Adea
Shane walked through the kitchen door, his stride confident, his eyes dark. When they lock on me there’s a flicker of emotion there and I fight the urge to cower under his gaze. The need to run pumps through my veins, but I fight it tooth and nail and return the same energy he’s shooting my way. The corner of his lip twitches before it turns into a full on smirk as he walks across the room. Shane makes his way past me and his sister to take his seat in his usual spot. Gabe elbows me, a reminder to get their breakfast on their plates. The sooner they eat, the sooner we can leave. Today, we went for simple and easy. I filled their plates with scrambled eggs, buttered toast, and bacon.
I bow in greeting as the Alpha and his mate walk through the other entrance. Alpha Joshua and Luna Rose look the exact same they did when I first came to Half Moon. They haven’t aged a day. I like to think it is their love that keeps them young. Alpha is tall like Shane, has black wavy hair and gray eyes, while Luna rose has pencil straight brown hair and obsidian eyes.
“You don’t need to leave Adea. Come, sit and have breakfast with us,” Alpha said warmly.
All eyes are on me so I can’t leave now. I grab a plate and Gabe fills my plate with scrambled eggs, crispy bacon, and buttered toast. I look up to say thank you, but he gives me a snotty smile. So instead of saying thank you I swat his arm holding the tongs and turn from him. I walk over to the table, the only seat available is between Mavy and Shane. She waves me over eagerly and I try to hide my reluctance as I walk over to them. I take a seat in between the twins.
Shane leans forward and hovers over his plate. He doesn’t have to turn to me for me to feel his eyes on me. Mavy takes a bite of bacon and dances in her seat. I can’t help but smile as I watch her. She turns to me and flips her hair over her shoulder.
“Trent is coming over before school if you wanna hitch a ride with us,” Mavy says excitedly.
I fight the urge to groan, but Shane groans clearly not wanting to hear about his sister with Trent. I was curious about what his thoughts were when it came to his sister and finding her forever partner. Mavy looks at me expectantly. My mouth is full and before I have the chance to chew my food, I swallow it down. My eyes water as the hard toast cuts my throat. I hit my chest with my fist and Mavy grabs her glass of water. She offers it up and I grab it and drink it down.
“I’d love to, but I can’t,” I say through a fit of coughs. “I’ve got to get some stuff done before school. You guys go on ahead.”
Trent and Mavy aren’t dating but his feelings were obvious. Mavy was waiting for her one true mate, the one the Moon Goddess made and picked out for you. Even though she was waiting until she came of age, everyone knew she had a thing for him. The last thing I wanted was to be the third wheel to their early morning ride. I could already see Trent giving me the stink eye the whole way to school.
No thanks.
“Oh… okay, Adea,” Mavy says sadly.
Mavy gives me a smile before turning back to her plate. I watch as she pushes her food around her plate. She’s sad now, but I know without a doubt I’ll be forgotten as soon as she hops into Trent’s car. There’s a scoff to my left and I turn to look at Shane. I give him the arched eyebrow what-the-fuck look.
“What?” Shane asks.
“I don’t know what—”
“What do you have to do? Dishes? Scrub the toilets? Take out the trash? I’d like to know what’s so important,” Shane spat.
I don’t know where this venom is coming from or why he even cares. There was once a time where we could have been friends, but something happened and he started giving me the cold shoulder. Alpha Joshua fixed his son with a look.
“Did I say something wrong?” Shane taunted.
“Shane,” Alpha Joshua warned. She doesn’t bat an eye, but after a moment of staring into my eyes, he slowly turns his attention on his father.
“Yes, Alpha?” Shane asked.
That annoying smirk returning to his face, his eyes provoke his father as they start to glow, and the room goes quiet. Mavy lets out a frustrated grunt and reaches over to to get to her brother. When he is within reach she slaps his shoulder.
“Shane! Don’t be such an ass. She is not a slave. Adea doesn’t have to go anywhere with me if she doesn’t want to. She has a life and she can have things she wants to do, or needs to do,” Mavy said coming to my defense. She sits back in her seat and looks at me apologetically.
“It’s okay, Mavy, don’t worry,” I said.
“I’m sorry, sis. Please excuse my idiot brother. All that Alpha testosterone,” she mutters.
Mavy rolls her eyes and reached into her designer bag to grab her phone. I straighten in my seat as something touches my lower back. Shane leans into me and stares at me with wide obsidian eyes. With Mavy distracted Shane trails his fingers up and down my back.
“You’ll forgive me, won’t you, Adea?” Shane pleads.
I glance back and forth between Mavy and Shane as his fingers trail circles into my skin. I open my mouth to say something, but nothing comes out as Shane’s gaze drops to my neck and slowly makes its way down my chest. He licks his lips, pleased with what he sees. My mouth closes and opens like a fish. Amusement dances in his eyes and my anger sparks. He’s toying with me like I’m one of his little playthings.
I am not one of your playthings.
Mavy turns to look at us in time for Shane to throw out his bottom lip as he pretends to pout. Anyone can be remorseful, but with how he’s acted in just the last few minutes I know for a fact that Shane is not really sorry. This is all a game to him and I hate that I have to bite my lip and let him win. I have this sudden urge to scratch his eyes out, but I don’t move.
The corner of Shane’s lip twitches as he tries to keep his devilish smirk from spreading across his face. I don’t know what it is, but there’s this need when I see him. I want to be violent with him. His face, his attitude it all just rubs me the wrong way. Being stuck between the two of them my mind wanders from Shane to Mavy. His fingers grip my hip in an attempt to force my attention back to him. This feeling bubbles up inside of me. It isn’t rage, it isn’t embarrassment, it isn’t annoyance.
I don’t want Mavy to see.
Odis takes a step to the side, and the crowd’s attention turns to me and my mate. As my gaze travels over them, their cheeks stained, their eyes are shocked, and blood splattered at their feet. A lot has happened and everything is moving so quickly now. I don’t know what I was expecting to happen after Shane killed Ethan. I thought everything would go back to the way it always should have been. Becoming Luna and taking over a pack wasn’t what I had in mind. My mate turns to leave, but Odis block him. “Move,” Shane growled. Odis tucked his chin, but held eye contact. “While I am not your chosen Beta, I will hold this position until you choose your own,” Odis growled. “I’ve already got a lineup. Your services are no longer needed,” Shane said coldly. “Until it’s official then,” Odis replied firmly. “Please allow me to have my-to have the remains moved.” My mate went still. He didn’t look back at the body, and I didn’t either. His gaze remained on Odis. “Permission granted,” Shane sa
I love you.I love you.I love you.The words repeat in my mind and I struggle with not linking him. Shane’s eyes widen as he takes in the words that are on repeat in my mind. It’s utter chaos up there, and I don’t want him to hear any of it. His head tilts to the side in question, as if he can’t believe what I just said, and his brows furrow. Shane’s fingers dig into my side as he pulls me flush against his chest. My heart is beating so loud I’d be surprised if he couldn’t hear it. The curse’s broken, the true villain defeated and dead at our feet. It restored the way things always should have been. There’s nothing in our way, and we can finally be together. I have my mate’s full attention as screams of despair ensue behind him.
“Do you know how many times I’ve killed you? You won in the first life, but I made it my mission, to end every one of yours after. I’ve become the villain so many times, I don’t know if I can be the hero. I don’t know if I can be the man she deserves. What I do know is that I’m the man she’s got…,” Shane trailed off. His shoulders shook and I wondered if he was crying, when he started laughing.“I should not atone for sins I know nothing of. This is not the way an alpha should run a pack. There was no trial, and I wasn’t given the opportunity to defend myself,” Ethan grunted.“Defend?” Shane asked incredulously. “Defend?! At what point did you give my mate the opportunity to defend herself? Was there a single moment in the time she spent shackled to you that you gave her a reprieve? On the nights she begged you to stop, did you?&rdq
As the unwanted feeling began welling up inside of me, I wanted to slap myself across the face. I needed to do something to snap out of it, anything to shake this feeling. Ethan’s face started to grow pale and my hands trembled as I stared at the man I’d spent lifetimes with. I wanted him gone, I didn’t want to see his face any longer. The sooner the better, before this disgusting feeling could grow any larger than it already had. I had asked Shane to take his time and make Ethan’s blood run, but now I just wanted him gone, erased from my memory, erased from this life.I wanted him to suffer as I had, but no amount of torturing would make him feel what I had felt. Nothing Shane did could make him feel what I was going through now that I had all of my memories back. Nothing could make the wrongs he’s done right and I hate that I know this. My throat dries as Shane grabs a handful of hair and the largest part of me that loves him a
“Watch as I kill the man that cursed us,” Shane murmured.Everything clicks into place and my mate’s glowing eyes stare back at me. I lean up and press a kiss to his chin. Shane’s breathing shutters and he devours my lips as I cry. His hand slides up my neck and cups my cheek. I nuzzle into it, but he releases me too soon. My knees are weak and I sway on my feet without him. Turning to look down at Ethan, I follow Shane’s gaze and take in the man on his knees. His hair is in his face, blood drips down the side of his face, and oozes down his body. He’s losing a lot of it and fast.“The two of you need help,” Ethan spat.“I don’t think you’ve got much time left,” I said to Shane.I should sick at the sight of what Shane has done to him, but all I can think about is how fate still brought us together. Even as Shane fought for me, it was as if this was all a fairy tale story with a shitty ending. And somewhere out there, an author was getting off on our pain. That, or the Moon Goddess pu
My mate’s shoulders shake and he rolls his head back until he’s looking up at the sky. He closes his eyes and a tear breaks free and rolls down his cheek. He laughs hysterically before his head drops forward. The muscles in his jaw twitched before he lifts his chin and he looks at me with haunted eyes.“Now I know I’m dreaming, but I pray I never wake,” Shane murmured.How is it that even after I tell him I’ve remembered, he still can’t believe me? My soul bled for him as more tears blurred my vision. Would I ever be able to make it up to him? He turns from me as people poured from the halls and into the courtyard. A crowd was forming around us and worry filled me as I feared for my mate. We were on Ethan’s territory, surrounded by his pack, and soon his ranked members would be here. I could only hope the law in place for alpha fights kept them back.“Shane,&