“Do you want me to put your clothes on?”
I glared at him and signaled him to go out. “I can do it myself.”He heaved a sighed. “Alright. Lunch is ready soon.” He said before giving me a smile and closed the door of the room.I put lotion on my skin and did my skin care routine after putting my clothes on. I only wore an oversized white shirt and a black shorts with a fluffy slippers.Looking myself in the mirror, I saw a very beautiful woman with a more mature yet fragile heart. When I was in New York, I had so many suitors but none of them really catches my attention. If ever-----If ever my heart would be interested to someone, I would risk it so that I could totally erase Black from my system. Yes! That should be it.After doing my routines, I went out of the room and head downstairs straight to the kitchen where Black had just finished preparing everything. Scanning my eyes around, I felt confused since it’s been days that II once met a young kid in an amusement park, but another kid appeared beside him after a long talk. The other kid’s name was Harry-----Harry Hemingway.“Harry/Bella…” Staring at the man’s brown pupil’s made me remember so many things that I forgot. A memory that was long forgotten because of an evil love that bloomed years ago.I was unable to move for a second, realizing that the first person aside from my family who loves me so much suddenly showed up. Scanning my eyes, I saw how he became more muscular and handsome. He also got taller compared from the last time that I saw him.After composing myself back, I cleared my throat. “C-come in…” I wanted to pinch myself when I stuttered. “Black is in the living room.” I added.He nodded before giving me a side glance. “Thank you…” He then went inside before I closed the door back.I could still feel the lingering faint scent of his black jacket when he once put it on me
As the sun slowly went inside the ocean, the light subsequently turned to darkness. The sun has finally set and rested for another tomorrow. When I was young, I considered myself as a lesbian since I am easily attracted to girls. Once I thought that I first met Black when I was seventeen, yet soon I realized that he was the person who got my heart from the very beginning when I was young. He’s ‘that’ cold man who was always been beside the young Harry whenever he come to me. “Young madam, you might catch a cold.” A manly yet innocent voice woke me up from thinking about the past.I turned around and saw three tall and well-built man wearing a formal suit. Their faces were familiar. “Who are you?”The three of them gave each others glances before the friendly-looking guy cleared his throat. “We are your bodyguards young madam.”The right man seconded. “We already saw you a couple of times young madam, but we weren’t
“Where’s Kevin?” He stopped what he was doing and looked at me with his gentle eyes, yet my face remained plain. “He’s playing outside love.” He answered.I walked towards the refrigerator and opened it. Getting a glass of water as I didn’t mind his eyes. “What do you want to eat love?” His baritone voice was soothing, but I didn’t care. He looked at the ingredients that he was preparing. “You also like sweet and sour so-----”“I don’t.” I mumbled as I barely set my eyes to him.“Huh?”I turned my eyes. “I said I don’t.” I repeated.He awkwardly scratched the back of his head. Looking at this man, I realized that he’s such a good actor. He pretended like he genuinely cares for me.His eyes went to mine. “Then I should cook your-------”“Whatever.” I said with a low voice. His eyes slightly trembled. “Cook whatever you want.” I added before walking away. I went straight ou
Kevin lifted his small head and looked at me. “But mommy, I told him that you’re mine and I also fell in love with you.” “What?!” Black stood up and glared at the poor little boy. Such chaotic scene.I sighed and glared at Black who was obviously overreacting before looking softly to Kevin who was about to cry. I caressed his chubby cheeks. “It’s alright dear, you don’t have to be worried.”“But I angered you mommy.” His innocent voice made me smile.“You didn’t.” I answered gently. “Now, finish your food ok?”He nodded. “Ok mommy!” With that, he continued to eat as if he didn’t care about Black’s sharp gaze.The time was so fast until it was evening. The child left with his nannies since there’s another important guest that would want to meet him. Was it his real parents?Not like when we were eating our breakfast, the dinner was silent and no one dared to talk. Maybe because Kevin was not here and it’s o
"P-please release me, let me go..." He shook his head rapidly as he tightened his grip around my waist. "N-no... I c-can't..." I bit my lips to avoid whimpering as if something tore my heart into pieces. Why did we end up this way? A love so painful and heartbreaking to assemble once again, it all fell down."B-Black, if this continued, we will only hurt ourselves. We can't save us." My sight becomes blurry as the tears occupied my eyes. The dullness in his eyes showed up even more. His once grey fascinating eyes were now dark and in pain. His eyes were trembling, his tears pooled from his eyes with his messy hair. He looked so hopeless. Should I say, 'Deserve?'"I-If I say my reasons, w-will you stay?" He stuttered.I froze for a moment before I pinned my eyes to him. There was a glimpse of hope in it yet it disappeared right away when I slowly shook my head.His broken voice broke free. "W-why?" It was like, he's a
'H-he was d-dying...'I dozed up for a moment, feeling our fast heartbeats and listening to his helpless cries. It was my first time,------my first time to witness Black's hopeless' state. His trembling body, his shaky voice and wet eyes, it was all foreign for me to see.He tightened his embrace more as he whispered. "L-love please... D-don't leave me. I'm alright now, my operation was successful. I---I won't do it a-again..."My mind was busy processing what he said. But why does my heart still wasn't satisfied? Others may consider his reasons as valid, but why couldn't I accept it? Specially that he was willing to be Sofia's fiancee. I pulled myself back together and escaped myself from his embrace. I sat on the floor and leaned on the door while he's still kneeling in front of me, trying to hold my hand but I shoved it away.His expression was tired. "L-love..."I wiped my tears and looked at him as if all his confessions di
He was about to reach me but I shook my head slowly, making him stop halfway."Love..." He mumbled.I closed my eyes for a mere second before looking at him again. "What you all did to me was not considered as love Black, it was all selfish." I started. "I was glad that you have your reasons, but it was not enough. You all lied to me and didn't give me a chance to decide." I just felt that he made a decision for me, which made us break our marriage and killed my unborn child.I was relieved somehow, but I still didn't feel the satisfaction of his reasons. It was lacking. I observed how his eyes began to tremble once again. There's still one question that keeps on bothering me.My lips parted "T-then tell me," I stared at his grey deep eyes. "I heard that you have a child with you? Someone also told me that you were seeing other woman during our marriage. C-can you explain that to me if your really didn't cheat?" There was a sudden confusion from his expression. "W-where did you heard
“You want to escape?” J’s forehead furrowed. “Why?” He asked.I sighed, pulling myself together. “I---I just want to reflect on myself first and process everything.” I said, gaining his whole attention. “All those confessions were like a bomb that finally exploded and I wanted ourselves to heal first before anything else. I am afraid that if ever we’ll force ourselves again, it might hurt us both.”“Both of you will get hurt too if you’re apart from each other young madam.” His brown eyes radiated under the remaining light from the sky. “But I guess, you have a point there. The both of you also need to be independent in some cases.” He added.“Yes, we also need to be independent.” I mumbled with a low voice.I couldn’t remember how many days and weeks had passed since I was brought here, at this Island of his. Although I was disappointed of how my parents were involved with the past, I couldn’t hide the fact that I was longing for them as