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For almost four years without her twin brother, Addison Miranda cannot swallow the pain of her brother's death that still haunts her every night. That's why she pours her every emotion on writing which her brother influenced her when they were still young. And as she grows older, she wants to pursue the dream that settles her from the grief of her lost. The only thing that her mind automatically focuses on is becoming a published writer, willing to do whatever sorcery she needs to perform. But just like any other human being, she stumble upon the biggest regret of her life. Meeting Corpse De Chavez is the start of how she wanted to dig her own grave. It is like in a blink of an eye, Addi become blind of how her success will fall on her hands like streaming waters. She found out that Corpse is a big part of her past that has been torturing her for years. And how unfortunate for her to fall for someone that she’s supposed to despise. Desperate to live a peaceful life, she decided to quit everything so she can save herself from falling apart, even though it breaks her heart leaving the person that loves her more than anyone else. Addison Miranda believes that whatever witchcraft that she's been under, she wanted to get out of it as soon as possible before she falls with it. Because just like spilled coffee on the table, Corpse caused a big mess that no one has ever done to her life.
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Prologue
The moment he turned his eyes on me, I saw darkness. There's nothing but a pitch black reflection of what he truly feels inside. Just like his name, he feels like a dead body, lifeless corpse that wanted to get out of his grave.
"I hope I could make you feel better," I whispered and stared at his dark orbs. Combing his hair with my fingers, my lips landed on his forehead.
He looked at me, amusingly. The way Corpse focuses his eyes on me makes me feel like I am a bright star he's been staring in the night sky for so long. How I wish it would last forever.
"You just did," he replied and took my left hand, caressing it gently with his fingers.
I smiled, just like how I always do to let him know that everything will be okay. It already became a habit of me to be by his side whenever his anxiety attacks him. It may seem like a tough job, but I do this for him and because of the guilt that I have been feeling since the day I saw how messed up his life is.
Corpse is sensitive; everyone knows that not because he's spoiled by his Pops that could give him everything that he wanted, but because of how he had been through the past. I was there, uncertain of what was really happening to him. I saw his bruises, cuts, his black-eyes, and his broken arm. However, I did nothing but to stare at him with confused look. I wish I helped him in the past. He won't carry these boulders on his shoulders if I didn't turn a blind-eye.
"I'm sorry," I spoke. His brows furrowed.
"Sorry for what?"
"For everything." I stared at him, letting my eyes speak for the unspoken words I have stuck in my head for so long.
I don't deserve Corpse, or his eyes showering me with so much attention. I've done so much that I couldn't even look at his eyes without feeling my chest clench with guilt.
I went home after making sure that he's alright. The moment I arrived at my apartment, I went straight to my bed and buried my face to the pillows. Kicking and punching myself, the tears from my eyes started flowing uncontrollably.
I wish I could turn back the time where I was on that store, where I told my mom everything I knew about him. Maybe I could help myself from getting out of this mess we never wanted.
With all the strength I still possess, I went to my desk and opened my laptop. Adrenaline rushed through my system as my fingers tapped every letter of my email account, clicking as if it is the end of the world.
Just when I was about to open my email to cancel my manuscript, I froze upon seeing a message coming from the editors. At that moment, I knew I messed up so bad. I'm supposed to be happy right now.
This is my dream. This is what I want in life, and I am one of the luckiest people who have given a chance to publish my craft. But the more I think about it know all I want is to slit my neck with a sharp knife and curse myself to die.
I am shameless. How could I betray Corpse when he loves me so much?
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Caught In The Undertow Chapter 4
I was stuck between the feeling of mad desire to attack the latecomer and keeping myself calm for my reputation in front of Mr. Jang. I'm pretty sure they have no idea that this person is the blameworthy for everything that happened in my apartment these past few days. "Corpse, you came!" Mr. Jang exclaimed, welcoming the despicable guy with a warm hug he don't deserve. Was his name Corpse? Tss! I'd be grateful if he literally becomes one. On the other hand, Lewis was behind the man I truly despise, smiling all the way from the moment they came in. "Of course, you know he wouldn't miss your day," Lewis said to his dad that made the old man's eye sparkled with joy. "You poor kid, come here!" Mr. Jang beamed. I was unsure if Lewis was telling the right thing. Because looking at the way Corpse reacted, Lewis just probably said that so he won't make his father feel upset. Corpse, on the other hand, doesn't seem delighted being here.
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-06-08Caught In The Undertow Chapter 3.2
"Who cares if you're not home? We fucked, now take the damn consequence- Just shut the hell up and let me talk!" she roared, loud enough to make me realize I should get the hell out of her way. Her grip on her phone almost crushing the poor thing on her hand, clearly saying she’s not in her best mood. Her heels are almost making a hole on the tiled floor as she marched towards us, drastically moving her other hand through her messed up hair."Oh! You know why I want extra money?! Because that kid... ripped my pussy apart. Ripped! You got that?"I reminded myself not to react in every word she said because I know it would not be fun. Just by the looks of it, she can make my mother cry for birthing me. However, I'm pretty sure I was not the only one who found it bizarre hearing such in the public. My eyes went at Lewis to check his reaction and he’s already shaking his head while his hands were on the baby, covering the poor specimen’s ears."Yeah?! You must be
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-04-26Caught In The Undertow Chapter 3.1
I continuously knocked on his door and didn't stop. Even if my hands felt numb, I wouldn’t care less if this person is the same person that owns the pink bowls in my apartment. He’s nothing but a threat!"Open the stupid door! Don’t you run away from me after letting me see that stupid pink thing on your hand,” I shouted as I felt the hardness of the wooden door colliding with the flesh at the side of my palms."Go away!" he shouted back using his very deep voice the made my blood boiled in a hundred degrees. If there is nothing going on, I would seriously admire how deep his voice is. But considering that we are in a different situation right now, he sounds nothing but a complete bastard."Open the door, I said! Don’t let me break this door and stuff that thing on your mouth. You think you could just sneak in to my apartment and feed my cat, huh? Open the damn door and let’s see where your bravery could take you, dumbass!""What's the color of your cat?!" I
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-04-26Caught In The Undertow Chapter 2.2
"I thought you're not Mad Mayhem at first. But last time, I saw you typing on your laptop and I confirmed it- I'm sorry if I got curious and peeked through by the way," she added.My heart suddenly banged against my chest, I felt the chills ran all over my body that even made my palms produce sweats all over it. I glanced at the lady, and I couldn’t help but to feel sorry that I can’t give the same emotion she’s feeling while looking at me."I'm sorry, it's just..." I took a deep breath and look at her in the eyes. "I'm surprised. I didn't expect any of this, honestly."I took a deep breath and forced a smile. My left foot keeps on tapping the floor, ready to run away from her but I know it will be just useless. I've been here every day for like a week, of course she already recognizes me."I didn't expect of knowing you in person, actually and I feel so privileged. I've read all of your stories, and I simp!" she remarked as her eyes spa
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-04-26Caught In The Undertow Chapter 2.1
It took me moments before I finally had the courage to took a step outside and check on my neighbor. The disturbing noise is just unbearable and I couldn’t concentrate on what I was doing.But the moment I was at his doorstep, something came to my mind that made me pull myself away from knocking on his door.For a week of living in this building, I don’t remember having a guy neighbor. Mama made sure that I am in a safe environment which made her convince the landlord to give me a room beside two lady tenants. This room, as far as I could recall, is Sally’s room– a lady in her twenties who used to work at the café across the building – and she live alone.Was it her boyfriend? Does she have one though?Having a mess inside my mind made me decide to head back inside my apartment and ignore everything that I have heard. I couldn’t just knock on someone’s door and include myself on the commotion going on. It&r
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-04-26Caught In The Undertow Chapter 1
When the crash flashed before my eyes, how it drastically crumpled every metal of the car I was in, I honestly didn't think that it was the end of the only friend I could trust.Tiny fragments of sharp glasses pinned on his arms that protected me from the end that approached us.In a blink of an eye, I felt numb and clueless of how we rolled over the busy highway. There's no such thing as slow motion because in just split seconds, I already saw my brother bathing in his own blood. Sharp edges of the broken glass window poked his skin, and his neck broken.I was just a kid back then. I didn't know death could be this painful. But when Anderson's life came to an end, that's when I realized that losing someone dear to you was as painful as stabbing your own chest a thousand times.He's a part of me. We're half of each other, as what people say for we grew in the same womb at the same time.Now, I have to wake up without seeing him at the bottom of our bunk
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2021-04-26
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