Chapter Thirty Seven

"Lorcan, please! Open this goddamn door!"

I've been screaming out my lungs since he shut the door before my face but until now, there's no response i get. I feel hopeless, i feel so weak. My holds on the knob loosened up as i slowly accepted the fact that no one can hear me out. He won't listen and it hurts my heart much. I moved my feet towards his bed and back on sitting on it with heavy flowing tears around my face.

Why would he lock me here in the first place?

I thought we'd already talked and i told him I would accept him for being him, that I'm not really scared even after knowing how darkly dangerous it is to be involved with him.

How i really wish i could read his mind, i could get into his unpredictable ideas that lead me to misconceptions. He's the most veiled person for me, so unfathomable despite exerting much effort to get to him.

Sighing in frustration, i nearly pulled my own hair, I'm so confused and I wanted to burst out but i couldn't risk the baby in me. So, i nee