"why are you so hot?" asked Amar as she pulled herself from the hug. Then he touched her forehead to check.
"You're having high temperature Ayeleen! And your lip is hurt so badly, it's swollen!" He panicked.
"Keep it low! Or they will wake up. It's just a little temperature, I'll take medicine and it will go away. And I'll apply antibiotic on lip, don't worry" she calmed him.
They both ate pizza, and then she went to sleep. As Ayan turned off the lights and went back to his room.
In morning, despite feeling unwell and having high fever, she got ready for hospital and after eating breakfast alone, in silence. She went off.
Although she was not in state of driving, and looked pale but nobody noticed and didn't even talked to her.She reached the hospital at 8 am.
She took a deep breath and inhaled the fresh air of morning to relax a bit. Then she went to staff room and took her medicines, as she wanted to stay stable during the day.It was afternoon and she felt nauseous several time since morning. She had vasovagal syncopy. She prayed in her mind that she don't faint today, especially not here in public. She took a break and laid on the couch in staff room. It was 5 when she went back to work, as she had to stay up after the working hours due to emergency patients.
She was sitting in her room, when suddenly a nurse appeared to inform her about the arrival of accident patients. She stood up quickly to receive them. It was a serious accident of a family in a car, which got collided with high loaded truck on highway and fell into steep hole. Although they rescued the family and bought them to hospital but there were mere chances of their survival.As she rushed into the emergency, she saw a unexpected visit coming towards her.
It was Umer coming towards her, with a bouquet in his hands. He had a evil smile on his face, like he was trying to show her off that after all he won her. He was few steps away when Ayeleen ignoring him rushed towards the incoming patients.The nurse bought them on stretchers, and first one was a young boy dipped in blood. And his head was open, brain hanging out and skull broken. It was a rare sight, such serious accidents merely happen. And ofcourse Ayeleen dealt with such patients before, despite battling with her own disease which was not curable.
She had vasovagal syncope since she was twelve, she immediately faint at the sight of blood, due to severe stress, improper diet, as her heart rate drops and she starts sweating. Her syncopy duration was at least 5 minutes until she recovers. The disease was not curable, and she battled with it butShe did not let it become a barrier in her profession. And she was successful but sometimes, she couldn't control it and faint.As the stretcher got nearer, and she got clear sight of the body, she started to felt extremely nauseous at the sight of fresh blood, dripping from the body.
While Umer on the other side was so enraged watching her, that she ignored him. He took long strides and reached her.While Ayeleen kept struggling, to remain stable and stay open her eyes, but she started to have tunnel vision and everything started to seem blur and black.
Umer grabbed her harshly from her arm to face her and suddenly she fell. He hold her before she could touch the ground.Her eyes were closed, lips were tightly shut, like she was gritting teeth. And her fists were clenched so tightly that her nails were digging holes on her palm. She started sweating and looked extremely pale. She was completely unconscious, and she felt like she was trapped in a dream.While Umer and people around her panicked, watching her like this. Umer tapped her cheeks and called out her name several times but she was no near of consciousness.
The patient was passed into the emergency room, to be immediately operated on. While Umer picked her up in his arms and rushed towards the room. He placed her on the couch, while a nurse immediately came to check her vitals. Her heart rate was very low, and they started panicking in trepidation. While Umer was left speechless, he never assumed that he will ever have to face her in this condition.Her condition was no where near stable and they called emergency doctor to treat her. The doctor came after five minutes, and injected her atropine to save her from bradycardia.Moments later, she opened her eyes slowly, and everyone sighed.
She felt terrible at the moment, and she couldn't move her body. She felt trapped in her own self and at first she didn't even recognized the place. But slowly as she came back to her senses she found Umer standing beside her. He sat beside her and checked her forehead. She was very cold. No wonder they were so close, that she could feel his breath on her skin, tingling and it was giving her goosebumps. The nurses immediately left the room as she became stable after injecting her on intravenous fluid."Are you feeling alright?" He asked with concern, looking at her face.
While she felt so ashamed that he has to see her like this.
"I'm fine" she said diverting her face on the other side.
He got enraged at her behavior. 'how dare she turn her face like this when I'm talking to her!' he cursed her in his breath.
"Why do you have to act so rude? Can't you face me? I'm worried about you! You just scared me to death, I thought you might never woke up again!" He said aloud angrily, spitting out all at once. He felt humiliated, how she ignored her.
"Why do you even worry about me? I would have been more happy if I never even woke up, at least I didn't had to face you!" She replied back in same tone.
He leaned into her face close. Her heart started beating so loudly, that she thought that now she might get into tachycardia.
He could feel the reaction, he was receiving from her. Her face was blushing hard.And she couldn't dare to breath.He was so close that could clearly count the pores on his face. 'why he has to be so handsome! Crap, why I'm so responsive towards him!' she cursed herself in her brain.Before she could push him away or resist his closure, he said
"Don't ever think about dying. I will not let you die so easily, not until I devour you and I feel satisfied. I have not shown you my dark side yet, or you would not have been misbehaving with me. I'm warning you last time, ignore me one more time and you will question your birth!" He said the words through his teeth, merely whispering.His lusty eyes caught the sight of her bare neck, which had little sweat beads, following down to her chest and hidden behind her clothes. Then she looked at her face and from fear she released her lower lip from constant torture of biting. And it looked red swollen which instantly made him turned on.
'for fuck's sake! Not now Umer!' He cursed under his breath and closed his eyes.
While she was unaware of the impact she created on him. She only knew that his closure was no good for her and she didn't liked being close to him. Although her body always responded against her, whenever he was near.Without wasting a second he got up, before he lose himself on her. And she sighed and release her breath, which was on hold.
"Do you need anything?" He asked before moving towards the door.
"Yeah bring me a bottle of juice, I need it. I'll pay you back once I'll get up" she replied hesitantly as she was not sure of getting a favour from him. But she needed it, because liquids always gave her strength to get up and become stable.
"Did I ask you about money?" He asked angrily.
"No but..." She was cutt off.
"Then shut up!" He growled.
"Where's your phone? Call your parents and tell them, you'll be late and I'll drop you off" he continued."I don't have phone" she replied getting ashamed.
"What? You don't have phone? Where is it?" He asked and she remained silent in response.
"Ughhh! What are you seriously Ayeleen?" He scoffed.
"Then I'll make a call and tell them. And after this IV fluid finishes I'll drop you off home myself. I'll ask my driver to take your car back home" he told her.While she just hummed in response and he opened the door and left.
'Oh god! why do you need to put me in a situation like this? I don't have phone, my family don't want to see me, Yahya cannot marry me and here is the biggest problem, Umer! And on top why do I had to faint in front of him?' she silently cried.
The door opened by his sinewy arm, and he entered carrying a paper bag with 3 bottles of juice.While she got alarmed by his sudden appearance, and settled her dupatta again, as she was already sitting on the couch.She was feeling fine now but she was dehydrated due to extreme perspiration.She lifted her face and looked his way, who already had fixed his eyes on her.He came towards her and sat beside her, close. It made her uncomfortable and she moved a little further on the edge of couch.Watching her getting conscious of closeness with him, he moved towards her more. "What are you doing Umer? Please keep your distance with me!" She said getting extreme angry. "And do you think I'll listen to you? So shut your mouth! You are fucking wearing a ring of my name in your hand! You are engaged to me! And I can get close as much as I want" he spat out leaning towards her more. Due to the extreme proximity between thei
The door was opened by Amar. And he greeted her with a warm smile. "How are you feeling?" He asked her as she stepped forward. "I'm fine" she replied and went inside.Following her, he noticed the bouquet in her hand but kept quite. In case he will make her uncomfortable at the sudden question, as she is already not feeling well. Her face was pale and he couldn't help noticing that only few depressing days affected her this much. He never saw Ayeleen in this state. She always had been a cheerful and lively girl, who liked to laugh alot. This was not his sister whom he always knew.Ayeleen silently went inside her room, as her mother who was in kitchen preparing dinner for her ignored her presence. And thankfully she didn't had to face her father, who was already in lounge watching news. Her sisters were not in room and it was also a good thing for her.Aysel was the second sister after Ayeleen. She was busy in kitchen with her mother, helpi
She felt her heart beating very fast and she was having difficulty in breathing. She was hyperventilating. She couldn't process her condition and the people around her, continuously calling her name, checking her forehead made her more uncomfortable.She realized that she was having a panic attack, and immediately she tried to sat up and started taking long breaths. It was the first time that her anxiety became worse and she had severe anxiety attack. She always dealt with anxiety, from her teenage but never took it serious. She always had some minor attacks which never even affected her.As she got normal, she heard voices around her more clearly. Her mother was now worried and her brother was offering her a glass of water. Without giving any attention to them she got up and ran to the bathroom. She splashed water on her face several times. She looked at herself in bathroom mirror. Her eyes were swollen and once again everything rewinded in her mind.That regre
She resisted and tried to push him away. But his hold was strong than her all strength. He couldn't get satisfied, she was like a sweet delight to him. Something didn't let him get enough.He was losing his control over her. He wanted to devour her all at once. Her constant resistance was making him attract to her more.His tongue roamed and touched each corner, sucked her lips until they were red and swollen.She didn't wanted to lose and kept trying to get away, but his dominant hold didn't budge.'sometimes you should accept defeat and let others conquer you, because when their heart turns to stone, you can't just make them realize by attaining. Just let them have it all, and one day they will regret'Someone's words rang in her ear, and she almost lost her hope. Tears surrounded her eyes and she closed them. She already accepted everything, why not this? But it was her body, she owns it. How can she let someone invade it without her permission?But she was already handing over
The car stopped in front of her house. She hurriedly collected her things from her lap to get out of the car.By surprise he held her hand pulled her back. "Why are you in hurry to get back?" He asked with a smirk.She remained silent as she knew he was trying to taunt her. "You know what, I have a option for you. Let's get out of this marriage thing and go our ways. I'm getting bored in Pakistan. I want to go back to Dubai but due to this marriage I'll have to stay another 10 days" he said making a fake sad face. "What? Are you serious?" She asked in extreme shock. "Yes babe, ofcourse I'm serious" he replied back with an arched brow. "What option do you have?" She asked anxiously. "I'll tell you tomorrow in hospital, wait for me till 6pm. I have another meeting with management. I'll tell you then" he said with a mischievous smile.She was too innocent and naive to understand the double meaning behind his words. And he was so
She remembered when she was 17, and she was going to college in early morning alone. Her brother, Amar was in different college so they both had to go opposite ways.It was very early around 7am. Cold breeze was blowing, giving cold shivers. She was walking alone, on the road. There were only two girls behind her who were chit chatting in low voice and walking slowly.From no where, a bike passed her. The man on it was wearing a black jacket and a black helmet. As he passed her, he reached out his hand and groped her so hard that no scream left her mouth and she almost fell to the ground.As the girls behind her saw the harassment, they turned back and ran on their feet as fast as they could.Leaving behind the breathing but dead body of her. Her brain became numb and dumb. And her eyes still couldn't recover from the shock. She saw the back of him, as he rode away from her. She could feel his mischievous smile behind his black helmet as h
Somehow she reached home. She almost ran into accident two times. The door was opened by her little sister, Aysel. Nobody noticed her state and she straight went into her room and locked the room immediately. It was indeed a good thing in her favor. She took off her clothes instantly and went under the shower. She turned on the warm shower and let herself get wet. She rubbed each part of her body roughly and harshly, trying to remove his touch. Little did she knew that his touch will remain forever, until she burns each inch of her skin. Her tears go unnoticed under the water, she focused on scratching his each mark, bite. She again looked into the mirror and was disappointed to find the marks again. After constant crying of 30 minutes, she somehow put herself again and got out of the bathroom. She changed into her clothes, and was about to lay in the blanket when she heard a knock on the door. It was her sister Aysel calling her for dinner. She knew she can’t deny or her moth
The wedding day is the most important and beautiful day for most of the women. They feel energized, excited for new beginnings. It's not a submission, it's an agreement between two people that they both will live together as partners and will help each other in each thick and thin. They will love each other till eternity, and will look after their family together. They will try to make each other happy, and care for each other. They will protect each other from any harm and will form mutual understanding in every decision of life.But for Ayeleen it was a submission without her consent. She was giving up herself, to let him assault her in every way he wants. He snatched her rights to protest or speak for herself. Despite being educated and knowing her rights, she could not stand up for herself. His threat was dominating on her and she could not take a risk. Until now she was sure of thing, he always do what he speaks. More over she had no backbone, who could support her. She was alon