, my assistant, look into her. He came back with a thin file. "Sophia Chen, twenty years old. Runs a gallery under the name Sera Morningstar. Started eighteen months ago, already profitable. Art degree from NYU, graduated early. No social media presence worth mentioning. Lives alone in SoHo. Doesn't date publicly." "Why the different name?" James shrugged. "Artists do that sometimes. Separation between personal and professional." I stared at her photo a candid shot from an art magazine. She was looking at something off-camera, and that same intensity was there. Like she could see through everything. "Set up a meeting. Tell her Sterling Hotels is interested in commissioning pieces for our new Singapore property." "Are we?" "We are now." The meeting was scheduled for the following Tuesday. I arrived early, unusual for me, and waited in the conference room feeling inexplicably nervous. She walked in exactly on time, wearing all black, her hair pulled back severely. Professional. Untouchable. "Mr. Sterling," she said, not offering her hand. "I have thirty minutes." "I appreciate you making time." I gestured to a chair. She remained standing. "Your assistant mentioned a commission. I don't typically work with hotels, but I'm listening." I launched into the pitch I'd had James prepare contemporary pieces for the Singapore lobby, budget flexible, timeline negotiable. She listened without interrupting, her expression unreadable. When I finished, she was quiet for a long moment. "No." I blinked. "I haven't mentioned the budget yet." "I don't care about the budget. I'm not interested in the project." She picked up her bag. "Was there anything else?" "Why not?" "Because your hotels are soulless corporate spaces designed to impress rather than inspire. My work doesn't belong there." The bluntness should have offended me. Instead, I laughed. "Tell me what you really think." "I just did. Goodbye, Mr. Sterling." "Wait." I stood quickly. "Have dinner with me." "No." "Why not?" She finally met my eyes fully, and something in her gaze made my chest tighten. Old pain, maybe. Or anger. "Because I know exactly who you are, and I'm not interested in anything you're offering." She left before I could respond. James poked his head in five minutes later. "How did it go?" "She turned down the commission and a dinner invitation." "Oh." James looked genuinely surprised. "That's... unexpected." Unexpected. That was one word for it. The dreams got worse. More vivid. More disturbing. I saw her at a wedding our wedding, though I didn't understand how I knew that. She was smiling, but the smile was wrong. Empty. I saw my grandmother criticizing her dress, her hair, her family. Saw Victoria touching my arm possessively while Sophia watched. Saw Sophia alone in a massive house, staring at her phone like she was waiting for a call that would never come. Then the hospital dream came back, but this time I heard the doctor's words. "I'm sorry, Mrs. Sterling. There was nothing we could do to save the pregnancy." I woke up gasping, and the name came out instinctively: "Sophia." Mrs. Sterling. The pregnancy. None of it made sense. I'd never been married. Never gotten anyone pregnant. Didn't even want kids. But the grief in that dream felt real. The woman's tears felt real. I called my doctor the next morning and asked about sleep studies. He recommended a psychiatrist instead when I mentioned the recurring dreams. Dr. Matthews listened patiently while I described everything, then asked, "Do you know this woman in waking life?" "Barely. We've met twice." "And you're attracted to her?" "I don't know." Honestly, I didn't. She was beautiful, but that wasn't it. The pull I felt was deeper. More unsettling. "Dreams often process our anxieties and desires. Perhaps this woman represents something you feel you're missing in your life." I left the session unconvinced. That Friday, Victoria invited me to an art exhibition. "Networking opportunity," she said. "Some of my investors will be there." I agreed, distracted. The gallery was intimate, modern, with stark white walls showcasing bold contemporary pieces. I was reading the program when I saw the name: Sera Morningstar Gallery. Sophia's gallery. "You didn't tell me this was her space," I said to Victoria. "Whose space?" "Sophia Chen's." Victoria's expression flickered something too quick to read. "Does it matter?" Before I could answer, I saw her across the room talking to an elderly couple. She wore dark green tonight, her hair down in waves. Professional but softer. Then she turned and saw me. The smile dropped from her face immediately. She excused herself from the couple and walked straight toward me, but there was nothing welcoming in her approach. "Leave," she said quietly when she reached us. "I was invited," Victoria interjected. "I don't care. Both of you. Out of my gallery." People were starting to notice. Victoria looked scandalized. I felt something click into place a piece of a puzzle I didn't know I was solving. "You really hate me," I said, more statement than question. "But we've never even had a conversation longer than five minutes. So what did I do?" Sophia's laugh was bitter. "You haven't done it yet. And you never will." "What does that mean?" She leaned closer, her voice dropping to a whisper meant only for me. "It means I know how this story ends, Alexander Sterling. And this time, I'm writing a different one.”CHAPTER FIFTY EIGHTSOPHIAThursday afternoon I arrived at the lot just as the crew finished sheathing the east wall. Alexander was reviewing measurements with the foreman. The moment he saw me, he excused himself and walked straight over.“You’re here,” he said, pulling me into a quick, firm hug.“I left the gallery early. I couldn’t stop thinking about the studio wall going up.” I looked around the structure. “Show me how it looks now.”Alexander took my hand and led me inside the framed space. “The north studio is almost fully sheathed. They raised the window headers like you wanted. Walk in and tell me if the feel is right.”I stepped into the corner that would become my studio and turned slowly. The space already felt taller, more mine. “It’s perfect. The light will hit exactly where I need it. You kept every adjustment I asked for.”He watched me closely. “Of course I did. Your needs are part of the design now. I can’t look at a drawing without wondering if it will work for you.
CHAPTER FIFTY SEVENALEXANDERWednesday the sheathing crew started early. I was on site when Sophia arrived mid-morning, coat buttoned high against the wind. She walked straight to me and slipped her hand into mine.“Show me the north wall,” she said.I led her through the frame. “They’re halfway done. I held the studio section until you got here so you could see the windows go in.”Sophia studied the panels, then pointed. “The top edge on the left window feels tight. Can we raise it two inches for better light?”“Already noted it.” I signaled the crew and gave the adjustment. When I turned back, she was watching me with that steady look that always hit me hard.“You waited again,” she said softly. “Even with the crew here. That kind of patience with my input… it makes me feel like a real partner. Not an afterthought.”I pulled her closer, keeping my voice low. “Because you are a real partner. Your eye makes the space better. I stood here this morning thinking about how the light will
CHAPTER FIFTY SIX SOPHIA'S POV Tuesday I left work early and went straight to the lot. Alexander was already there with the crew, reviewing the sheathing schedule. He looked up as I approached, and the way his face softened made my stomach flip. "You made it," he said, pulling me into a quick hug. "I told them I had a site visit. Technically true." I stayed close, breathing him in. "Show me where we are." He took my hand and walked me through the framed structure. "Sheathing starts tomorrow on the north wall. But I held off the final layout until you saw it in person. The studio corner still feels right?" I studied the space, imagining the windows. "It does, but I want the interior partition moved six inches toward the hallway. It'll give me a better workflow without eating into your drafting area downstairs. Is that doable?" Alexander nodded immediately. "Done. I'll mark it now." He grabbed a chalk line and adjusted the mark while I watched. When he finished, he turned back t
CHAPTER FIFTY FIVEALEXANDER'S POV Monday evening I got home before Sophia. The framing photos from the day sat on my phone, but I waited to show her in person. When she walked through the door, I met her in the hallway and pulled her straight into a kiss.“You look tired,” I said against her lips.“Long board meeting.” She rested her forehead on my shoulder. “But I kept thinking about the frame. Show me what I missed today.”I took her hand and led her to the couch, opening the photos. “They finished the second floor joists. The studio platform is framed exactly to your height spec. Look.”Sophia scrolled through, her body leaning into mine. “It looks right. You kept the north windows unobstructed like I asked.” She turned to me, eyes soft. “You remember every detail I throw at you. That still surprises me. It makes me feel important to you in a way that goes deep.”I slid my arm around her waist. “You are important. I stood on the lot today thinking about how the light will hit you
CHAPTER FIFTY FOURSOPHIA'S POV Sunday the framing continued under gray skies. I arrived at the lot with fresh coffee and found Alexander already marking the next wall with the lead framer. He looked up, and his face changed the moment he saw me.“You came early,” he said, walking straight to me.“I couldn’t stay away.” I handed him the coffee, letting my fingers linger against his. “I kept thinking about the studio corner all night. Show me where the interior walls will meet.”Alexander took my hand and led me through the partial frame. “Here. But I was waiting for you. If you still want that wider opening for the studio door, we can adjust the header placement now before they lock it in.”I studied the marks, then looked at him. “You waited. Even though it would have been faster to proceed. That means more than you know. Most men would have moved forward. You hold space for my opinion. It makes me feel valued in a way I’ve never had before.”He stepped closer, voice low. “Because y
CHAPTER FIFTY THREE**ALEXANDER**Saturday morning the framing crew arrived early. I met Sophia at the lot before eight. She handed me a thermos of coffee without a word, and I took it, our fingers brushing longer than needed.“The first posts are going in today,” I said. “I want your eyes on the studio layout before they lock it.”Sophia nodded, stepping close so our arms touched. “Good. I dreamed about the north wall last night. The light angle. I think we need to shift the header two inches higher for the windows. Does that mess with your structure?”I looked at her, chest tightening. “It doesn’t. I can adjust the beam. You dreamed about it. That means you’re carrying this with me even when you’re asleep. I love that. It makes me want to redesign the whole thing if it gives you one better morning in that studio.”She smiled, small and warm. “You would. That’s what gets me. You actually listen and change things. I keep thinking about it during my quiet moments how you make space for
CHAPTER FORTY TWOALEXANDERDr. Marsh taught two of the four modules herself, which told me something about how the faculty regarded the cohort.Six students total. All of them mid-career. All of them people who had arrived at architecture the long way.The first session ran four hours. I came home
CHAPTER FORTY ONESOPHIABy nine the gallery had the particular energy of something that had found its audience rather than performed for one. The six artists moved through the space receiving their work's reception with varying degrees of composure and I watched each of them separately, that speci
CHAPTER FORTYALEXANDER'S POV I submitted the full community center proposal at nine in the morning. Forty pages of documentation, structural analysis, community consultation records including every conversation with Patricia across three months, material specifications, integration maps showing h
CHAPTER THIRTY NINESOPHIA'S POV The painting went up on the third Thursday of April.Yuna and I hung it ourselves, which wasn't standard practice for the main hall, but it felt wrong to have anyone else do it. We spent forty minutes getting the height exactly right, stepping back repeatedly, adju







