Confession

“Forgive me, Father, for I have sinned” I whispered from where I sat .

“Confess All your sins to the priest”he replied

I slowly adjusted myself on the seat as I thought about the words that were about to flow out of my mouth .

I am just a 20 year old girl with a large libido for sex. As much as I try to fight it , it seems like it isn’t working. Just two weeks ago , I was at a party and I had an orgy with people I have no idea about .

It’s not that I do not feel remorse, I do feel remorseful , but that isn’t everything.

From the start of my girlhood , I have tried to hide these feelings that have been struggling to get out of me. Why do I feel so attracted to someone very close to me and I have his blood running through my veins .

I don’t feel disgusted thinking about it , but I know that I want to do do this , I don’t know how much I’m going to keep on fighting this feeling and the urge to fuck my uncle .

Pray for me father , I’m losing it .

The moment I finished my confession it was followed by total silence and that was when I heard him let out a deep breath from the other side .

“Nora,”he called out.

“ Yes uncle” I replied standing up from where I sat and that was when I got to see him .

Without waiting for any more words I walked away from the confession center as I walked out of the church , the satisfied thought lingering in my mind .

Ava, my best friend, was Standing beside my car when I got out of the church .

The moment I got out , the look on her face showed me that she wasn’t satisfied with what I had done , but why should I care .

“You didn’t do it , did you ?” She asked me walking towards me while giving me that curious look , she wanted an answer right this moment , I could tell .

I didn’t reply to her but getting to where she was , I smiled and then walked away to my car .

Oh my good Nora , you are as disgusting as I think you are right now , don’t tell me you went in there to tell him you wanted to fuck him .

I did , and so what Nora,I don’t care , he had to know , I’m sick and tired of favoring this feeling I have for him in my heart .

But he is your uncle and a priest at that .

Pulling away from the steering , I turned to look at my best friend .

He is my father's adopted brother , and secondly he isn’t a priest , he is just filling up since there hasn’t been any.

But ,

No But Ava and stop giving me that judgmental look , I want him and I am going to get him , I know how long I have been honoring these feelings inside of me , but not anymore .

Ava let out a sign , while giving me that look that meant she was done with me .

As I turned the steering of the car , I caught a glimpse of him .

My uncle was standing by the window .

My father’s favorite brother , he was staring at me and the only thing that caught my attention was the way he looked.

I could tell how attractive he was from just watching him, I knew what I did was wrong ? But I had to .

My father was going to kill me if he found out that I did that , but then my uncle is going to hate me too .

All my life I had always loved him , amongst all my dad's siblings , he looked totally different , hot and attractive .

He always cared for me and my siblings and was sweet , I have always loved him and hid those feelings from him.

When he returned five years ago and the town was in need of a priest he decided to fill in .

This came as a shock to everyone as they knew what he really was , but my father saw this as a redemption to everything and made him the priest .

I missed him , there wasn’t anyone to read me bedtime stories anymore and it was sickening , but then , each time I visited him , I never wanted to leave , there was this urge around me that made me quiver .

It was the way he stared at me and the way he made me feel and always cared for me.

I started having wet dreams of my uncle.At first , I hid the feelings considering how disgusting they were but after I found out that he was my father's adopted brother , I took that as a yes .

I got the courage to tell him how I felt , it was left for him to react .

As I rode through the crusty road all my thoughts were on him .

My uncle and unlike everyone I have fucked , I wanted him and not even my best friend was going to stop me from having him .

My phone rang , breaking me out of my thoughts and when I looked at the caller it was my mother .

“Mom” I called the moment I picked up as I waited for her to say the words next .

“Come home Nora, your father is dead,” my mother told me .

The other line suddenly went silent as the only thing that I could hear was my mother’s words , my father had died .