MY BIG BAD WOLF
A werewolf Trilogy
by Alisa Selby
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PLEASE NOTE THIS BOOK IS BEING RE-DONE AND THE NEW VERSION WILL BE AVAILABLE MAY 1st. Thank you for your patience.
PLEASE NOTE THIS BOOK IS BEING RE-DONE AND THE NEW VERSION WILL BE AVAILABLE MAY 1st. Thank you for your patience.
Prologue…
A fierce battle raged between the tyrannical Alpha and the oppressed. The air was thick with the scent of blood and fear, the weight of clashing wills. In the throes of this brutal war, as the blood of wolves and men alike stained the earth, the Prophecy of the Order of the Phoenix was born. A prophecy of one whose eyes would gleam with spirit, her heart a beacon of hope. Her voice would be a clarion call to those who believed in a brighter future…
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~ELYSIA~
It was time to face the judge, and the sound of the latch being turned on my cell door was like a death knell in my ears.
“Crinshaw, it’s time,” the burly guard murmured, unlocking the door of my cell. As soon as he entered the cramped space, he placed a pair of handcuffs around my wrists. At the feel of the cold metal against my skin, a sense of dread skated down my spine: a harsh reminder of what I was facing.
Minutes later, the guard was leading me through the prison’s hallways. Though I could feel his contempt as we moved forward, I refused to let his opinion take away my sense of worth. Yeah, I'd been caught doing a B & E, arrested, booked, and then placed in this six-foot-by-eight-foot box of concrete and metal bars, but I refused to allow his opinion to shake me any further than I already had been.
It didn’t take nearly as long as I'd hoped it would before we were approaching what I assumed was the courtroom. I could hear voices, the rustling of papers, the creaking of a chair. But instead of entering through the courtroom doors, we continued past them.
When the guard finally stopped, we stood before a door further down the hallway. Raising a hand, the guard knocked on it with his knuckles. When he received the bid to enter, he pushed the door open and ushered me inside. The cold light of the fluorescent ceiling lights illuminated the room like a beacon of judgment, and in the middle of the room, was a giant of a man sitting behind a large wooden desk, his eyes rising from the papers spread before him and focusing on me.
I couldn’t help but squirm a little under his cold pale-blue gaze before he finally asked, “So, you broke into the Landry estate? Do you have anything to say for yourself?” His voice betrayed the coldness of his gaze as it emerged in a warm and thick Cajun accent.
I tipped my head and narrowed my eyes as I took in his appearance, the well-groomed hair, the expensive suit, the slight scruff of a beard on his jaw-line. “If you’re a judge, then I’m the Queen of Sheba,” I declared with a nervous laugh.
Amusement slid across his model-like features. “Yeah, I’m no judge. But I do have an invested interest in your case. Now, are you guilty or not?” he inquired, his voice like smooth silk wrapping around me.
In the back of my mind, I could hear Papa urging me to be the person he knew I was: not who I’d been forced to become.
I took a deep breath. Damn, I couldn’t believe I was fixing to do this! Looking the man squarely in the eyes, I stated, “Guilty, sir. Guilty of all I have been accused of.”
My words settled in the room, and the man behind the desk raised an eyebrow, as if surprised at my admission. Then with a small shake of his head, he questioned, “You do realize you’ll get five to seven with your admission, right?”
“Five to seven?” I gasped. My voice barely above a whisper. Oh sweet mother of God, what had I done?
The man’s expression remained unyielding, his eyes narrowed as he studied me with a critical gaze, and an icy dread crept up my spine. Yup, I'd made a terrible mistake. I should have kept my big mouth shut. However, I hadn't, and I couldn’t take back what I'd said; it was too late.
“I'd no idea,” I breathed, voice weak.
Shifting in the too small chair, the man leaned forward, propping his elbows onto the top of the desk, then steepling his fingers, he murmured, “I bet we can work…something…out."
I rolled my eyes. Seriously? Why is it, men always go there? Okay, so, yeah, the man was drop-dead gorgeous. But… really?
The man must have read my mind, because a smirk of amusement spread across his lips before he stated, “Miss Crinshaw, though that's an interesting proposition, it’s not quite what I was offering. However, I am willing to get your charges dropped for a price. You come work for me.”
I eyed him wearily, finally asking, “What kind of work?”
Cocking his head, that same maddening smirk spread across those sexy as fuck lips again. “The kind that will keep you out of prison?” he suggested.
Shifting a little as my body seemed to be strangely coming awake in an unexpected manner beneath his periwinkle-blue eyes, I mumbled, “Okay, suppose I do come work for you. What exactly would I be doing?”
Despite his assurance of seconds earlier, I was still suspicious.
The man's smirk eased into a smile, revealing a set of perfectly straight, perfectly white teeth, before with that damn panty-melting accent, he murmured, “I’ll reveal that, when you agree you’ll work for me.”
I couldn’t help myself, I stared at the man in astonishment. He was absolutely bonkers. Who in the hell would think anyone would take a job unknowing of what it was?
I gave a shake of my head, then asked in astonishment, "Why in the hell would I agree to something that sounds fishy as fuck?"
He gave a shrug, then, his smile still in place, he held out his hand in my direction. "Deal or no deal?"
As I looked at him, I thought over my options, or rather the lack of them. With an inward shrug, I reached out and took his hand, shaking it. "I guess we have a deal," I returned, unable but to wonder what in the hell I was getting myself into.
With the agreement in place, the man stood, his handshake firm, his grip surprisingly comforting. "Good. You won't regret it," he stated. Then, handing me an envelope, he continued, "Come to this address tomorrow morning at eight sharp."
Seconds later, I gazed at the envelope in my hand, my stomach twisting into knots as the guard escorted me out of the room.
~ALEX~As soon as Elysia stepped in the room, my wolf howled, “Mate.” “That’s impossible,” I growled. “She’s human!” However, my wolf insisted “MATE!”The scent of her, so sweet, so tantalizing, filled my nostrils. She smelt like fresh rain on a spring morning, mixed with the scent of jasmine. And she was mine. But she didn’t know it yet. She had no idea about the world she’d stumbled into. Yet, she was clever, she was a survivor, and she had a spark in her that I hadn’t seen in anyone in a very long time.As soon as she had touched me, I’d felt it. The bond was forming, whether she liked it or not. I knew I’d need to be careful with her. To win her over, to make her understand. But first, she had to accept the world she’d entered—and she had to accept me. All of me.The wolf inside me was already eager to claim her. To mark her as mine. But I knew better. Elysia was going to have to make that choice herself. And I’d be damned if I’d force her into it.But she’d come to me. And she’d
Once I was back home, I spent the next few hours packing and making preparations. The sight of my belongings scattered around the room, accompanied the sound of Mac making noise in his cage, the rodent adding to my already growing sense of anxiety.I'd begun to think the clock was never going to strike seven, and when it did, I hastily grabbed my belongings and Mac's cage, then taking a deep breath, I stepped out of the familiarity of my front door. A sudden sense of sadness swamped me as I gazed around my yard for the last time. The sun was setting over the horizon, beginning to streak the sky with the purples of sunset.With a sigh, I began making my way towards the softly idling town car that sat in my drive. As I neared the car, the driver, who was patiently holding the back door open for me, bowed his head slightly. Closing my eyes, I heaved a breath, then leaning closer to Mac's cage, I whispered, "This is it, buddy."Seconds later, I slipped inside the town car, and the driver
The more I learned, the more intrigued I became."The club operates on a strict code of conduct," Mistress Ainsley stressed, her eyes boring into mine. "You must be firm yet respectful, knowing when to guide, when to step back. You are the guardian of the experience, ensuring that everyone's boundaries are respected."Her words painted a picture of a world where pleasure and pain were intertwined, where trust was the ultimate currency. She spoke of the club's members with a mix of reverence and authority, and I realized that the role of a hostess was not merely to serve but to orchestrate the symphony of desire that played out within the club's walls."Remember," she said, her voice dropping to a whisper, "you are the eyes and ears of the club. Any misstep, any misbehavior, you report to me or Alex. Understood?"I nodded, my throat dry with anticipation. The gravity of the job was not lost on me. I would be privy to the most intimate moments of some powerful individuals. I had to be b
"I want you to shadow me," he murmured, sending a shiver down my spine.The evening was alive with glances and gestures, an understanding between each person of the unspoken language of the club, and as Alex moved through the area, it was with an air of authority that was both mesmerizing and intimidating. I couldn't help but admire him as he interacted with the guests, at the same time, his gaze never missing a beat of the action around us.As the night progressed, the scenes grew more intense and I was fascinated by a woman dressed in nothing but a collar and heels as she served a group of men that were fully dressed. Her movements were graceful, almost feline as she knelt to offer them drinks and attend to their needs; it was clear that she loved what she was doing.Was this the type of life that I wanted? To be a part of a world where power and pleasure were so intricately linked? I felt a strange allure to the idea of submission, the thought of giving up control to someone who kne
~ALEX~I was going absolutely fucking crazy. Every time Elysia was near me, my wolf shouted that I claim her, demanding I show her who she belongs to. It was getting harder and harder to keep the need at bay. She smelled like the sweetness of the night air after a storm, and my instinct was to pull her close and never let her go.But, I had to be patient.Elysia had to come to this realization herself. She had to understand the depth of what it meant to be a part of my world. I led her through the hallways, the scent of her arousal growing stronger with each step. She was so innocent, so untouched by the darker side of desire, and yet she was drawn to it like a moth to a flame.Every time we stopped to watch another scene, her pupils dilated, and she leaned closer to me, seeking comfort in my presence. My cock grew harder with each gasp she made, and I had to fight the urge to throw her over my shoulder and take her right there, in front of everyone.But, as much as my wolf was driving
He was right. I'd felt it, the allure of power, the desire to control."I need your complete trust," Alex said, leaning back in his chair. "Can you give that to me?"I took a deep breath and nodded. "I'll do what I have to," I said, my voice firm. "But I won't be yours, or anyone else's toy."Alex studied me for a moment, then nodded. "Good," he stated. "Because I don't want a weakling. I want someone who can understand the delicate balance of power and pleasure that comes with this lifestyle."The words hung in the air, a challenge and a promise. It was a chance to stay one step ahead, to keep my freedom and maybe, just maybe, find a way to use this world to my advantage."But know this," he added, his eyes darkening. "If you cross me, if you betray my trust in any way, there will be consequences."I nodded. "Understood," I murmured, my voice confident. “But you know this in return, it goes both ways.”Alex leaned forward, his hand sliding across the desk. "In that case," he said, his
Placing my hands against the double doors, I pushed them open and descended the stairs into the belly of the beast. The air was cooler, and the smell of leather and disinfectant filled my nostrils. The club's main floor was a maze of empty couches and vacant bondage stations, the velvet and chrome surfaces gleaming with the promise of nights to come. The dance floor, where bodies had writhed and sweated to the pounding music, was now a vast, empty space that echoed my footsteps.As I walked through the dimness, the morning light from the floor-to-ceiling windows at the far end cast a glow over the room. The dungeon area, which had been a cacophony of sighs and whispers, was now silent, the whips and chains hanging lifelessly on the walls. The sight of the stage made me pause, recalling the vivid scenes of the weekend's performances. The memories were as intense as the first taste of a spicy meal—sharp and lingering.I continued exploring, noticing the meticulous organization of the toy
At Mistress Ainsley’s words, I feigned ignorance. I wasn’t stupid, and I knew where she was going. "What are you talking about?""Alex. He's the prize here, isn’t he?” she stated. “Don't think you can just waltz in and take what's not yours."I raised my head, meeting her gaze. "What makes you think I'm after Alex?"Mistress Ainsley's smile was as sharp as a switchblade. "Oh, come on," she said, her voice dripping with disdain. "It's written all over you."My attention focusing back on the paperwork, I shook my head. "I'm not interested," I muttered.Her laugh was brittle. "Oh really?" she cooed. "You're here only because it’s keeping you out of prison. And maybe you think to gain some extra perks on the side… Like a rich husband?"Her words stung, but I ignored the jab. "Look, I'm just trying to do my time," I said, my voice even.Leaning in, her eyes glinting, she hissed, “Sure you are."At Mistress Ainsley’s tone, I felt a spark of annoyance flare up within me, but I smothered it do
The final straw came when the announcement of his impending bond with Sheena was made. The mansion buzzed with excitement, a stark contrast to the desolate silence of my heart. It was a declaration of war, and I knew that the battle was about to begin in earnest.With a steely resolve, I approached him in the training grounds, the scent of his anger and frustration thick in the air. "Why are you doing this?" I demanded, my voice shaking with pain.He sneered, his eyes cold and hard. "Because you refuse to see sense, Willow. You're playing with forces you can't comprehend."The words were a blow, but I knew that the real battle was not with the pack or their laws. It was with the beast inside Twix, the fear that held him captive. I had to find a way to break those chains.The moon waxed and waned, our dance of love and rejection playing out under its watchful gaze. Each night, I felt the pull of the bond growing stronger, the whispers of the ancient rite echoing through the woods, urgin
One day, unable to take it any longer, I confronted him in the training grounds. "Why are you doing this?" I demanded, my voice shaking with rage and pain.He sneered, his eyes flashing. "Because you need to understand that you're nothing but a foolish girl playing with forces you can't comprehend."The words were a knife in my chest, twisting with each beat of my heart. But even as I reeled from his harshness, I knew that beneath the cruel exterior, he was fighting his own demons. Our bond was a siren's call, one he was desperately trying to ignore.But I would not let him break me. I would show him that love was worth fighting for, even if it meant tearing down the very laws that had bound us for centuries. With a newfound resolve, I set forth into the night, the moon's silver glow guiding me towards an uncertain future.The air was thick with the scent of his anger and frustration as he found me in the woods. His eyes searched mine, looking for something—a spark of fear, perhaps, or
The air crackled with unspoken words and desires, and without warning, he was on me, his teeth at my throat, his body pressing me into the earth.For a second, I thought he was going to end me. But then his grip softened, his touch becoming a caress. Our eyes locked, and he leaned in, his breath warm against my skin."I can't," he murmured. "But I want to."The words sent a jolt of hope through me, and I leaned into his touch, my eyes searching his for a sign that he felt the same. But his gaze was torn, the struggle within him clear as day."You must," I said, my voice firm despite the tremble in my chest. "For both of us."He took a deep breath, his nostrils flaring as he inhaled my scent. His grip tightened for a moment, then loosened, and he pushed away, leaving me gasping for air."I'm sorry," he said, his voice thick with regret. "But I can't risk everything for this."With those words, he turned and disappeared into the forest, leaving me alone in the moonlit clearing, the echo
My heart sank. I was being cast out, my dreams of a life with Twix shattered. As I was escorted from the chambers, the pack members watched me with a mix of pity and fear. The weight of their judgment bore down on me, heavier than any physical burden I'd ever known. The mansion felt cold and foreign as I was led to the door.The night was dark and foreboding, the moon a mere sliver in the sky. As the door to the mansion slammed shut behind me, I felt a part of me die. The pack that had been my home, my family, had rejected me.The wind whipped through my hair as I stumbled into the woods, the only sound my ragged breathing and the rustle of leaves underfoot. The trees loomed like sentinels, their branches reaching out like accusing fingers. I had nowhere to go, no one to turn to. But in the pit of despair, a spark of defiance flared to life.The bond between us still pulsed, a beacon in the darkness. Twix might have denied me, but our connection was undeniable. And as I took one step
Days passed in a blur of solitude. I was allowed to roam the mansion grounds, but Twix remained distant, speaking to me only when necessary. The pack watched us with wary eyes, the tension a palpable presence that thickened the air.I spent my time training, pushing my body to its limits, channeling my anger and frustration into my every move. My thoughts were consumed by Twix, by the bond that still thrummed between us, unbroken despite his rejection.One evening, unable to stand the silence any longer, I sought him out in the library. The room was dimly lit, the smell of old books and leather a comforting presence in the tension."Twix," I said, my voice barely above a whisper.He looked up from his book, his expression unreadable. "What is it, Willow?"I took a deep breath. "I need to know what happens next."He closed the book, setting it aside. "The council meets tomorrow," he said. "They'll decide your fate."The words hit me like a punch to the gut. "What do you mean?""They'll
When we arrived back at the mansion, Twix didn't take me to his room. Instead, he carried me down the hall to a small, windowless chamber that I hadn’t even known existed. He tossed me inside, and I landed on a cold, hard bed with a thud. The door slammed shut with finality, and I heard the unmistakable sound of a key turning in the lock.My heart raced as I looked around the tiny space, the walls closing in on me. What was he planning?The room was sparsely furnished—just the bed and a single chair. A small lamp on the nightstand was the only source of illumination, casting eerie shadows across the floor.I sat up, wrapping my arms around my middle, my thoughts racing. Why had he brought me here? Was this his way of punishing me for my audacity?The silence was suffocating.I waited for hours, listening to the mansion come alive and then fall asleep around me. But Twix didn't come back.As the first light of dawn began to seep into the room, I realized the truth: I was his prisoner.~
The night was cool, the air filled with the scent of rain. Willow and I strutted into the bar, our heels clicking against the concrete floor. The place was packed, filled with the roar of motorcycles and the smell of leather and sweat.Shield looked up from his usual spot at the bar, his eyes widening when he saw us. "Elara," he said with a nod. "And Willow. What brings you two here?""I wanted to see what the fuss was about," Willow said with a smirk, her eyes scanning the room. "These are your friends, right?"I nodded, nudging her toward a group of bikers playing pool in the corner. "Just don't do anything stupid," I whispered.~TWIX~I should have known Willow would pull some kind of stupid stunt.Shield had called me, his voice gruff with tension. "Your little Luna's here," he said. "And she's causing quite a scene."My eyes narrowed. "What the fuck is she doing at my bar?" I roared, slamming my hand down on the desk."It seems she's trying to make you jealous," he replied, his to
He stared at me for a moment, struggling. Then, with a growl, he surged towards me, his eyes glowing with the light of the full moon.Our bodies collided, the heat of his touch setting me alight. His mouth claimed mine in a kiss that was both fierce and gentle, his hands exploring every inch of my skin as if memorizing every curve and dip. Our wolves danced around each other, snarling and playing, a dance of passion that had been held back for far too long.But as the kiss deepened, his hands grew rougher, his teeth grazed my lip. The playfulness had turned to something darker, something primal. And I realized, with a sinking feeling, that I had unleashed a beast that I could not control.After a few more minutes, he pushed me down onto the desk, the wood digging into my skin as he pinned me beneath him. His eyes were no longer filled with the warmth of the moon—they were the eyes of a predator, hungry and unyielding. "Little girl, I DO NOT PLAY CHILDISH GAMES!" he growled.With a sudd
I knew what she was asking for, and I knew I couldn't give it to her. But the way she looked at me, the way she smelled of the earth and the moon—it was too much. I was the Alpha, the embodiment of strength and duty, but she was the storm that could break me.With a growl that was part pain and part need, I pulled her to me, my lips crushing against hers. The room spun as our tongues danced, the taste of her an elixir that intoxicated me. Her body molded to mine, her soft curves pressing against my hard planes.Our kiss was a war, a battle of wills, as we both fought against the tide that threatened to pull us under. But as my hand slid down her back, cupping her ass and pulling her closer, I knew we were both lost.The sound of fabric tearing filled the air as I ripped her robe away, exposing her naked body to my hungry eyes. She gasped, her nipples hardening under my gaze. "Twix," she moaned, her hands reaching up to tangle in my hair.I picked her up, the scent of her arousal drivin