LOGINChapter FOUR ~ Jealousy Knows My Name
CYRUS’s POV
As Dominic ran towards me, his length danced in between his legs. He handed me the cup to drink the water but I couldn’t just move my hands.
He placed a hand at my back, rubbing it gently as he helped me to raise the cup to my mouth. My lips parted as I gulped down the water with the hope of erasing whatever my eyes had seen.
“I so much want to believe it wasn’t my hot body that made you almost choke to death… but it is what it is.” He said casually before he strolled back into the bathroom.
He came out again. This time with a towel wrapped around his waist.
I sighed.
“Good night, Cutie. I’m gonna go cuddle your sister to sleep.” He winked and walked out of the room, slamming the door.
I groaned, gritting at my teeth as I imagined Phoebe placing her head on his broad chest with her hands wrapped around his sexy waist.
And him whispering affectionate words to her while gently stroking her hair.
I buried my face in my palm again. “Fuck. What the hell is happening to me?”
This man called Dominic wouldn’t just leave me alone. He had been in my dream days ago as well. And now he showed up at my door as my sister’s boyfriend?
I’m finished.
I rolled onto the middle of the bed and closed my eyes but all I could still see was his face—smirking, smiling, teasing—and the way his lips had felt against mine.
I pulled the duvet over my body as I bit down on my lips. From there, I didn’t know how sleep engulfed me.
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The next morning was a Friday. I slipped out of bed as early as possible. I had my bath and put on one of my best looking suits that always made me look dashing.
And of course, effortlessly handsome.
Someone like Phoebe would say I have always been favored because of my looks. Yes, I’m breathtakingly handsome but I never received favors from anyone that much.
I crept out of the house as I made my way towards the door. And just like that I escaped seeing any of them—Phoebe and Dominic.
I took Phoebe’s car as I drove to Dravings High tech. I was on my way for an important job interview which I was hoping it’d be a success as this was the third I was going for in two weeks.
Studying abroad hasn’t even helped much.
Arriving at the big company, I patiently waited for my turn to be called in. And immediately I was called in, I whispered some prayers as Mom had always instructed and gave the interview my best shot.
The panel looked quite impressed by my performance too.
I left with a big smile on my face, hoping for positive results in the coming week.
Getting back home, I felt a little exhausted as I emerged from the car. I opened the house’s door gently and walked in.
My eyes narrowed when I heard two people talking from the dining area. Phoebe and Dominic.
Why was he still here at 10 AM???
Phoebe sure does have some explanation once he’s gone.
I crossed over there. They were having breakfast. Dominic beckoned that I should join them. I could have just rejected the offer but I found myself settling down on the inviting chair.
I sat stiffly at the dining table, poking my eggs like they had offended me. Dominic sat across from me. Phoebe was beside him, glowing like she swallowed a spotlight.
“Why did you leave so early in the morning dressed up like this?” Dominic asked, curious.
“In search of a job.” I replied sharply, stuffing some bread into my mouth.
“So Dom,” Phoebe cut in loudly, batting her lashes at him, “tell Cyrus what happened last night.”
I did not look up. I already felt that ache building in my chest.
Dominic cleared his throat. “Phoebe, we do not have to talk about everything.”
But she giggled in a way she never did before. “Stop acting shy. Cyrus should know. He studies all the time. He needs a reminder that real life exists.”
A sharp sting hit me. She knew studying was the one thing I did right, yet she always treated it like a flaw.
I kept my voice flat. “I am fine knowing nothing.”
She hummed and trailed her fingers down Dominic’s arm, slow and dramatic. “Well, just so you know, we had such an intimate night. He held me so tight. My boyfriend is such a man. I could feel how much he wanted me.”
My fork slipped from my fingers and clattered against the plate.
Dominic’s jaw ticked. He tried to pull his arm away from hers gently, but she only clung tighter, smiling at me like she won a trophy.
“You should find someone too,” she continued, pretending to pity me. “Then maybe you will not look so lonely all the time.”
Lonely. The word stabbed deeper than anything else.
I swallowed hard. My throat burned. Dominic watched me, his eyes soft but guilty.
I pushed my chair back. “I am not hungry.”
Phoebe rolled her eyes. “Of course. Run away like always.”
That was it. I stood up and walked out. I did not trust myself to speak. If I did, things might end up getting fucked up.
I stormed out of the house, barely holding myself together. It felt like my chest was made of cracked glass, each step threatening to shatter it completely.
Why did her words hurt this much? Why did he get to be part of her happiness while I remained like an outsider in her life?
I sat on the porch steps, forcing air into my lungs, rubbing my face with both hands. The morning sun was bright but nothing about me felt warm.
The door clicked behind me.
I did not have to look to know it was him. His presence moved the air. That stupid musky scent of his crawled under my skin like it owned space there.
cyrus's point of view.The door closed behind me gently, Machines hummed softly, as Phoebe lay in the bed, impossibly still.For a second, I couldn’t move. I stood just inside the door, my hand still hovering where the handle had been, like I might bolt if I let myself think long enough. She looked smaller like this. Pale. Fragile in a way I had never allowed myself to see before. Her dark hair was spread over the pillow, her face slack with sedation, lashes resting against bruised skin.She looked nothing like the woman who had screamed at me three nights ago. Nothing like the woman who had stared at me with disbelief when I told her I wanted a divorce. I swallowed hard and forced myself to walk forward.Each step felt like trespassing. Like I was crossing a line I had already crossed once too many times. I pulled the chair closer to the bed, the legs scraping faintly against the floor, and sat down. The sound felt invasive. Too loud for a room like this.Her chest rose and fell bene
cyrus's point of view.The door closed behind me gently, Machines hummed softly, as Phoebe lay in the bed, impossibly still.For a second, I couldn’t move. I stood just inside the door, my hand still hovering where the handle had been, like I might bolt if I let myself think long enough. She looked smaller like this. Pale. Fragile in a way I had never allowed myself to see before. Her dark hair was spread over the pillow, her face slack with sedation, lashes resting against bruised skin.She looked nothing like the woman who had screamed at me three nights ago. Nothing like the woman who had stared at me with disbelief when I told her I wanted a divorce. I swallowed hard and forced myself to walk forward.Each step felt like trespassing. Like I was crossing a line I had already crossed once too many times. I pulled the chair closer to the bed, the legs scraping faintly against the floor, and sat down. The sound felt invasive. Too loud for a room like this.Her chest rose and fell bene
NEAR DEATH.CYRUS POV.The smell of disinfectant and old coffee hung in the air, the latter a potent aftertaste left in the throat. I stood in the doorway a moment too long, my feet rooted in place as if they were stuck, my hands clenched into such tight fists they ached. A I didn't have to look far to find them.They were assembled in a cluster near the waiting area outside the surgical side, exactly where I knew they would be. Both families. All fathers. No mothers to temper it all, no one to lower voices and soothe with gentle words. Just angry men with a talent for filling a room.Dad stood by way of the windows, his stance locked in place, his suit a crisp reminder of everything he did not belong in. His presence, when contrasted with Phoebe’s father, stood in stark relief. His tie was undone, his jacket tossed over a chair, his hands moving in a restless pace up and down. His face burned reddened, red-rimmed eyes, as if he had already exhausted all of his reserves of control.A
A SUICIDE ATTEMPT.CYRUS POVI woke up before my eyes opened. There was a tightness in my chest, My body felt coiled, restless, the way it feels when it's been bracing itself all night for impact. When the phone on the nightstand started vibrating again, I didn't jump. I already knew it was there. I cracked my eyes open and stared at the ceiling for a second, breathing slow, trying to convince myself I was still half-asleep. The early morning light barely filtered through the curtains, soft and pale; the world outside was still quiet. Inside my chest, though, everything was loud.I reached for the phone.The screen switched on, and my stomach dropped so hard it felt like I might actually be sick.My father had called a lot.Not one missed call. Not two. A long list, stacked on top of each other, like he'd been calling all night and only stopped when exhaustion or rage finally won. There were voice messages. I didn’t open them.There were texts.Call me now.Do you have any idea what you
DONE WITH YOU CYRUS’S POVThe second Phoebe's expression changed, I knew. She snatched her phone so fast she almost dropped it, and the way her eyes shot over the screen told me everything. I didn't need to ask, didn't need to wonder. I just watched her panic. And instead of feeling punched in the chest or sick or dizzy like I used to, all I felt was something loosening deep inside me. Something quiet. Something real.My shoulders actually dropped. It felt weird, because I didn't remember the last time my body wasn't tense around her. I even let out this breath I didn't know I'd been holding for years. And the smile came before I could hide it. A real smile. Not the polite one I force when she drags me to her parents' dinners. Not the tired one I put on when she starts crying to avoid accountability. This was real, and I let it sit there.She looked terrified of the smile."C-Cyrus," she whispered, voice cracking, "I can explain. Please. Just let me talk. It's not-it wasn't-just list
LETS GET A DIVORCE.CYRUS'S P.O.V.I stayed by the window until Dominic's car finally turned out of the driveway and went far enough down the road that I couldn't see the taillights anymore. I didn't move for a few seconds after that. I just kept staring at the empty spot where he'd been, feeling this tight pressure building in my chest because watching him leave didn't sit right with me. He didn't deserve to be the one walking out. He didn't cause any of this mess. And the fact that he left without looking back made my throat feel tight with frustration I didn't know how to swallow down.By the time I actually closed the front door and turned around, Phoebe was already standing in the middle of the living room. Arms crossed. Chin lifted. Like she'd been waiting for me. Like she was expecting an apology from me instead of the other way around. The second her eyes met mine, I knew she wanted a fight. I did not want to give her one, but I could not hold it anymore."Why did you ask him







