Chapter 13

Jan’s POV

I waited for her to answer me. I really wanted this answer. “I don’t know Jan. It’s complicated” she said looking down. “What do you mean it’s complicated?” I asked. I was getting really mad. I didn’t know that she could lie all those lies. I felt that something was weird about her deciding to leave me in the first place but I didn’t know that she decided to give up her dream just for me. I feel awful about it. “I mean Jan that I’m leaving after 2 months and I don’t want to get your hopes up” she made sense. What will happen after 2 months? I don’t know. “Then don’t. I demanded answers and you gave me them. I think I’m done here. I will see you tomorrow at the party” I said walking out of her room. Yes, I demanded answers but I didn’t know that these answers will hurt me even more. I don’t know what shall I do now. I love her