Chapter 76: I want to be with you.

Desmond's POV:

I sat on my bed, I sighed deeply.

What should I do now?

I couldn't sleep a wink last night because Lucy told me she wanted to quit.

I was having a hard time already because of Vera,why does she need to add to this problem?

I can't really blame her because of her actions. It was my indecisiveness that was causing all these. I know that I can't have both of them and I had to pick one, but the problem is I know it isn't Vera that I want to pick.

Considering how crazy she is behaving, if I was to ask her to leave, she might try to ruin my reputation.

But if Vera stays here and as she is still legally my wife, I know that Lucy would definitely leave.

She told me how angry she was when her ex-boyfriend cheated on her with a woman.

I know well enough that she doesn't want to be called the other woman , a mistress, I can't even subject her to such a thing.

I wasn't that evil, I just can't help but blame myself for bringing Vera into my happy home.

I wanted to talk to Lucy when