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CAROLINEA baby.
I’m having a stranger’s baby.
What am I going to do?
“Do you want to talk about it?” Dr Vivienne asks tenderly, “Do you know the Dad?”
I exhale, shaky and hollow, “Yeah, I know the dad. I had a one-night stand in New York, and now, I’m here. He … he is a … I don’t really know much about him, apart from the fact that he is a huge, strong guy who might be a billionaire.” I laugh dryly, chest stinging, “I don’t know. I think I’m gonna go home. I need to … I need to think.”
“Of course. Wait here, and let me call you a cab.” She whispers, and I nod.
I don’t even know his name, and now, I’m carrying his baby in my belly. I should be about two weeks gone.
I’m a Doctor. I’ve spent years in school, trying to create a better life, and somehow, just because I couldn’t handle my emotions, I fell into bed with a stranger, and now, I’m pregnant.
What the fuck?
I go home, lock myself in the apartment and spend the next couple of days binging on junks, and thinking about my life.
I’ve never felt so alone, and yet, I’m not alone. I probably will never be alone again.
I let myself mourn the life I could have had, then step out of the apartment. Oddly enough, I find myself touching my belly. I have a baby in there. My baby. We’re going to be just fine. I don’t need to reach out to him, at least not yet. I don’t need anything from him.
So, I settle into a new routine. I brace myself for the morning sickness, but it never comes, which I don’t mind. My appetite increases, and I eat everything possible. I don’t restrict myself. I have a big baby in me, so I do everything to keep my baby safe.
I go back to work because I need the money.
“How do you feel now, Caroline? Has the flu broken?” A nurse asks.
“It’s gone. I’m fine now.” I smile, lying.
I focus on work, checking on the patients. My next patient is a man in his forties who broke his leg in an accident last night. Surprisingly, when I check him, he’s healing quite well, at an accelerated pace. His swelling has reduced, and his skin feels warm, almost thrumming under my touch. I don’t think too much about it. The nurse fixes his dressing and leaves.
I check his blood pressure and pulse.
Suddenly, warmth spreads in my lower belly.
“You have a strong baby, there, loud and kicking.” The man says out of the blue.
I look at him, shocked, because he was sleeping a moment ago, and how does he know I’m pregnant.
“What?” I frown, heart racing.
“Your baby, strong, just like the father.” He flashes a grin.
Nausea rolls in me like a tide, and I walk out. My pulse throbs loudly, and blood rushes to my ears. The nausea worsens, and I hold on to my stomach as I head to the restroom.
I step into the staff’s restroom and frown because the nausea is gone, just like that.
My mind is a jumbled mess, so I splash water on my face and reach for the tissue. I gasp in shock as it cuts through my thumb.
I quickly rinse away the blood and examine the cut, but I find nothing, no cut, no blood, nothing.
Dread rises in me, and I rush out of the bathroom.
My head pounds with a headache, and my heart is a talking drum.
It’s rush hour, so everywhere is jumbled. I push through the crowd, overstimulated, and bump into a man.
“Oh, I’m sorry.” I apologise, look at him, and freeze.
The patient from earlier who broke his leg, except now, he’s walking on both legs, with no iota of pain on his face. He grins at me, eyes flashing with madness and smiles, “See you soon, Doc.”
Fear slams into me like a boulder. My eyes widen. I’m being watched. I’m being followed and hunted.
I need to get out of here.
I push through the crowd and pass the emergency exit. I call a cab, enter and tell him my address.
I keep looking around, trying to see if I’m followed.
My stomach tightens painfully with every street we drive past.
He’s a few seconds from my apartment when a sharp pain shoots through my stomach.
I gasp as pain washes over me. He glances at me, fear in his eyes, “Are you okay, ma’am?”
I can’t respond as the pain intensifies. Something bad is about to happen. I can’t stay here. I need to leave. I need to go to him immediately. Slowly, the pain leaves me, and I tell the driver, “I need to get my passports, then you’ll drive me to the airport.”
He nods and does as I ask. Thankfully, I grab everything I need in a small bag and rush outside. Then, he drives me to the airport. Sweat beads on my forehead even in the cool London air. I roll down the window for air and catch a glimpse of the man from the hospital in a car full of men like him, heading towards my street.
“Drive faster!” I squeak, and he floors it.
Thankfully, I get on an urgent flight, very expensive, but my safety is my concern.
I stay awake all through the flight, unable to bring myself to sleep. I kept looking behind me, trying to see if any of those men followed me onto the flight, but none did.
I’m safe, or so I think.
The plane touches down around eleven in the morning because of the time difference. I rush out of the airport and get the first cab I see.
“Where to?” He asks, glancing at me.
I’m about to respond when I see the man from the hospital, flanked by six huge men.
My heart sinks. My blood turns to ice.
He’s found me.
CHAPTER 58Just a baby.SALVATORECaroline finally falls asleep sometime before dawn. I sit beside the bed long after her breathing evens out, watching the rise and fall of her chest as if looking away might somehow change it. The room smells faintly of herbs, antiseptic, sweat, and fear. Most of it has soaked into the walls over the last twenty-four hours.Her face is pale against the pillow. The fever has broken, but I do not trust it. My gaze drifts to her stomach. The blanket covers most of her body, but I know exactly where our child rests. It is something impossible, something that should not exist, something people will kill for. My hand clenches against my thigh. The thought alone is enough to make my wolf bare its teeth.A soft knock breaks the silence. I look toward the door and see Slade standing there.“You can’t stay in here forever. She’s asleep. She will be fine. We need you out here. Belle won't stop arguing with Nadia, who keeps demanding more blood samples. Sage is
CHAPTER 57CAROLINEThe room expands and collapses around me in slow, violent pulses. The walls are too close, then too far, then too close again. I am awake for all of it, and it is the worst part. There is no escape into sleep, no soft break between moments where my body forgets how much it is suffering. I am being unravelled from within, as if I am being rewritten. It is one thing to try to heal someone with the virus, but it is another thing to suffer from it because I know exactly what is happening to me. I know what awaits me, how painful it is going to get.My life flashes before my eyes, and I think about how I got here. All these began a few months ago because I decided to come here for a vacation. Now, I’m not only carrying a baby, but infected with a mystical virus.Everything is too loud. I press my palms against my ears until my fingers hurt, but it doesn’t change anything. The sound is not outside me. It is inside my bones. It is inside my teeth. It vibrates behind my e
CHAPTER 56CAROLINEI wake up screaming. The sound tears itself out of my throat before I even understand where I am.For a moment, everything is pain. Hot and blinding pain.The room swims in and out of focus as another wave crashes through me. It starts somewhere deep beneath my ribs and spreads outward, through my stomach, my spine, my arms, until every nerve in my body feels stripped bare. It is not the sharp pain of an injury. Not the clean pain of a broken bone or a surgical incision. This is something alive. The virus moves in me, and attacks everything at once.It feels like my blood is on fire, because it is. Tears burn my vision, and I bite my tongue hard. I curl instinctively around my stomach and immediately regret it. My baby. My baby. Oh, my baby. Nothing must happen to my baby.A cry escapes me. My muscles seize so violently that I almost roll off the bed.“Caroline.” Salvatore is beside me instantly. I don't know if he ever left. His hand slides behind my shoulders, tr
CHAPTER 55Infected.CAROLINEThe first time it happens, I think I’m imagining it. The patient’s hand twitches against the restraints, fingers curling too tightly, and his nails scrape skin that should already be healing. The fever has pushed him into delirium, but that’s not unusual. What is unusual is the sound. A low, wet fracture under the skin.“Hold him steady,” I order, already moving closer.Nadia hesitates. “Doctor Blake, maybe you should –”“I said hold him.” My voice is calm. My moment of peace was with Sal, and now I am back to work. I need this whole thing to be over. I hate that I am missing so much of my pregnancy.The monitors spike, and his temperature climbs again, sharp and unnatural. Then his back arches violently against the bed. The restraints creak, and his skin ripples. Shit. I freeze for half a second. His spine is changing. What the fuck? A jagged distortion moves beneath his skin like something trying to remember a shape it was never meant to hold.His finge
CHAPTER 54SALVATOREI wake up in her arms, and the first thing I think is that I can really get used to this.Is it a losing battle now? Should I just stop fighting and enjoy what I have been given? Is she a gift or a curse?Most wolves are very religious, paying homage to the Moon Goddess, but I have lived long enough to watch empires, religion and faith crumble. I have not found anything supreme, but I must admit that the devotion humans pay to their Gods and technology is what I would like to show Caroline. I want to lay the earth at her feet because she deserves it.I sit up slowly, looking at her soft face and place my hand on her belly.She groans softly and pushes into my touch.My heart skips a beat when I realise her belly is a little swollen. She is finally looking pregnant. Her boobs are fuller, spilling out of my shirt. She wakes slowly and smiles at me. “Hi. Are you leaving?”“Hm.” I nod slowly, and she pulls me down, “Not yet.”The room smells like metal and old paper.
CHAPTER 53CAROLINEHe kisses me harder, sliding his hot tongue back into my mouth. I wrap my arms around him desperately, needing him closer. My desperation for him shows, and I do not care about that. I just want him. I want his hands all over my body. I want more. I have missed him so much.Easily, he carries me and places me on the kitchen counter.He pulls away and stares at me with a hooded gaze. “Do you want to take this to the bedroom?”A smile pulls at the corners of my mouth, “What other option is there?”“We can stay here and continue what we’ve started, but we’re not home alone, and I do not want to scandalise your friend.” He flashes me a dirty grin, and I feel it all the way to my toes.“Then, you should probably take me to the bedroom.” I shrug, as my belly tightens with need.“Will you be quiet? You have to be quiet.” He carries me as if I weigh nothing, and I wrap my legs around him.I inhale sharply when I feel his hard dick between my legs. I know I shouldn’t, but I
CHAPTER 21SALVATOREI shouldn’t have slept with her. The sex was a big mistake. The biggest mistake ever.Ever since she stepped into my
CHAPTER NINETEENCAROLINE My heart pounds hard, and blood rushes to my head. My legs weaken, and he notices. “Do not fall.” He warns sternly, running his gaze over my naked body, lingering on my belly before fixing on my cunt.
CHAPTER SEVENTEENSALVATOREEffortlessly, I rip off the bastard’s head.Blood splashes all over me, and my wolf howls within me. My whole body is pounding with rage. Heat burns through my spine, and I growl in rage, slamming feet through the other’s torso. I am covered in blood in seconds.The four
CHAPTER FIFTEENSALVATORE“Unfortunately, Caroline, there are some things you are better off not knowing. You’re new here, so be new. Do not poke your nose in my business, and enjoy New York.” I snap at her.I do not like being pushed against the wall, definitely not by a human I’m burdened with. I







