It's so unrealistic, surreal. His eyes were a bit daunting, and it reflects like mine. It felt futile, to imagine those unrelenting nightmare. I immediately noticed Alforo's critical stare at me. Though, I made a serious straight face to lighten up my mood.
I did not look at him, but his few glances did not escape me. This time, the urge of determination to repel his gaze sent chives on me. But there's always one thing, I can't figure out what. His jaw clenches when I finally darted my eyes on him.
Sometimes, I feel like those countless nightmares had a meaning. I shook my head slightly at the thought. It's too petty to make a scene and conclusion with it because I know it is impossible. Maybe I was just preoccupied with watching myself on those shoes. It was pure of sorrow, and every pain defined. I look away.
I'm not sure if I'm okay with it, it's too late when I notice Alforo closely approaching me. I bit my lower lip and bore my eyes on the other side. Unlike those girls, I buried myself for studying rather than roaming around, and if it weren't for Klaud, I wouldn't have thought of going out.
I was about to stand up when his hand jailed the right side. My smile was sour as I look at him. Why, instead of darting his gaze on me, made himself busy with others. Or so, Haidy. I shook my head, aiming for great endurance, making up to what I was already feeling.
I raised an eyebrow as I eyed him in awe.
"What?" I asked, slipping my eyes on the right side.
Each second, the electrifying feeling embrace me, I found her lips parting while leaning on my right side, making me stiff that he's this too close. I'm tall, but he's average, I don't even want to think, but he can almost tower me anytime, but he didn't.
I blinked to see that instead of answering me, he stared last for too long. He's tracing my eyes then slowly heading from my jawline. I immediately pushed him. I saw how caught off guard Alforo is. But it was immediately replaced by amazement. Fuck! My heart soared as I tore my eyes at him. And the way he's near every time, I'd feel this were not good at all.
"Are you going to watch the game?" he uttered softly.
My eyes darted at him. His eyes divert on my every move; he bit his lips while I'm maintaining to be composed. I kept looking for the right word, but nothing seemed to come out of my mouth. Watching his too close were a bit ridiculous, I saw him this close, but it's different now. It gives a foreign feeling that I didn't want.
I shook my head for the countless time. I doubt if I can even say it aloud. Why am I going? There's nothing to watch instead. I bit my lip. What, Riani? Instead, he wants me there?!
"Why?" I said cockily.
"Klaud is not there," I turned to him.
He had this ruthless features, but it became more defined. He's stoic the all-time, and maybe I'd rather notice him always like that, but this time he wasn't. I looked at him, confused. I thought I'd convince him, but his hard expression remained, making me not on ease. He eyed me gently while I saw how his jaw tightened,
"Klaud won't be jealous if you're with me…" he smiled teasingly.
"Not really."
"And I have nothing to watch there, Alforo," I said languidly.
His eyes narrowed at me, aiming to lock my full attention to him.
"You can cheer, Riani..."
I shook my head.
"Then good luck, Alforo?" I said sarcastically.
I tried to look away, but he caught my eyes easily. Watching him in awe, I was too mesmerized, if only he isn't tall maybe I can steal a glance, but it's opposite,
The foreign feeling when he's on my vision felt ecstatic. His effect was so surreal, I know it was wrong to compare them with Klaud, but I can't explain why I'm so sensitive when Alforo's this close.
He closed his eyes and voluntarily walked away. He even muttered a curse that I forgot to hear.
"And one more thing you can't play, can you?" I said boldly.
He sighed defeated. He let me go. But I was too caught off guard glaring at him. I noticed his soft and puffy eyes directly at me. I'm not sure what to feel, but there's a sudden gap I'll try to secure away from him.
"Alforo invited me? What about you?" Demi hissed beside me.
"No, I have something to do..."
Demi winked and shook his head. He laughed as I watched him irritably.
"If it weren't you and Klaud, I would have told claim that Alforo had feelings for you..." he laughed and patted me.
My eyes widened as I turned to him. She immediately noticed my face and grinned more.
"W-what? I don't like him!" I said hysterically.
"Fine, I just thought that…" she whispered.
I rolled my eyes at her. My heart was still pounding to her remarks, what the fuck, Riani! I put the thought aside and turned my attention back.
"They're cousins, Demi…"
She rolled his eyes and laughed wholeheartedly. I cleared my throat, swallowing the bile that trapped on it. I shuddered to see Alforo's friends passing by.
"That's not fashionable anymore, Riani!" she ignored my sentiments.
She waved at Alforo One glance, and I found the devil grinned of Demi on him. I glanced at him, and when he saw me turn around the side of his lips curved.
"Are you going to play, Alforo? Are your sprain good?"
Alforo barks with laughter. It was too late when I watched him like that. I lowered my gaze and lingered on his friends wearing their jersey.
"I will not play, Demi," he said while staring at me.
"You're not coming?" he looked at me.
My smile was sour when I raised my gaze. I even wonder if grimacing to my friend can be good while dealing with Alforo. My every move was careful as the expression on his face was serious.
"No…"
"Where are you going? Demi utters behind me.
"Going home?"
Alforo watches me with his usual perpetual scowl. "You're avoiding me?"
My eyes widened at him a fraction. I immediately withdrew at my gaze at him. My heat flush as I sense Demi's looking at me. I look at Alforo who's watching me like a fragile crystal. I sighed.
"I didn't. You won't even play."
His brow shot up. "If I play, you'll watch it?"
My lips were now in a grim line. I traced him and found out he's still looking at me. My stomach churned as he steps closer, intriguing my senses. I look away.
"I won't…"
He cleared his throat. His eyes then damp on me, weighing my reaction, but I deflected him this time. Something in his aura was strongly made me this to intimidate.
"Then I'll walk you." He offered.
I fixed my gaze at him, slightly wondered his change of mood.
"You don't need to."
"You okay, Ria?" Demi looked concerned at me.I approached him. And I could feel the length of his eyes on me."I was watching you with, Klaud…" he said softly.The volume of the sound were still there. The only difference is the neon lights were change in color playing in each direction. I approached our table. The wine and liquor were there, I sighed there."What did he tell you?" aniya.I look at Demi straightly. His forehead furrowed sharply as I just stared at him. I bit my lip there. I eyed my phone, and it's dead."What?" she asked curiously."What time is it, Demi?" I chuckled.My chest felt like a drum with excitement. I sighed when I heard I left one hour more. I seem to have poured cold water over there."It's eleven, Ria." Demi uttered.I nodded there. I smiled as a few people came to our table. I even didn't think to entertain anyone. I couldn't even answer Demi's question. I gasp when I heard
I didn't know that staring at him this long may bring slight pain at me. Like everything felt nostalgic the way he looked at me. As usual. The memories had all back as I glanced at him again. I have a lot to say. But I can't uttered any a single word as I gasp when a memory of prom entered my mind.And, I saw how Klaud gaze were instills on me.I don't know how I endured his stare at me. His eyes were tainted with pain, and I can sense it the way he looked at me. I’m a little sad for that. It's really true that for one wrong move you can dent something. Whether it's tangible or not. I noticed how long his eyes were on me. Like he's reading something through me. I averted my gaze from him there.The melancholic music sent chills down my spine. The bitterness bit me even more when he spoke again. Like he's saving every second for me to finally divery my attention to him. I bit my lip as he turned sharply."Can you look at me, Ria." he whispered huskil
I could hear in the absence of hearing Rina's knocking. My eyes were still swollen from last night. I sighed as I adjusted myself."We're all waiting for you, Ria…""Including, Demi."My chest tightened. I thought they wouldn't care for me after all. My lips trembled when I saw what lay on the table. It is consist of invitation every year. It was as if someone had caressed my chest with those who saw it.My name with an intricate design made me shivers. My heart ache everytime I remember what Alforo said. They didn't forget me. Even if I leave, even for too long. My eyes swelled as I faced Rina. I let go of the invitation I was holding. I still didn't book a flight.I sighed as I turned to Rina. Her eyes were down at me as Elton behind him whispered something."Ria, breakfast…" he invited.I nodded there. I heard how Elton gasp when Alforo immediately on my sight. Her eyes widened as Rina stared at me heavily. Elton orde
I sighed there. I averted my eyes as I lowered the guitar. An image of him in dark felt surreal as I distance a bit at him."What are you doing here?""It's late, Alforo." my voice were cold.I saw how his jaw clench. I distance myself as I saw how his gaze were tainted with pain for my move."Why didn't you continue?" he retorted me.I turned him over there. My lips parted there. I averted my eyes for a moment to finally realize."I will listen, just like before."I was aroused there. I bit my lower lip when he crouched to fully leveled our gaze. My heart ache as his eyes were not foreign in my eyes."It's too long when I heard that raspy voice, Ria." his voice cracked as I look away.He caught my eye. And this time I barely noticed the difference on his stare at me. How sorrow filled there, like the usual I am seeing myself vividly a year ago. Her eyes were red as she stared at me."How are you?" his voice were
Everything went black when I heard his voice in my ears. The cold enveloped me there. The rush of memories waving appered in my mind as my heart ache.From the first day, I was avoiding him. Everything about him."Are you avoiding him?" Demi uttered.My forehead furrowed. "No."He raised an eyebrow at me. "Eh why don't you come along?""And Klaud wasn't there." he said carefully."I can't.""Just once?" he insisted."I'm reviewing, Demi." I mocked at him.He laughed at my sigh. I drifted my eyes at her. She step closer and giggled comfortably."Eh Alforo is Sir's substitute again" she exclaimed.All the heat rage on me. I was almost stunned to hear. I heard Demi laugh when she saw my reaction."It's only a matter of time."I don't want to go. I'll just read here."He blinked as I turned my attention back to what I was reading. Its been a week since I didn't face Alforo. I also didn&rsqu
I was sleep through all unrelenting thoughts. Alforo stared at me, as I watched him too long. My heart skipped a bit when I noticed how I'm still intimidated by him. It seems just like before. But the different is noticeable. I can't quite tell it in urgent but I know it changed a bit.I did not smile. I closed my eyes firmly before looking away. I was cold there. I was shivering by my own thought. And it didn't help that the news were on him. I didn't turn it off. I don't want to be bitter.My lips parted as I finally realized. My chest tightened as I let myself listen. But I can't take that long when I heard enough."He's a doctor…" I uttered weakly in awe.Cold crept within my system. Thousand of assumptions felt futile at what I heard. I was cold there. I bit my lip. Gradually, the bitterness of realizing overwhelmed me.I thought he wasn't serious for it the whole time. My lips were trembling as my breathe hitch heavily. My lips tremble