No! - I want to say, but the word won’t come out.
My feet move before my mind can catch up. I follow the handsome man inside the luxurious shop, as if he’s a spell casted on me.
The man turns to his sister and says, “You may find a dress for the ball in this shop too, why don’t you look around so you won’t get bored?”
His sister draws a long sigh. “I already have a dress, made by the best designer in the kingdom. So, if I were you, just give her money and let’s just go.”
“I won’t do that,” the man teases, turning his back on her.
The two are clearly highborns wolves from a wealthy pack. Their clothes, their speech—it was all too polished. Yet they don’t look like full siblings. The girl has dark hair like the man, but only one eye matches his. Her eyes are both blue.
“You’re from the Frostveil Pack, aren’t you? I mean… your eyes and hair are silver,” the man says.
I nod.
The sister smirks. “You must be here to buy a dress for the King Selection Ball. But, you don’t look like a highborn to me.”
The man waives his hand at his sister to hush her.
He smiles at me. “By the way, I’m Orvyn, and this is Monique, my sister. What’s yours?”
“T-Thalissia.”
“It’s nice to meet you, Thalissia,” Orvyn says, extending his hand.
I hesitate, then slowly reach out.
Then,...
A foreign, electrifying sensation shoots up my veins, prompting me to quickly pull my hand back.
Orvyn’s lips twitch, almost like he’s trying to hide a smirk.
He then asks the staff nearby. “Get that pink dress for her.”
One of the staff glances at me, then frowns. “It won’t fit her.”
Orvyn’s eyes turn sharp. His voice goes cold. “It’s your job to find a solution for it.”
Scared, the staff rush to take the pink gown from the display, and gently lead me to the fitting area at the back of the boutique.
The boutique’s designer takes my measurements, explains the changes they’ll make to the gown, and promises that it will be sent to my address in a day or so.
I hold the pink dress in front of my body as I stand before the mirror. In my mind, I see myself at the King’s Selection Ball, dancing in Orvyn’s arms.
But the moment fades almost immediately - He’s not the goal. The Lycan King is.
When I return to the front of the boutique, a lady at the desk hands me a clipboard and asks me to write down my name and address for delivery, while Orvyn hands his black credit card to her.
When I hand the filled-out clipboard back, I catch Orvyn’s eyes glancing at what I had written: Thalissa - Frostveil Orphanage, West Sector.
He says nothing, but my cheeks burn in embarrassment, and I feel the urge to speak.
“Your sister is right. I’m not a highborn. But I still want to attend the ball. Who knows? Maybe it can change my fate.”
“Though I’m not attractive and not a noble, if the Lycan King sees past my appearance and my societal status, maybe he’ll like me.”
Orvyn tilts his head. “And if he doesn’t choose you?”
I open my mouth, but can’t find my answer.
Orvyn continues, “Royal marriages aren’t always about love. They’re mostly political. They're lucky if they fall in love. Most don’t. That’s why the Lycan King and the Lycan Princes are allowed to have royal concubines to keep their fated mates by their side.”
My eyes widen.
Concubines?!
I force a smile, shrugging the implications a mistress can bring to a married couple. “Thanks for the clarification. Still, if I’m not chosen, at least I try to take control of my life for once.”
And,...
If I’m not chosen, I won’t go back to my pack’s territory. I’d rather become a rogue instead.
Outside the boutique, Orvyn walks me to the curb where his sleek yellow sports car waits. Monique stands beside it, arms crossed, her irritation clear in her eyes.
“I can take you home,” Orvyn offers, opening the passenger door.
I politely decline. He’s done too much already, even though we’re strangers. I don’t want to bother him anymore.
Orvyn doesn’t insist. Instead, he leans slightly toward me and whispers, “One more thing,... to attend the King Selection Ball, you’ll need either a recommendation from your pack’s Alpha and Luna… or a personal invitation from any of the active royal members of the Main Palace.”
I freeze for a moment but quickly nod, pretending I already know. “Right. Of course.”
Surprisingly… I’m not worried about it at all.
I watch as Orvyn’s car speeds down the cobblestone road and disappears into the golden light of the setting sun before walking back toward my pack’s northern border.
I smile to myself, giggling.
Oddly, I’m not thinking about the ball anymore. I want to see Orvyn again more than anything else.
Does he feel the same way too? Or am I just being delusional and misunderstand his kindness and generosity?
Orvyn holds my hand, but I still can’t bring myself to look at him. My eyes drift toward the calm lake, while my mind circles around his regrets about choosing me over Victoria, and my photo with his note, where he judged my emotional and physical insecurities. “To be honest,” he begins, his voice cracking as though it hurts him to speak, “I really don’t know what I should tell you. I’m ashamed to have said those words. But… choosing you and loving you is something I don’t and will never regret. I was just upset at myself for letting so many get hurt, including you. I felt like I failed.” “You failed the moment you started to love me. That’s a good reason to be regretful,” I counter. “No. I’m happy to love you. I’m even happier to build a family with you,” he argues, his words firm, yet pleading. I want to confront him about the photo too, about his cruel note, but I pull back. Whatever alibi he gives, I doubt I’ll trust it anyway. So I’d rather not hear him speak about it.Orv
My chest feels tight, and my stomach churns.I can’t concentrate all throughout the lessons as the thought that I may be learning from my r.apist’s mother, who’s pretending to be someone else, keeps haunting me. Why does no one in the palace recognize her and even allow her entrance? The hours drag on painfully slow. When the lessons finally end, I thank her, trying to keep calm and unsuspicious. But the little smirk on her painted lips tells me that she's already noticed my anxiety and is possibly amused by it.Outside the study room, I stop in my tracks when I see Orvyn waiting and smiling warmly at me. He looks so much stronger and finer than before.“How’s your lessons?” he asks.I open my mouth to tell him what I saw when Lady Olivia’s look-alike steps out of the room.“It’s nice to meet you again, Your Majesty,” she says, politely.Orvyn’s soft expression hardens instantly. His jaw clenches, and his eyes grow dark. Yet, her smile doesn’t falter. “It seems like you’re not aw
I continue to refuse speaking to Orvyn coz the emotions are still too raw and too fresh to shake off. He spends a few moments with me, trying to start up a conversation, but I give him no reply or reaction. When it’s time to leave the palace, he has no choice but to give up and go with the Bloodbane wolves. Great! Now, I’ll have the bedroom for myself! I need space and silence to clear my head and relax my emotions.Unfortunately,...His words, “If only I can turn back time, I would’ve chosen you to be my queen,” while caressing Victoria’s cold face, keep echoing in my head. I try to think of something else for distraction, but the memory won’t leave me. Even after a few hours, when Orvyn finally returns, that same scene is still all I can think about. I don’t even notice him at first until his voice breaks my thoughts.“Hey, my love, this is for you,” he says, holding out a bouquet of red roses to me.My heart says to take it, just to avoid an argument. But my brain screams “N
THALISSIA’S POV: I run as fast as I can, my heart aching like it did before. All of Orvyn’s lies and vile plans against me come back all at once. They suffocate me to the point I lose track of my surroundings. I knew it! Our relationship that begins with lies will never end well, no matter how much the two of us try to fix it! I partly blame myself for exposing Victoria’s fake pregnancy. But hearing Orvyn admit how much he regrets choosing me over her is too much to bear. I didn’t want him to choose me so he could betray me. I begged him for a divorce, but he refused. By the time he finally became open about it, our mate-bond was already too strong for me to let go. How can I cure him, if we don’t equally share a strong mate-bond? How can I cure him, if he’s wounding me like this? Drops of rain begin to fall from the gray sky, which washes the tears on my face and snaps me out of my thoughts. I find myself almost at the slippery edge of the lake where one wrong step could make
ORVYN’S POV: My heart splinters into pieces and my tears fall hard as I listen to Victoria’s gut-wrenching words. She’s right. I’m a horrible and undeserving fated mate. I asked her to trust me when I said I wouldn’t choose her as my queen in the King’s Selection Ball. I promised that once the Frostveil Pack is destroyed, that’s when I make her my queen. She agreed even though she was skeptical and hurt. But then, I betrayed our bond, and pushed for her death. But what can I do? Save her and let everyone know that it’s fine to attempt murder as long as they have some emotional attachment with the king?How about the justice Thalissia deserves? Should I just dismiss it and pretend it doesn’t matter?If only she didn’t become desperate, she wouldn’t be in that guillotine.You made her desperate when you started fancying your wife, and ignoring her: My conscience echoes through my head, amplifying the guilt I’m already struggling to contain.My entire body freezes when Victoria brave
VICTORIA’S POV:I wake up, my body is heavy and weak and my mind is a broken fragment of thoughts. My vision blurs for a while until slowly, human silhouettes appear clear: Queen Aurora with a couple of royal guards behind her.“What brings you here? You never dared visit me before,” I say, frustrated.Queen Aurora’s lips tremble as she answers with a broken voice, “I never intend to visit you here. I was only forced to, to let you know how sorry I was… for not being able to flip your situation around.”My brow furrows in confusion. Then,...Memories strike back, sharp and heavy: Dr. Marlene came earlier, forcing me to take a test to see how my pregnancy was going. I refused, telling her that I trusted only my pack’s ob-gyn. But then everything turned violent. The guards grabbed me when she ordered them to restrain me. I fought back, and she injected me with something that caused me to pass out.I gasp, quickly clutching my stomach as my heart beats dangerously wild. “D-did she fi