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CHAPTER ONE
CAROLINE BLAKE“He’s going to propose tonight,” Nora reveals with a big smile.
I freeze, “W – what?”
“It’s supposed to be a big surprise, but Ronal is going to propose tonight. You’re done with Medical School, and he believes it’s time to start your lives together. Oh, I’m so pumped!” She is giddy, eyes bright and cheeks flushed with delight.
“Oh, that’s amazing.” I nod, keeping the smile on my face.
Getting married has always been a dream. After almost a decade, I’m finally done with medical school. The next thing I want to do isn’t get married. I have given so much up for Ronal. I’m in this city because of him. I prefer London, and definitely not the overhyped coffees and expensive boutiques of New York.
“Come on, let’s get our dresses,” Nora grabs my hand and leads me back into the boutique.
I let her pull me, my thoughts lagging. I bump into someone hard enough to steal the air from my lungs. Goosebumps ripple across my skin.
“Oh, oh, I’m so sorry.” I gasp, cheeks pickening in embarrassment.
The man only nods and walks past me, tall, broad-shouldered, dark hair disappearing into the crowd without a word.
“He’s hot.” Nora grins, and I roll my eyes, but my pulse doesn’t settle.
We pick up our dresses and walk out of the boutique.
“You have everything planned for tonight, the dress and the shoes. I have to meet a client now, but we’ll see tonight?” She glances at her wristwatch, impatient.
Nora is an Interior Designer and has accumulated many high-class clients. She’s good at what she does. It’s one of the reasons she’s my best friend.
“Alright, see you soon.” I kiss her cheek, and she hails a cab.
Rather than going home to an empty apartment, I head to the closest coffee shop. Ronal and I have been together for four years now. He stood by me through exams, sleepless nights and breakdowns. An engagement could be good. It’s time for a new chapter anyway.
Then, what am I doing here?
I don’t have to wait till evening to see him.
I can see him now.
Excited, I jump up, grab my bags and rush outside, only to bump into someone, again.
“I’m so sorry –” The apology spills from my mouth, then dies out when I see it’s the man from the boutique.
He narrows his gaze at me, a smirk on his lips, before stepping aside without a word, letting me walk past.
My heart pounds hard as I walk away. I resist every urge to look back at him. I hail a cab and get in. As I am driven away, I can’t help but look back, steal a glance.
I push away every thought from my head and focus on getting to the Penthouse. My pulse throbs loudly, and my heart hammers wildly in my chest. My chest is filled with warmth, something that feels like butterflies and happiness.
Ronal has always been there for me.
I jump out of the cab, pay, and head to the lobby. I find it deserted, so I just head to the elevator, excited.
Moments later, I step out and use my key to enter his apartment.
He’s not in the living room, but I can hear sounds coming from the bedroom. He’s probably on a call with one of his business partners. He’s always working.
Carefully, I drop the bags on the couch and slip into the red lace I bought earlier. My hands tremble as I fix my hair.
Satisfied, I strut towards the bedroom.
I find the door ajar and step forward with a grin.
“Do you really have to propose to her tonight?”
Nora’s voice stops me cold.
“You know I do.” Ronal responds, “We’re playing the long game, remember? Everything will be over soon, and a proposal doesn’t change what we are. You’re everything to me, Nora. She’s just a placeholder, and very soon, I’ll send her packing!”
I blink, confused, because I still haven’t processed what I just heard.
“I don’t know how you stand her.” Nora laughs, “She’s so disgusting, with her self-righteousness and greed. She thinks about herself alone, very narcissistic. I can’t wait to see the look on her face when we’ve taken everything she has.”
My ears ring.
“Let’s stop talking about Caroline.” Ronal grins.
“Yeah, what do we do?”
Bile rushes through me at her sultry voice.
I watch in horror as my best friend straddles my boyfriend. Mortification freezes me in place as they get naked. Everything shatters as they start fucking.
“Oh, yes, yes, baby.” She groans, slamming down on his cock over and over.
My whole body trembles as I take a step backwards. My eyes sting with tears.
Everything was a lie. Everything.
I trusted them. I loved them. I told them everything about me, and this is what I get for my loyalty?
A sob tears out of me, and my vision blurs. I grab a coat, wrap it around myself, and run out of the apartment.
The pain overwhelms me, and I want to die.
The two people I trusted the most. The people I loved the most. They know me, and yet, they still chose to hurt me.
The air feels like glass in my lungs. Disgust coils in my stomach, and anger claws its way up.
I run out of the building and into a cab.
It drops me in front of a club. Night has swallowed the city whole. I walk to the bar and order the strongest booze.
They need to pay for what they’ve done.
I look around the bar, and I see him.
CHAPTER SIXTEENCAROLINEHe has gone insane. No one speaks to me like that. No one. I don't care who they are. I am not a punching bag for his obvious anger issues. I am only here because of the creeps that showed up at my work.Goosebumps break down my skin as I walk down the streets.The sun has set hours ago, and the moon rests between clouds, but the streets of New York are still lively. There seems to be another festival. There's always one thing or the other. I don't think I can live here. I'd rather live in a city that sleeps. London has a certain lull around it that I love. New York, on the other hand, is chaotic. I don't like chaos. Chaos led me to R …I shake my head. I will not think about them, not now, not when everything has changed.Still for a moment, I can't help but wonder if they're still in New York. Do they even think about me? Do I matter? Am I so easily forgotten?Someone bumps into me, and I jerk backwards.“Sorry,” he murmurs and walks off.I need to get off
CHAPTER FIFTEENSALVATORE“Unfortunately, Caroline, there are some things you are better off not knowing. You’re new here, so be new. Do not poke your nose in my business, and enjoy New York.” I snap at her.I do not like being pushed against the wall, definitely not by a human I’m burdened with. I have lived long enough, yet she drives me up the wall every time.Her eyes flash, and darken, “Are you insane?”I clench my jaw hard.“Have you gone mad, Salvatore? Should I not poke my nose in your business? You must be insane. Your baby is growing in my belly, and my body is changing. My body. Your baby. Do not piss me off more than I already am right now. You either tell me what I want to know or I will find answers myself.” She threatens, nose flaring, cheeks flushed.I lean against my desk, bored out of my mind.“I don’t care what you do. As long as it ends with you out of my sight, then be my guest.” I shrug.She’s a volcanic eruption. A mamma bear I shouldn’t poke, but I have less fuc
CHAPTER FOURTEENCAROLINEIt starts with the conversation I shouldn't have been able to hear.I am in the kitchen, making tea, when I hear Slade's voice. Clearly. Every word, every pause, the specific texture of his low, unhurried tone. He is telling someone about a perimeter rotation, something about the east corridor, something about timing. I can hear him as though he is standing next to me.He is two rooms away, behind two closed doors.I set the kettle down.I stand very still and listen, not because I mean to, but because I can't not.Goosebumps break over my skin.Every word arrives with the same clarity as
CHAPTER THIRTEENSALVATOREThe rogues are kept on a lower level.Most people don't know the lower level exists. That is by design. The compound above it is warm, structured, alive with the organised noise of a functioning pack. The lower level is none of those things. It is concrete and cold and very quiet, and the quiet is the point. Men talk faster in quiet rooms. They fill the silence with whatever they have, and I have learned, over a very long time, to simply wait.I take my jacket off before I go in. I fold it over the railing at the bottom of the stairs with the same care I give it anywhere else. Slade hands me the file. I read it in the corridor, unhurried, while the two men behind the door sit with the knowledge that I am outside it.
CHAPTER TWELVECAROLINE – POINT OF VIEWIt takes a while for me to fall asleep.I’m not used to being here. I have lived alone for half my life. I don’t know how to get used to this new part of my life so easily. It will take time, but I am not sure I have the time.I kept my bedroom door locked all through the night, and I kept waking up at intervals, unable to sleep through the night. Calla left hours ago, and I don’t know if she’s still in the house, because I decided to stay in.I could feel Salvatore's presence. His broody and overbearing presence. Even through the walls, even through the thick, foreign quiet of this house, I could feel him. I don't know why he unsettles me the way he does. I don't know why I am so aware of exactly where he is in a house I have barely learned the layout of. I chalk it up to stress and pregnancy and the fact that my entire life has been upended in the space of a few weeks, and I lie there in the dark with my hand on my stomach and wait for morni
CHAPTER ELEVENSALVATORE – POINT OF VIEW“I know this is a shock to you, but you need to try to be more accommodating, or you are going to scare her off.” Slade chastises sharply as we walk downstairs.“Then, good riddance to her.” I pull out a cigar from my pocket.“With your baby? What the hell is wrong with you?” He holds my shoulder and halts my motion.I narrow my gaze at him, tilt my head and whisper, “Get your hand off me, Slades, while you still can.”My threat settles heavily between us, and he takes a step
CHAPTER EIGHTSALVATOREI listen to the baby’s heartbeat in horror.It is clear.She is carrying my baby.How is this possible? I’m a Lycan. The last living Lycan. I’m not supposed to have children. Reproduction isn’t possible. Fuck. This is going to cause a big mess.The air seems to drain out of
CHAPTER SEVENCAROLINE I blink, realising what he said.“What do you mean by a group of healers? Do you mean Doctors? A medical team?” I ask, following him closely behind.“You are speaking to me. Do not speak to me.” He turns around sharply, and I collide with his solid chest.He knocks me off my
CHAPTER NINECAROLINE – POINT OF VIEWI look at him, and feel my heart in my throat.“Can you get off me first?” I whisper, trying to brace myself for whatever he is about to reveal.He blinks as if he has forgotten he’s covering my body with his large one. The light catches his eyes, and it glows,
CHAPTER TENCAROLINE – POINT OF VIEW“Are you sure?” She probes, looking at me the same way Slade and Salvatore did.I tilt my head and glare, “What are you trying to find? What do you want to know? You asked, and I answered. This is a one-month pregnancy. I am not six months yet, and I won’t be sh







