The conversation between Tina and Johnson continued from where it had left off.
“ And just like every year, we're going to go pick up grandma’s birthday present together, don’t we?” He muttered joyfully to which Tina retorted by saying, “ I see you haven’t forgotten our tradition even after the lifestyle change. I’ll be reaching your apartment in half an hour.”
The call ended and Joynson dropped his phone on the bedside and headed for a shower. Meanwhile, Alexandrine was just about done with Johnson’s breakfast. She daydreamed as she imagined they spending some romantic moments over breakfast, however, her daydream was interrupted by a sudden knock on the door.
“ Who could it be this early in the morning? Are we expecting anyone?” Alexandrine wandered as she headed towards the door to see who it was that had unexpectedly shown up without notice.
When she opened the door and saw Tina standing there, she froze. BY her presence alone, she remembered the sudden pain in her heart and the person responsible for such pain; Her world crumbling and how her marriage was ending, everything.
“ What is she doing here?” Did Johnson ask her to come?” Alexandrine’s chest felt tight as those thoughts crossed her mind.
Tina’s voice interrupted Alexandrine’s baseless reflections. “ Alexandrine, how have you been?” She sneered at Alexandrine. Alexandrine then politely asked her, “ What are you doing here, Ms. Tina and so early in the morning at that?”
Tina smirked at Alexandrine and said, “ I’m here for Johnson, obviously,” Hearing Tina pronounce Johnson’s name hurt Alexandrine more than she thought it would.
Tina continued and said, “ As you know, it’s grandma’s birthday today and just like every year, Jason and I are to pick her present together.”
“ Grandma’s birthday?”
Seeing Alexandrine’s reaction to the news, Tina scoffed the following at her, “Oh, you wouldn’t know about her birthday as you haven’t been here for long.” Alexandrine felt mockery through Tina’s words but didn’t refute it because as much as she would have wanted to deny it, what Tina said was nothing but the truth.
Moments later, Johnson showed up in the living room after being fully dressed up. As Alexandrine caught his gaze, she couldn’t help but contemplate how handsome her husband was. Unfortunately, she didn’t have time to contemplate him further as Tina ran to him as soon as she saw him.
“ Johnson, you’re finally here.” Without an ounce of hesitation, Tina kissed Johnson on the cheek despite Alexandrine still being in the room. Alexandrine was sad seeing that, but despite what she felt deep down, she kept her emotions under control.
Alexandrine watches sadly as Tina hopped her arms around Johnson and how they walked arm-in-arm in the dining hall.
“ I have your breakfast, Johnson,” Alexandrine spoke. “ Should I get a plate for Ms. Tina as well?”
Before the answer came to Alexandrine, Tina sat beside Johnson at the dining table, a place that was reserved for her as his legal wife. She wanted to speak and let Tina know how she couldn’t sit there but, “ Johnson, I’m surprised, even after all this time, you still have toasted bread for breakfast.” Do you remember how we used to eat that all the time and how you picked that habit from me?”
Listening to their conversation, Alexandrine realized something she didn’t want to admit and that was how deep his feelings for Tina were, even now. She had to admit that even while being with her, his habits, the ones he used to have and share with Tina never vanished, and how while being apart, they still longed to be together.
“ Alexandrine, aren’t you going to sit down?” Johnson’s comment brought her back. Seating down, she munched the toasted bread silently. Eating the toasted bread further down, she started to feel nauseous and suddenly left the table without a word.
She headed straight to the bathroom and vomited. It wasn’t easy for Alexandrine to go through morning sickness and it was even hard hiding her pregnancy from her husband who was now eight weeks long in the making.
At the dining table, Johnson was concerned for Alexandrine and she wasn’t coming back. “ Alexandrine is taking too long. I’m going to go check on her.” Johnson muttered with worry down his throat.
As Johnson stood and was about to leave, Tina grasped his wrist, “ I don’t think you should go to her; She might want to have some time alone.”
“ What are you saying, Tina? Haven’t you seen her state just now?” Johnson’s sudden change in tone startled Tina to the core. “ If she hadn’t shown up after all this time, she might be in some kind of trouble.”
Removing Tina’s grasp from his, he—----, “ I’ll go check up on her to make sure she’s alright; I’ll be right back.”
In the bathroom, after rinsing her mouth and wiping it with a cloth, and coming out of the bathroom, she met face-to-face with Johnson outside.
“ How are you feeling, Alexandrine?” Johnson asked her affectionately. “ Are you uncomfortable anywhere? Should we head to the hospital?”
Seeing how worried and concerned he was for her state of being, Alexandrine thought for a second about telling him the truth about her pregnancy but as she thought of Tina and her presence in the dining hall and occupying her place at Johnson’s side, she thought it through.
Staring at her husband in front of her, she muttered coldly to him, “ There’s no need to involve the hospital in this. I might have eaten something not fresh which would explain my uncomfortability just now.” You shouldn’t worry about me, but instead, go back to Tina who must eagerly be waiting for you in the dining hall.”
“ I’ll be in my chamber as I’m no longer hungry.” As she was about to leave for the bedroom, Johnson grabbed her hand, preventing her from leaving. “ You’re pretty stubborn, aren’t you? You’re in pain and yet, you refuse to go to the hospital.”
“ I’m not in pain, Johnson; I’m perfectly fine.”
“ Enough, Alexandrine!” Johnson’s sudden voice raise startled Alexandrine who looked at him confused. “ I’m taking you to the hospital whether you want to or not.”
Alexandrine understood that keeping arguing with Johnson wouldn’t get her anywhere and simply mumbled, “ What about, Tina?” Didn’t the two of you have plans together?”
Alexandrine mentioned Tina as a last resort, but, “ There won’t be any issues with Tina, I assure you; I’ll explain things to her.”
Johnson left to get the car on the way. Back in the dining hall, he explained the situation to Tina who showed her understanding. Afterward, he went outside to get the car on the way.
Five minutes after he left, Alexandrine showed up in the living room and as she was just about to head out, she felt a grasp from behind. As she turned, she realized it was Tina the one who had suddenly grabbed her.
“ Leave my hand, Tina! Johnson’s waiting for me.” Tina let go of Alexandrine’s hand, however, she wasn’t done speaking to the latter.
Opening the door and about to head out, Tina sneerily said to Alexandrine, “ Don’t mistake Johnson’s guilt toward you for love! You’d be making a big mistake.”
“ Are you sure about that?” Alexandrine shot daggers at Tina as she walked out of the house, leaving the latter in exasperation.
Once in the car, as Jonhson was driving her to the hospital and remembering the events occurring in the dining hall earlier, Alexandrine mumbled, “ Johnson, about earlier, I’m sorry!”Alexandrine’s sudden apologetic tone surprised Johnson who had yet to understand why exactly Alexandrine was apologizing to him. “ Why are you apologizing to me out of the blue like that?” Johnson asked his wife.Alexandrine hesitated before finally responding, “ That’s because you had to cancel your plans with Ms. Tina due to my situation and that is why I’m apologizing to you. Sorry for ruining your plans.”Johnson looked at Alexandrine in a daze. He couldn’t understand her nor could he see through her heart to know exactly the deepness of her heart and what she was feeling deep down. At that moment, however, without thinking much, he uttered to his wife, “ Don’t sweat it, Alexandrine!” You’re my wife, Alexandrine and as your husband, it’s my responsibility to take care of you and make sure you’re alri
A few moments before the call with Alexandrine took place—----------“ Tina, what are you doing sitting here alone?” Feeling uncomfortable due to Johnson's grandmother’s words, Tina escaped to the living room where she sat and reminisced about the event that had taken place between them when Johnson unexpectedly arrived.“ You have not answered me, Tina?” What are you doing here alone?” Johnson asked his first love once again to which she finally responded, “ What else can I do but sit here alone?”“ Grandmother doesn’t like me and will never accept our relationship.” What else can I do but weep here silently?”Johnson felt sorry for Tina’s situation; He felt the need to comfort her but thought that it wouldn’t make her feel better completely. Johnson suddenly remembered how his grandmother was fond of Alexandrine and thought of an idea that might make Tina feel better.“ You shouldn’t worry needlessly like that, Tina, because things will be just fine,” Johnson uttered to Tina who had
" A child you say?"" Yes, I think a child would put an ultimate end to his debauchery. You should seriously think about it, my child."Alexandrine sighed deeply and said to Johnson's grandmother in a rather sad tone, " I know you're very hopeful about this relationship but I don't think a child will make things any easier between us." Alexandrine uttered. " On the contrary, if we had a child, that poor soul would be nothing more than a bargaining chip between the two of us. I don't want Johnson to be obligated to stay with me just because I'll be having his child."" What's the need to stay with me if there are no feelings attached; I don’t want that kind of life and neither do I want my child to have such a sad and unfulfilled life."Alexandrine was feeling deeply hurt with each word pronounced. The grandmother could feel through her words how deeply hurt and shattered she was about her grandson." It's okay, grandmother. I'll be alright and I think you should let Johnson live the l
" What were you trying to do to me as I was unconscious and defenseless?" Johnson looked at Alexandrine with deep desire burning in his eyes. Alexandrine tried to get him to move, but he was too strong for her." You like playing with fire, don't you?" Johnson muttered as he placed a kiss between Alexandrine's neck. The latter froze to the touch." Why is he doing this to me when he doesn't even love me or have any truest feelings toward me?" As he kept kissing her more and more down the line, Alexandrine became confused as to her husband’s intentions and aims.In the middle of their passionate night, Johnson muttered out of the blue, " You're a liar and a betrayer. Why did you betray me like this? Why? Why?"" Betrayal? Lies?" What is he talking about?" Alexandrine was confused and tried to understand her husband’s allegations." What are you talking about, Johnson?" She tried to get the truth out of her husband’s mouth. " When have I betrayed you?" She asked him repeatedly.Johnson
Tina was still crying right in front of me as she tangled with me, I didn't push her away as I was expecting Alexandrine to react to the situation and take her ground, but nothing like that happened." Come down for breakfast as soon as you can." Without giving a damn about the current situation, she walked out of the bedroom and shut the door behind her." Why is she reacting like that after everything that happened between us last night?" I subconsciously wondered as I recollected yesterday's events and how Alexandrine felt good and secured in my arms.Feeling angry due to Alexandrine indifferent behavior, I grabbed Tina by the hand and as I pulled her through to me, I kissed her fiercely. Tina and I enjoyed the kiss until I didn't want it anymore.Tina, thinking I had forgotten everything that had occurred the previous night, was taken aback when I suddenly pushed her away from me and said coldly, " Why did you show up at my house after last night's show?"I was angry and I wasn't
Happy that Tina had finally gone home, Johnson thought he and Alexandrine would enjoy a romantic breakfast together like they used to.“ Aren’t you going to have breakfast?” Johnson asked his wife, who replied, “ I’m not hungry, Johnson, but don’t mind me and eat your fill.Alexandrine’s tone toward her husband was cold and indifferent. Johnson felt hurt for some reason but didn’t say a thing. After finishing his breakfast, Johnson wanted to kiss his wife before going to work, but Alexandrine avoided it, saying she had some stuff to tend to, and left. Johnson left the house in anger but Alexandrine didn’t let that affect her in the slightest.“ I’m sorry, Johnson, but I can’t allow you to continue humiliating me like this.” Alexandrine subconsciously thought after Johnson left for work.As she finished everything she had to do in the house, Alexandrine left for her parents' house to seek some advice.It had been a long time since Alexandrine’s mom saw her daughter ever since she got m
Before Alexandrine’s phone call, I was lashing at the department manager for doing a sloppy job on the reports, “ Do them over!”“ Yes, president.” The department manager nodded. He grabbed the reports and looked at them in despair. Just imagining how he had to redo everything from scratch just because I wasn’t satisfied with the contents, he got all sad and that’s about when Alexandrine called me.“ What do you want and why are you annoying me while I’m so busy?” The department manager must have thought as he saw me speaking so disrespectfully to my wife how I was being unfair to her and how she didn’t deserve it, but he would never say so in my face.“ Don’t forget to eat when you’re done with your work, please!” Just hearing her voice through the phone and her ordering me around annoyed me even more. The department manager was pretending to look at his reports, so I wouldn’t suspect him of anything.“ Instead of uttering such nonsense, you should hurry home.” As my conversation wit
The night was long and when morning came, my husband, Johnson was sleeping next to me as dazzling as ever. He was so handsome when he was asleep, I subconsciously thought as my hands ran through his seemingly handsome face.“ What should I do so that you’ll stay with me, my beloved?” I muttered as I kept watching him sleep. I knew deep down that we couldn’t be together but after that passionate and hot night we had, I was hoping for a miracle to occur, a miracle that would fix all the holes in our relationship and get it back afloat.As I went to take a shower, I subconsciously thought how wonderful it would have been if Tina had never been a part of our lives, how wonderful it would have been if she had never met Johnson, and how wonderful it would have been if Johnson had never fallen for her.“ How wonderful would it have been if I had been the one who met you first?” Through the dripping water, I was crying like a child to whom one has taken a toy away.” How wonderful would it hav