Chapter 4

Yes. It doesn't matter anymore. As long as my nanny is here by my side. Those reasons didn't matter anymore. 

"I'm glad his majesty didn't do anything to harm you princess cause if he did, I don't know what to do anymore" she uttered softly before hugging me.

'Yeah, it's truly a relief'.

'I'm also glad I'll be able to see her precious smile again. After all, it's only her who treated me with care and love all my life including my past life. 

'I love her like a family. Like a mother'

Maybe I should say those words to her cause she'd done a lot of things for me and I know how unconditional her love for me is.

She's even willing to give up her life for me.  

"Nanni ay wab yo so machh! You are may pamiliw"

[Nanny I love you so much. You are my family]

I smiled sincerely as I said these words and looked directly at her kind eyes. After smiling brightly, I saw her tears flowing and felt a warm arm embracing me. 

"Me too. I know I'm just a lowly person but I think of you as my daughter"

"Yow nat a lowy pewsown nanny"

[You're not a lowly person nanny]

"Thank you princess"

After that day, the emperor would always visit my isolated palace and will just stare at me the whole time. 

And it's uncomfortable

Many servants were confused. After all, it's known how the emperor despises me that he even neglected and let me live in this rusty palace without a knight to protect me.

Well it's just natural since his behavior is really strange. Even I am wondering why he's suddenly visiting me constantly when in fact, he hates my existence.

But of course,

Every time that he visits, I'll always act cute and would shower him with compliments.

Of course, my plan to gain his favor is still ongoing, and still determined to do it regardless of anything.

'That's what it means to survive'

As time goes by, I became three years old. And by that time, the emperor wouldn't just stare at me. He'll also stroll with me on this palace's repaired garden.

Yes, it was repaired. Thanks to this dumbass father.

Well, he ordered to plant more flowers and put a fountain in the center.

Now, the garden looks very pretty

"Daddy haws yo dey?"

[Daddy, how's your day?]

I smiled adorably after greeting him.

He went to see me again today to walk in the garden together. 

'It'll be an irritating day again'

The knight beside him carried me and the emperor beside me started to walk

"Why do you care?"

'Look at this jerk! Can't even answer his daughter's question properly'

Calm yourself. Being mad won't do anything well. Suppressed it. Cause I know someday, we'll get our sweet revenge at this annoying father

'But isn't he too mean? It's his blood that flowing into me! He should at least be considerate

'Oh, I forgot! This guy is too heartless. How foolish of me to think that he'd be considerate when he even let his daughter die'

"Isn't she heavy?" he smirked as he asked the knight who's carrying me.

'What a dumb question. I'm only three years old for Pete's sake! There's no way I'll be heavy'

"No his majesty. Her highness is as light as a paper to the point that I can't even feel her weight" The straight-faced knight answered

'You're doing great Mr. Knight. Very good'

I smiled at the knight and patted him softly

"Shut up! Bring her down and stop talking nonsense" 

'Wow, what is he? A spoiled brat? Just because he failed to receive the response he wants, he's getting mad?'

'Wow just wow'

The knight seems surprised by the sudden irritation so he nervously brings me down.

And of course, I can just do nothing but walk on my own.