I shook those dark thoughts off like a dog in the rain and waited for the love birds to finish their display of affection. Then I approached them with a killer smile and two glasses of iced water. From the way they were going at it, I wondered for a moment if I would need to pour the water on them to separate the mates. I tried to remember the last time I had been looked at like I hung the moon in the sky, and I deflated. Unless my old hound dog Tom counted, but his loyalty was easily bought with chicken and belly rubs. Tom certainly got more action than I did, half of the town’s mutts were his.
I tried not to be offended that lover boy clearly didn’t see me as a threat while he sized me up. I might not have looked like much, all five- foot- two- and- three-quarter- inches of me, but I was a solid one hundred and thirty pounds of muscle and packed a mean right hook. But a mean right hook wasn’t all I packed, behind the counter I had a baseball bat and my shotgun, Old Faithful. The shotgun wasn’t loaded with silver bullets, that was a myth, you just needed excellent aim through the heart or head to take down a wolf. I had it covered for assholes that walked on two legs, four, or both.
But my shells had an extra special ingredient, christened in wolfsbane to pack an extra punch. Large amounts of wolfsbane poisoned a wolf, small amounts just slowed their healing and hurt like hellfire. My goal was to maim wolves who pulled that Alpha male bullshit in my diner and didn’t respect boundaries. Killing a wolf would bring more trouble than it was worth, though as this was my territory, it would be well within my right. I had pulled out Old Faithful a time or two with domineering pricks of both species, but thankfully I hadn’t had to pull the trigger yet. But if a wolf, or man alike, wouldn’t back down, and it came to my life or his, I would blow him to Kingdom come, and send him back to the deity of his making.
Wolves believed upon death; their spirits crossed over into the spirit world where they were reunited with loved ones who passed on before them. Their bodies were returned to the Earth so new life could grow. In their version of Heaven, they ran free and unburdened beneath the stars and their creator The Moon for all eternity. If a wolf fell in battle, self-sacrifice, or protecting the pack, their spirits were granted a place of honor upon death. Their bodies were burned, and their ashes returned to the sky where they lived as stars near The Moon to watch over their pack forevermore.
Bad wolves were bound in their graves with iron and silver so their spirits couldn’t make the journey to the spirit world. That punishment could last an eternity or until several years of penance passed as decided by the Alpha and elder councils. Trapping a wolf, in any type of cage, was a punishment far worse than hell or death. I found the story of the wolf warriors keeping watch from the sky beautiful, but I wasn’t sure what I believed. I wasn’t born a wolf, so my soul would likely wind up in a Christian version of hell if I had to guess. I was far too tainted to ever make it to any version of Heaven.
I greeted the beta much in the way I had his luna, “Good morning to you. My name is Onie. Can I get you started with something to drink?”
I didn’t get the impression they planned to stay long, but like the good hostess I was, I set down the water and tried to make them feel welcome. Now they both watched the door, their muscles tense, and looked ready to bolt any second. But with the blessing of wolf senses, we knew when a beating heart approached, and if that heart belonged to animal or man. Wolves of course belonged to both worlds, though many I had run into over the years, didn’t seem to like to claim their human side so much. Most found it as a weakness.
The wolf’s grip was still firm and possessive around the she-wolf. Again, he assessed my diner for any potential threats. I followed his gaze to Chris, who was minding his own business between his smartphone and elbows-deep in his concoction of tater tots, ketchup, bacon, pickles, and mayo. Reception was spotty in these parts, but I paid extra for kick ass signal boosters for the Wi-Fi I gifted my diners. It hurt my pockets but helped my cold heart find joy when I streamed reality shows of people who fucked up their lives even worse than I had. And I was addicted to murder podcasts which helped me fall asleep at night.
“We’re good thanks,” said the beta dismissively.
“Are you sure I can’t get you something to eat?” I persisted, “our pancakes are to die for. Voted best in the town for the past five years running.”
“Isn’t there like only three restaurants in this town?” he pulled the girl in closer and gave her a kiss on the temple, “are you ready to go babe? We need to hit the road.”
Smart ass. Actually, the town of Stonemountain had six restaurants fuck you very much. And one didn’t even serve pancakes. But I let the dig slide. The girl nodded and he dug some crumpled bills from his jean pocket.
He threw the cash on the table, “This outta cover it.”
Despite his poker face, I wasn’t buying it. I could smell his stress, could see the tautness in his muscles. The young beta was afraid of something, he just did a better job of hiding it than his mate did.
I crossed my arms and arched a brow, “Traveling kind of light for a road trip, aren’t you?”
He practically growled at me, “What business is it of yours?”
“Rand, let’s just go. I just want to get out of here. Please.”
She placed a calming hand on Rand’s chest. Her grey eyes were wide and shone beneath the halogen lights. I could smell this girl’s fear, no her terror. These kids were in serious trouble. They were going to run, with nothing but the clothes on their backs. To leave the safety and protection of their pack, or packs, was a big fucking deal. Wolves were safer in numbers and The Moon created them to be pack animals for a reason. I was again an exception to this rule, as I preferred to be alone, but I hadn’t been raised by wolves and among the sanctity of a pack. I wasn’t born into this life; I was forced into it against my will. I was caught between both worlds and didn’t belong in either.
Don’t do it Harmony White, the last thing you need is anymore trouble. Keep your head down and your big fat mouth shut. Don’t do it, don’t do it-
“I can help you. This is my land,” I told them, against my better instincts, “if you’re both in some kind of trouble, you’re welcome to stay here until it blows over.”
That was another thing that made me a suck ass wolf, my self-preservation instinct wasn’t the best. But I wished that someone had helped me when I was standing in their shoes. And like hell would I turn my back on these wolves which were barely more than cubs themselves. No one had saved me, I had saved myself, but I was offering them the chance I never got.
The boy’s shoulders relaxed a bit and his face softened, “I appreciate the offer, but we don’t need any help. We need to go.”
The girl gripped his arm tightly, her nails biting into the skin, and I knew that the type of trouble they were in wouldn’t just blow over. I let out a defeated sigh. Wolves were proud and stubborn creatures. I knew all about that.
“Well if you change your mind, get in touch. I could sure use some more help around here,” I said.
“Thanks, but you’ve done enough already,” answered the girl.
I wanted to argue, plead with them to stay, or at the very least give them some cash, but I knew it wouldn’t do any good. It was likely for the best. But it was a big cruel world out there and wolves weren’t their only problem. Hunters liked to pick off strays and men were often the most beastly creatures of all.
“May The Moon keep you in its favor,” I finally said.
It was a common blessing among their kind. I didn’t believe in the words, but it didn’t matter because they did, and it meant something to them. The beta nodded solemnly, and with his luna tucked against his side, they headed for the door.
“Onie? Sorry to interrupt, but can I get my check? My shift starts in twenty,” came Chris’ voice.
I had nearly forgotten he was there. I broke eye contact with the moon crossed mates and jerked the pad from my apron. For a heart made of stone, mine was sure prone to cracks from time to time.
“Yeah, sorry Chris. Right away. I’ll get you a coffee to go.”
I made it only a few steps before my body stilled. A strong masculine scent was thick in the air, one which made my body tingle in ways I didn’t welcome, though not entirely unpleasant. My nipples peaked and a zing of heat went straight to my core as it invaded my senses. I couldn’t help it if my inner wolf, was attracted to strong, virile males, as it was instinctual. I had given up being embarrassed about it years ago, it was a wolf thing. I had taken no mate, so it was my cross to bear. But it took more than just being a hot as fuck were to get between my legs. And thank God and The Moon I didn’t go into heat twice a year like the pureblood females did.
Though my traitorous body welcomed the wolf at the door, the young mates didn’t. The beta took a fighting stance, his body rigid, pushing his luna behind him. The girl shrieked. Chris jumped and nearly spilled his coffee into his lap.
“We’re too late!” the she-wolf cried.
My good sense finally made an appearance tonight and I made for Old Faithful stashed under the cash register. Just by his powerful scent alone, I had a feeling it was an Alpha stalking my diner, and he wasn’t here just for my award- winning pancakes.
A burst of rage-fueled adrenaline coursed through my veins, giving me a second wind. I used my burst of strength to push myself off the tree, to stand tall, before I grabbed the shovel and began to dig furiously. Dirt and bits of roots and moss flung through the air as I took my frustrations out on the Earth. I would not greet the dark alpha like an obedient little mate eagerly awaiting his return. We would face each other as enemies, and he would stay on his side of the mountain or face the consequences. Grey was smart enough to get out of my way. The younger alpha decided to face his enemy on equal footing, wolf to wolf, as he merged with his animal once more. The human part of me had too much to say to the brute to shift, and my communication while in my fur would not be adequate unless he set foot onto my land. Then my literal claws and teeth would come out and I would show him no mercy.It did not take wolf senses to know when the dark one prowled near the boundary. The heavy mas
My eyes, the color of a muddy river like that of my father’s, locked onto the Alpha’s, not backing down, the challenge there, daring him to take it. I steeled my spine and my nerves, and I did not even let my wolf come through, because I had the power inside me, and I did not need to flash her rage, her pain, to let my mate know I was a dangerous predator not to be messed with.“Get out of my way, Grey. Or I will make you.”My voice had stayed calm and was more deadly than had it been dripping with aggression. Like a snake, waiting and watching for the need to strike.He let out a breath that sounded painful to exhale, “At least let me help you then.”So, his pack could suffer the consequences. Even the sting of his betrayal was not enough to let me agree to allow him to antagonize his enemy by disrespecting their dead. Wolves of Rocky’s status among the pack were sent off with honor to their place in the sky to spend eternity near their creator. It would be a grave insult to the crea
I stayed in that cabin with my she-wolf and her mate no matter how it turned my stomach and I had to choke down the vomit. No matter how my eyes stung while my mask cracked, I had to shut them a time or two to keep from screaming. The sound of that bone drill burrowing into my beta’s skull and Lily’s cries would haunt me for the rest of my life. I forced myself to bear it because I was their Luna, and my discomfort did not matter. What I wanted or needed no longer mattered. The scent of Rand’s blood was still heavy in the air, even after the healer and his mate had washed him clean again and had disposed of the bloody towels and crimson colored water. A clean bandage shrouded his head, and soon more joined along his bruised and broken body. Raven even stitched the worst wounds closed to help them heal faster. I wondered if I would always smell his wolfblood in here from now on as if it had soaked into the wood permanently. After Raven had cleaned and gathered her supplies, gave the
Grey did not argue, though he looked torn wanting to help, while the females carried the young beta inside the hunting cabin as gently as possible. Rand did not cry out in pain, which was not a good thing, he was limp and blood spattered in our arms. We laid him atop the bed, not giving a damn about staining the sheets. I could hear my mate pacing outside, though he respected my orders and did not set foot inside. Me slamming the door roughly behind us, gave the wolf the hint as well, that he was not welcomed. The Alpha of Timberlands would be off my land entirely soon enough, which was for the best because at the moment, I felt particularly violent towards him, now that the initial sting of hurt was waning, the rage was coming through strong. The only male I wanted to hurt more than Grey right now, was that fucking brute who I fully intended to get my pound of flesh from. The dark wolf was nothing but a lying bastard whom I had been a fool to trust his word. Animals had no honor. R
As soon as my Alpha mate’s boots hit the dirt, he rushed to me, his keen grey eyes assessing me from head to toe. I could see the rush of emotions that crossed his handsome face, worry, fear, anger, sympathy, regret, guilt. His hands gripped my shoulders gently to still me for a more intense inspection as I was shaking and jittery like I had just drunk ten energy drinks. When he noticed my torn-up arm, the scent of an enemy wolf still clinging to my skin, then his sister, bloody and dazed, holding onto her blood spattered and still mate, his wolf slipped through as he growled. I knew Grey’s aggression was not aimed at me. His eyes blazed when they landed on the dead wolf, naked, and minus a skull, with most of his brain matter, tainting my land.“I’m going to bury him in fucking silver chains,” he snarled, “and then I’m going to challenge his oath breaking, lying son of a bitch Alpha! A wolf with no honor has no place on this Earth!”My heart bashed into my ribs for an entirely differ
The massive hell-beast closed the gap between my fallen beta, his loyal mate, and I, in only a few leaps. My she-wolf howled in anguish at not protecting her mate or her Luna. Tears of physical pain no longer soaked my cheeks, now replaced by tears of regret and failure, of helplessness. I did not cry tears for myself in what was likely my last seconds of life.His dark form was upon me before I could even fire off another round. Before I could try and connect to the Earth beneath me and drawl strength to help fight this monster from under the mountain. My other regrets flashed before my eyes as time seemed to slow. I had never even told Grey I loved him. Or told Roam I did not always like him, but I did not hate him.I had not spoken to my cousin Jeanette in over a week and would never meet her boyfriend. I had not visited my paternal grandparent’s in their nursing home when I could have made that drive in six hours or flown in, in the two years it’d been since my bastard uncles had