Mag-log inChapter 3: Unspoken Wars
"Uhmm… yes- I mean, no. I was just looking for shelter," I stammered. "I know I shouldn't have come in, I'm really sorry. But… it was freezing outside." To my surprise, she didn't scold me or chase me out. "It's alright, dear," she said softly, her eyes kind. "I can tell you're a good girl. Go on, down that way. You'll find a place to bathe. I've laid out some comfortable clothes you can wear." Her voice was gentle, her tone warm. Still, a flicker of doubt crept into my mind. Was she truly being kind? Or just pretending? But one look at her, the kindness in her wrinkles, the soft curl of her smile, and I couldn't find it in me to resist. "Ma'am… you're really not upset that I came into your home?" I asked, needing to be sure. She smiled again, that same unwavering warmth in her gaze. "Like I said, you look like a good girl. Now go before you freeze to death. There's hot water in the washroom. After that, come sit for dinner." She turned with a light chuckle, and I couldn't help but smile back. I made my way to the washroom, a small stone-walled bathing room tucked just behind her living space. It was warm and clean, filled with the earthy scent of dried herbs. A wooden bucket steamed with hot water, as though she'd been expecting me. I stood there for a moment, heart swelling with gratitude I didn't yet know how to express. Stripping off my torn and muddy clothes, I stepped into the warmth. The water soothed every ache and chill from my bones. I closed my eyes, letting it run over me like a second skin. But then, like knives piercing the quiet, memories came. My mother's lifeless eyes. The fire. My father's bloodied hand reaching for mine. Laura's scream. I sank my face beneath the water, trying to drown it all. When I surfaced, I found rows of handmade herbal soaps arranged on a ledge. They smelled of lavender, wild roses, and something deeper, sage, maybe. She definitely worked with herbs. Once I was clean, I dried off and found the cupboard she'd mentioned. Inside were carefully folded gowns in soft fabrics and floral patterns. I chose a white one with tiny blue blossoms. It was beautiful. She had wonderful taste. Dressed and finally warm, I made my way back to the dining room. She was already seated, a gentle smile playing on her lips, her hands folded calmly on the table. Something about the sight made my chest tighten. I'd always been wary of old people, especially the overly friendly ones. But with her… With her, it felt like I was home again. Like I was sitting across from my grandmother. I made my way to the dining table and sat down. The sweet, buttery aroma of the pancakes made my stomach groan in anticipation. "Go ahead and eat, dear. It's all yours," the old woman said kindly, pushing the plate closer to me. "Thank you, ma'am. For everything. You've been so kind to me, and I truly appreciate it," I said, my voice sincere. She smiled, her eyes softening. "It's alright, dear. You remind me so much of my granddaughter." I took a bite of the pancakes, and warmth spread through me. They were soft, perfectly browned, and tasted like comfort, like something I hadn't felt in a long while. A part of me wanted to ask about her granddaughter, but I didn't want to pry. Still, the curiosity tugged at me. "Where… where is your granddaughter now?" I asked gently. Her smile faltered slightly, replaced by a trace of sadness. "Her parents took her away from me. We had a small misunderstanding." Her voice was quiet now, tinged with old pain. My heart ached for her. Whatever that misunderstanding was, it didn't seem fair. No child should be separated from a grandmother like this. "Oh no… I'm so sorry," I said softly. I decided not to ask any more questions. She deserved peace, not painful memories. "Does it taste good?" she asked after a moment, her voice lighter. "Yes," I said with a grateful smile. "These are the best pancakes I've had in a long time. Really." She looked pleased, and we sat in brief silence, the warmth of the room wrapping around us like a thick blanket. Then she asked the question I had been dreading. "Dear… where is your family?" I froze for a second, my hand tightening around the tea cup. I placed it gently back on the table and cleared my throat. "Uhmm… they died. Of an illness," I said, keeping my eyes on the cup. "I was the only one who survived. I started begging on the streets to stay alive." It wasn't the truth, but it wasn't a lie either. It was the only version I was willing to share for now. I didn't know if she believed me. Even though I felt oddly safe here, I still couldn't afford to take chances. "Oh, I see. I'm so sorry, dear," she said, gently patting my shoulder with a comforting smile. "You can take this place as your new home, okay?" I nodded slowly, a small smile curving my lips. "By the way dear, what is your name?" "Kyra" I responded. "oh that's a nice name dear" she smiled at me. I smiled back. Maybe… just maybe, this was the beginning of something good. And maybe, just maybe, this was the first step in the path to my revenge.Chapter 53: Lurking in the shadows “Lucian, do you really have to go? What if—” “Kyra, don’t worry. I’ll disguise myself properly. I have to get some things for us, and maybe I can pick up information about Darian and his minions.” He tucked me into a hug. The memories of last night flooded my mind like a tidal wave, knocking the air from my lungs. I didn’t want him to go, but he was right — we needed supplies at the cottage. “Be careful, son,” Irene said softly, leaning against the wall. Lucian nodded, pulled a shawl up over his face, and stepped outside. “My poor son,” Irene whispered. “He doesn’t deserve any of this.” She was right. “So… what are you two going to do?” she asked suddenly. “Going to do?” Confusion spread across my face. “You know you and Lucian can’t be together, right?” Her words hit me like a stone. I opened my mouth, but the answer got tangled in my throat. “I—I—” The syllables fell apart; I had nothing to say. She took a step closer, her
Chapter 52: Flesh and fire (KYRA) Lucian and I lay on the bed, his arm wrapped around me while my head rested on his shoulder. Memories flickered behind my eyes like a shattered film reel—blood, fire, the king’s last breath, my own heartbeat pounding in my ears. “Are you alright?” Lucian’s voice was quiet, gentle, his fingers brushing slowly through my hair. “I don’t know, Lucian.” My voice cracked. It sounded like broken glass scraping against stone. Bittersweet. On one hand, I felt relief, satisfaction even, that I had finally killed the king. But on the other… fear wrapped its hands around my throat. Darian. His army. His wrath. His revenge. Lucian shifted, sitting upright and tugging me with him until I was facing him fully. “No matter what happens, I’m going to protect you, Kyra. Nothing is going to happen to you. I promise.” His words were as soothing as warm rain on a cold night. I lifted my hand, my fingertips grazing the sharp line of his jaw. “Lucian, I’m s
Chapter 51: Blood for a throne (Kyra) We wrapped shawls around our faces and slipped through the dusk toward Blackridge. I could already imagine Darian’s orders , soldiers posted at every crossroads, hawk-eyed and ready, so we moved small and quiet, as if the shadows themselves could swallow us. The boat rocked beneath our feet. The boatman kept casting those odd, lingering glances, and my skin prickled with each one. Lucian must have seen me tense; he leaned close and murmured, “Ignore him. We’ll be off this boat soon.” His voice was a warm thread against the cold air, and for a moment I let it anchor me. When we stepped onto Blackridge soil something inside me unclenched. The place felt both foreign and heartbreakingly familiar, like a name I hadn’t dared whisper in years. Memories came rushing back the instant my boots met the path. “So, where are we going to stay?” Isla asked, voice small. I swallowed hard at the thought of the old cottage Serah and I once called home.
Chapter 50:A Kingdom in Mourning My hands trembled uncontrollably—not from fear, but from pure, overwhelming relief. Lucian pulled me into his arms before the emotion could swallow me whole. His embrace was warm, grounding, familiar. I felt my breath steady as I clung to him. The sword slipped from my hand and clattered to the ground, its blade stained with the final trace of a life that once ruled over kingdoms and nightmares. Zarreth—King, tyrant, monster—was gone. Just like that. Gone. Irene’s voice broke through the heavy silence, her tone flat and unshaken. “Send his body back to Kyratth.” Arthur bowed his head, a shadow crossing his features. “I’ll take care of it.” I rested my forehead against Lucian’s chest, but my heart was far from calm. Zarreth’s last words echoed, like a curse still hovering in the air. Would there come a day when Lucian would have to choose? Between saving me… or saving himself? Was our love truly destined to be the doom of us both?
Chapter 49: Laughter in Crimson"Why are you so shocked? You think I don't know you had something to do with Lucian's sudden illness?" Morgana's voice cut through the air like a blade. Her eyes glimmered with cold fury. "I may be quiet, Darian, but don’t take my silence for ignorance. I see everything. Once I have enough proof against you—believe me—that’ll be the end of you." With that, she turned sharply on her heels, her cloak brushing against the marble floor as she stormed out, leaving behind a trail of tension so thick it was almost suffocating. Darian stood frozen, completely bewildered. His hands trembled uncontrollably, his breath shallow. The guard beside him shifted nervously, his pale face drenched in fear. "Why the hell are you still here? Get the fuck out!" Darian thundered, his voice echoing through the corridor. When the guard scrambled away, Darian clenched his fists, his jaw tight. "This bitch is going to ruin me," he muttered under his breath, staring at the s
Chapter 48: The King's Disappearance "Mother? What do you mean, Lucian?" My voice came out barely above a whisper, trembling with disbelief. Lucian struggled to sit upright, his disheveled hair falling over his face. His eyes, red and clouded with confusion, searched hers like a lost child seeking light in a storm. "How... how is this possible? You died, Mother. You—" His voice faltered, the words dying in his throat. His face twisted in disbelief, tears glistening on his lashes. I caught Arthur’s bewildered stare — the woman he came with was now an entirely different person. "I died," she said softly, her voice echoing with pain and ancient sorrow. "But the gods gave me another chance." Lucian’s breath hitched. "Another chance? Why? Just tell us everything! Why did you come back… wearing another face?" His tone cracked between anger and desperation. Irene drew in a long, weary sigh — the kind of sigh that carried the weight of years, of secrets too heavy to speak.







