The ivory silk of my wedding dress rustled like autumn leaves as I stood before the ornate mirror in the Silver Moon Pack's bridal chamber. My reflection stared back, eyes bright with anticipation, cheeks flushed pink with excitement, dark hair cascaded in waves down my back exactly as Marcus preferred. Tonight, I would become Luna of the Silver Moon Pack. Tonight, Marcus Steele would complete our mating bond and make me his forever.
"You look perfect, Luna," my best friend Victoria cooed from behind me, adjusting the delicate silver tiara that had belonged to Marcus's mother. Her fingers were gentle as they tucked a wayward curl behind my ear, but something in her tone made my wolf stir uneasily. "Marcus is so lucky to have you."
I turned to face her, drinking in her reassuring smile. Victoria had been my constant companion through the three-year courtship, helping me navigate the complex politics of pack life, teaching me what it meant to be an Alpha's mate. Without her guidance, I never would have been worthy of Marcus's attention.
"Do you really think so?" I whispered, my hands smoothing nervously over the intricate beadwork of my bodice. "Sometimes I worry I'm not strong enough, not Alpha enough for him."
Victoria's green eyes flickered with something I couldn't quite identify before her expression softened into sympathy. "Oh, Luna. You're perfect exactly as you are. Sweet, gentle, caring are the qualities that make you special."
Her words should have comforted me, but that strange flutter in my chest intensified. Marcus had been distant lately, spending long hours in his office with Victoria discussing pack business I wasn't privy to. When I'd asked to help, he'd merely kissed my forehead and told me not to worry my pretty head about such serious matters.
"The ceremonies are about to begin," Victoria announced, checking the silver watch on her wrist. "Are you ready to become the Luna you were meant to be?"
I nodded, though my hands trembled as I reached for the matching silver necklace that would mark me as Marcus's mate. The weight of it against my throat felt heavier than usual, like a collar rather than a symbol of love.
The great hall of the packhouse had been transformed into something from a fairy tale. White roses and silver ribbons adorned every surface, their sweet fragrance mingling with the excited scents of the gathered pack members. Candles flickered from crystal chandeliers, casting dancing shadows across the stone walls that had sheltered the Silver Moon Pack for over two centuries.
As I walked down the aisle on my friends arm, I could feel the eyes of every pack member upon me. Some faces showed genuine warmth and excitement, while others seemed more reserved, almost pitying. I pushed down the uncomfortable thought and focused instead on Marcus, waiting for me at the altar.
He looked magnificent in his formal black suit, his broad shoulders and commanding presence making him every inch the Alpha he was born to be. His dark hair was perfectly styled, his strong jaw clean-shaven, his piercing blue eyes focused on me with an intensity that made my heart race. This was the man I'd fallen in love with, the man who'd courted me with gentle persistence and patient understanding.
But as I drew closer, I noticed he wasn't smiling. His expression was almost... cold. Clinical. Like he was enduring an unpleasant but necessary duty rather than celebrating the happiest day of our lives.
My best friend placed my hand in Marcus's, and I gasped at the lack of warmth in his touch. His fingers felt like ice against my skin, and he didn't squeeze reassuringly as he usually did. Instead, his grip was loose, impersonal, as if he were shaking hands with a stranger.
"Dearly beloved," Elder Thompson began, his weathered voice carrying easily through the hushed hall, "we gather tonight under the blessed light of the full moon to witness the sacred union of Alpha Marcus Steele and Luna Blackwood. This ceremony will bind not only their hearts but their souls, creating a bond that death itself cannot break."
The ritual words that should have filled me with joy now seemed ominous. Something was desperately wrong, terribly wrong. Marcus's scent, usually so comforting and familiar, carried undertones of anxiety and... guilt? My wolf whined deep in my chest, sensing danger but unable to identify its source.
"Alpha Marcus," Elder Thompson continued, "do you take Luna Blackwood as your mate, to protect and cherish, to lead alongside you as Luna of the Silver Moon Pack?"
This was it. The moment I'd dreamed of for three years. I looked up into Marcus's eyes, expecting to see love, devotion, the same emotion that had sustained me through our courtship.
Instead, I saw resolution. Cold, hard determination that chilled me to the bone.
"I..." Marcus began, his voice carrying clearly through the silent hall. Every breath seemed to pause, every heartbeat suspended as we waited for the words that would bind us forever.
"I, Marcus Steele, Alpha of the Silver Moon Pack, reject you, Luna Blackwood, as my mate and Luna."
The words hit me like a physical blow, driving the air from my lungs and sending me stumbling backward. Gasps echoed through the hall, but they sounded distant, muffled, as if I were underwater. This couldn't be happening. This had to be some terrible nightmare, some cruel joke that would end with Marcus's laughter and an apology for frightening me.
But his face remained impassive, almost bored, as he continued speaking.
"You are too weak to bear an Alpha's children, too soft to lead this pack. I cannot tie myself to someone who will only drag down my bloodline and weaken my legacy."
Each word was a dagger to my heart, but the worst was yet to come. Marcus turned slightly, extending his hand toward the crowd, and my best friend Victoria stepped forward with a radiant smile.
"I choose Victoria Cross as my mate and Luna," Marcus announced, his voice finally warming as Victoria took her place beside him. "She has the strength, intelligence, and breeding necessary to stand at my side and bear the next generation of Silver Moon Alphas."
Victoria's green eyes met mine for just a moment, and I saw the truth there: the satisfaction, the triumph, the complete lack of remorse. She'd planned this. They'd both planned this. My courtship, my friendship, my entire life for the past three years had been nothing but an elaborate lie.
The mate bond, fragile and new as it was from our incomplete ceremony, snapped with an audible crack that seemed to echo through my bones. Pain unlike anything I'd ever experienced tore through my chest, as if someone had reached into my ribcage and crushed my heart in their bare hands. I felt blood on my lips where I'd bitten through my tongue to keep from screaming.
"No," I whispered, the word barely audible even to my own ears. "Marcus, please. I love you. We can"
"There is no 'we,'" he cut me off, his voice flat and final. "There never was. You were a placeholder, Luna. A way to pass time until I found my true mate."
Laughter bubbled up from somewhere in the crowd, cruel, mocking sounds that pierced through my shock. Some pack members looked genuinely horrified by the public humiliation, but others seemed to find entertainment in my downfall. I recognized the voices of wolves who'd never quite accepted me, who'd always whispered that I wasn't Alpha material.
"Look at her," someone sneered. "Can't even handle a little rejection without falling apart. Marcus is right, she's too weak for pack leadership."
"I heard she's never even shifted properly. What kind of Luna can't control her own wolf?"
"Victoria's so much stronger. This is for the best."
Their words blurred together into a symphony of derision that made my knees buckle. The beautiful wedding dress that had made me feel like a princess now felt like a costume, a ridiculous outfit that advertised my naivety to the world.
Victoria stepped closer to Marcus, her hand sliding possessively along his arm as she pressed her body against his side. They fit together perfectly both tall, both commanding, both beautiful in the way that spoke of strong bloodlines and Alpha genetics. Looking at them, I could see what everyone else had apparently always known: I was the odd one out, the weak link that needed to be discarded.
"I'm sorry it had to happen this way," Victoria said, though her tone suggested she was anything but sorry. "But you understand, don't you, Luna? The pack comes first. Always."
I wanted to fight, to scream. Instead, I nodded. Numb., too broken to do anything but accept their cruelty as deserved.
"The ceremony will continue," Elder Thompson announced, his voice carefully neutral though I caught the flash of pity in his ancient eyes. "Alpha Marcus and Luna Victoria, please step forward to complete your mating bond."
I couldn't watch. I couldn't stand there in my wedding dress and witness the man I loved promise himself to my best friend, completing with her the ceremony that should have been mine. With what remained of my dignity, I gathered my skirts and fled toward the exit, my silver heels clicking against the stone floor in a rapid staccato that sounded like my fracturing heart.
"Luna, wait!" someone called behind me, but I didn't stop. I couldn't stop. If I paused for even a moment, I would collapse completely, and I refused to give them the satisfaction of seeing me break down entirely.
The cool night air hit my face like a slap as I burst through the packhouse doors and into the surrounding forest. Behind me, I could hear the ceremony continuing, Victoria's voice strong and confident as she accepted Marcus's proposal and completed the bond I'd been denied.
My feet carried me deeper into the woods without conscious direction, branches catching at my dress and tearing the delicate fabric. The silver tiara fell from my head and clattered against a tree root, the sound sharp and final in the darkness. I left it there, along with the necklace that had felt so heavy around my throat.
When I finally stopped running, I found myself in a small clearing illuminated by the full moon overhead. The irony wasn't lost on me that the same moon that should have blessed my mating ceremony now witnessed my complete and utter destruction.
I collapsed to my knees in the soft grass, my hands pressed against my chest where the broken mate bond continued to send waves of agony through my body. The physical pain was nothing compared to the emotional devastation, though. Three years of my life, wasted on a man who'd never loved me. A best friend who'd betrayed me for her own ambition. A pack that had watched my humiliation with entertainment rather than sympathy.
Sobs tore from my throat, raw and desperate sounds that seemed to echo through the trees. I'd been so stupid, so blind. All the signs had been there: Marcus's growing distance, Victoria's subtle comments about my weaknesses, the pack members who'd never quite accepted me. I'd chosen to see what I wanted to see rather than face the truth.
"Too weak," I whispered to the uncaring moon. "Too soft. Not Alpha enough."
Maybe they were right. Maybe I'd been fooling myself all along, thinking I could be someone important, someone worthy of love and respect. Maybe this was exactly what I deserved for daring to reach above my station.
As I knelt there in my ruined wedding dress, bleeding from the severed mate bond and shattered by betrayal, I felt something shift deep inside me. A stirring of power I'd never experienced before, like lightning trapped beneath my skin. The grass around me withered and died, small animals fled deeper into the forest, and the very air seemed to crackle with energy.
For just a moment, golden light flickered around my hands, and I could have sworn I heard something: a voice, ancient and powerful, whispering words I couldn't quite understand. “You are not what they think you are,” the voice whispered. “And soon, neither will you be.”Then it was gone, leaving me alone with my grief and the growing certainty that this humiliation had awakened something in me that had been sleeping far too long.
From the shadows at the edge of the clearing, a pair of ancient golden eyes watched my breakdown with interest. Someone had been waiting for this moment, waiting for the pain and betrayal to crack open whatever had been holding back my true nature.
But I was too lost in my own devastation to notice the observer, too broken to realize that my greatest defeat might actually be the beginning of my transformation into something far more powerful than anyone including myself had ever imagined.
The moon continued its silent vigil as I wept alone in the forest, my tears watering the ground where a rejected mate's broken heart would soon give birth to a queen's unbreakable will.
The cold wasn't just around me it was inside me, sewn into the marrow of my bones. Every breath I took felt like inhaling shards of winter. My limbs were stiff, my skin clammy and too tight over muscles that didn't feel like mine. I flexed my fingers, and the sound they made like frost snapping against old bark made my stomach turn.The crown, once a weight of honor, now felt like a shackle. I reached up to touch it, but my hand trembled. The gold was cracked along its spine, jagged like the pieces of myself I no longer recognized.Where was everyone?I pulled myself upright, knees shaking, bracing against the cold slab of the throne. The chamber echoed with my breath. No guards. No council. No distant footsteps or rustle of robes. Just silence and the faint scent of ash and iron lingering in the air.The silence pressed against my ears like water. I strained to hear anything that would tell me the world still turned beyond these walls. But there was nothing. Not even the distant clat
The darkness welcomed me this time.No resistance. No whispers warning me away. No hallucinations of Kai's voice, only silence, thick and waiting. The kind of silence that pressed against your bones and settled in your marrow like a promise of endings.I descended the crumbling spiral steps beneath Hollowshade as if they had always belonged to me. Each step felt familiar now. I had nothing left to trade but myself.Now I came not to weep but to surrender.My wolf paced restlessly beneath my skin, sensing danger, sensing the wrongness of this place that existed between worlds."I'm ready," I said aloud.My voice echoed strangely in the chamber, multiplying until it sounded like a chorus of broken queens all speaking the same words.No one answered.But something listened. I could feel its attention like cold fingers trailing down my spine, like eyes watching from the spaces between heartbeats.I took a step forward, hands trembling. The frost on the gate hissed at my warmth, recoiling
No one could help me.Not the fae who owed me blood debts stretching back centuries, their ethereal faces twisting with regret as they turned away from my pleas. Not the witches who once lit candles to my name in midnight rituals, their ancient covens falling silent when I spoke my children's names. Not even the priests who sang under starfall, their holy voices cracking as they glimpsed the darkness clinging to my soul like oil. All their wisdom, all their accumulated power, all their carefully hoarded rites useless against what consumed my children.I hadn't slept in three days. The marks beneath my eyes were not shadows anymore; they were bruises of grief carved deep into flesh, purple-black reminders of every sleepless hour spent watching my children fade. My hands trembled constantly now, a palsy born of desperation and magical exhaustion. And still, I searched. From twilight plains where reality bent like heated glass to astral vaults where knowledge crystallized into geometric
The stone door loomed before me, breathing frost into the air like a dying god. Taller than any cathedral arch, broader than the Hall of Echoes, it pulsed faintly with a cold light buried deep within its black obsidian frame. The surface was carved with intricate reliefs that seemed to shift in my peripheral vision, faces that weren't quite faces, hands that grasped at nothing, mouths open in eternal screams that made no sound.The air around the door shimmered with unnatural cold. My breath came in white puffs that lingered too long in the still air.Kai's voice echoed in my head, trembling with pain and desperate love: Don't open it, Luna. Not this. Please, not this.I flinched back. Was it a hallucination again? Another shadow cast by my broken mind, another trick of grief and exhaustion? Or was he truly here, tethered to this curse like the thousand other souls I had seen trapped in my vision? I didn't know anymore. The line between memory and madness had blurred beyond recognitio
The archives beneath Hollowshade were colder than I remembered. Each step down the spiraling stone staircase drained warmth from my bones, dust clinging to the air like ash. I moved past broken stone reliefs, a warrior with his sword raised, a mother cradling a child whose features had been erased by time. The sight made my heart clench. My own children Alexander, Seraphina, Kai Jr. were they destined for such obscurity?The hollowed-out tomes lined the walls like ribs of some great beast, their knowledge consumed by flame or rot. Only their bindings remained, leather covers faded to the color of old bone. Deeper into the restricted wing I went, where shadows bled from the walls like wounds. The darkness had weight, pressing against my skin like oil. My fingertips brushed old glyphs etched by hands long buried, feeling the faint vibration of magic still clinging to the stone.Celestina's voice echoed in my mind: "Some knowledge buries more than it reveals." But I had no choice. Peace
The night has teeth.It doesn’t fall gently anymore; it gnashes at the windows, hissing through the cracks of Hollowshade like it’s hunting something. Or someone.I haven’t slept. Not really. I rest, I close my eyes, but my body never lets go of the tension in my spine. My mind floats half-awake, half-braced. Waiting.Something is terribly wrong with my children. I know it. I feel it in my blood, the same way a mother can feel her child’s pain before the scream. But this is deeper than pain. This is pulling. Something is pulling at them, from the inside out.And it’s starting to pull at me, too.Celestine finds me before dawn. She doesn’t knock. She never does when it’s serious.She glides into my observatory like a stormcloud with silver hair, her robes a shade too dark for morning. There’s no tea. No gentle “my darling.” No comforting stories of the old days.Just her pale hand holding a single thread of silver dust.“Something old is leaking through,” she says, without preamble. “S